i cut myself and i hate it so much i dont know hwo to stop it is so addictive and i dotn talk to peopel who reayl understand how i feel im scared because me and my mom are best friends and i tell her everything but ever since i started getting realy upset and cutting myself i find it hard to tell her anything i know she is worried btu she has o clue i am cutting myself my realy close firend nows that i cut myself with a rubber band i told her becasue i wanted to see what she said btu she asked if i have ever REALY cut myslef adn i lied to her i just want to be happy and no depressed thanxs i hope you can help
Hey
I know you expect a life changing answer but thats something i can't give you. The only person that can really change your situation is you my dear.
I have many friends that have cut themselves and many that still do, so i understand how you sort of feel. I myself once wanted to try because i was at a time when my life felt horrible. But i never actually had the guts to try. Also i told my mom right away and she took me to a therapist. She really helped me out with my problems and depression. If youre really asking for my advice i say tell your mom. Yes you might upset her but trust me you'll be glad you did. The sooner you do it the sooner she can help you.
If you ever just need to talk to someone i'm here for you just comment my inbox or im me. My SN is DiOr BARBIEE
♥ maria ♥
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http://www.livejournal.com/users/xd0nthatex_fake/
Hey
Umm yeah i already got this before .. But thankss
i know it's horrible! SHE NEEDS TO MAKE A SIGN with her name on it!
♥ maria ♥
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http://www.livejournal.com/users/xd0nthatex_fake/
OH MY GOSH!!!
Are you kiddin meeee???
UNLESS she makes a sign proving she's REAL i don't think she'll ever be trusted again ...
♥ maria ♥
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Has anyone ever tried MAC [liquid] foundation? If so, does it work pretty good & is it worth buying? And what kind?
Hey
I use mac foundation sometimes. It's actually really good foundation. It works for me so yeah it's worth trying. I personally use the water-based liquid foundation.
Combines medium coverage with SPF 15. Provides a fresh, natural matte finish. Layers up, lasts long: helps protect the skin all day. Non-oily. 21 shades. Best way to baby your skin!
Shade Guide
1 oz 30 mL
US$23.00
♥ maria ♥
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Everyone is asking me what I want for Christmas and I just dont know so could you help me out? I'm a total girlie girl. I already have a cell phone and TV and dont want my own computer.
I rate 5's for anyone who tries even if I don't like what you say, I just want some options.
OkayThanksLoves..Bye!
Hey
I love getting MONEY! That way i have a longer time to make up my mind on what i want! I would suggest you asking for that, you can save it up and use it on something you really need. That's just one idea. you can get an ipod
if you don't already have one. Also yOu can never go wrong in clothes. Maybe you could get some jewelry, perfume, or makeup.
If your getting perfume i would get Fantasy Perfume for Women by Britney Spears.
It's the BEST!
If i knew your age that would help.
But that's all i could come up with for now.
If you want more ideas just comment my inbox.
♥ maria ♥
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I'm going out with this guy that my friends just absolutely hate! One of my friends even threatened to stab him in the neck with her pocket knife during church! I don't want to break up with the guy because he's absolutely perfect to me. What should I do?
prettykitty77723
Hey
Well i always said chicks before dicks (hehe)
but with all jokes aside, they are your friends and if they really hate this guy there must be a good reason otherwise i think your friends are jealous.
If they hate him and they give you no reason for hating him then i say they aren't good friends! Just follow your heart. And if you want to add more information so i could help you some more be sure to leave a comment in my inbox. Or just IM me on my sn
DiOr BARBIEE
♥ maria ♥
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You catch my gal legs open betta smash that
Don't be surprise if she ask where the cash at
I see she wearing them jeans that show her butt crack
My girls can't wear that why that's where my stash at
I put my mack down that's where you lack at
She need her candlelit and I'ma wax that
I rekindle the flame
She remember the name
It's Weezy Baby January December the same
Mama gimme that brain
Mama gimme that good
Cause I'm the fireman
You hear the firetruck
Hey
That's actually my favorite part of the song!
I'm the Fireman
Fire, Fa, Fireman
I got that fire I'm hollering
I got that fire come and try me and
You can spark it up and I'ma put you out
You can spark it up and I'ma put you out
♥ maria ♥
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what are some hot song out now? i know ur really good with music and stuff. what are some songs you like out now?
Hey
Aww thanks. Sure i really like these songs:
ray-j- one wish
keysha coles - I should've cheated
twista - so lonely (feat. Mariah Carey
Three six mafia - Stay fly
young jeezy (feat. Akon - soul survivor
common - testify
chris brown - run it
T pain: I'm srpung
♥ maria ♥
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my boyfriend and I are going to have our 1 year in december so I have alot of time to prepare. I'm going to do something very special in my guest/spare bedroom. It has a couch and a tv. I want to cook him dinner and dessert, decorate it with candles and stuff, but I don't have any ideas. What kind of food can I make that's easy? He'll eat ANYTHING. How else can I decorate besides candles/roses? maybe music? How do I make this room look AMAZING? I'll take anything.
Hey
Awww that sounds like a great ideaa.
I think you should buy LOTS of candels and put rose pedals all over the room. That would be sooo cute. That alone would make the room look amazing.
Also you could make a heart with the rose pedals on the bed, or couch. Heres a pix of what i mean:
http://journal.ethan1.com/images/rose_pedals_1_sm.jpg
For music:
i would go with these songs
Ray-j - One wish
twista - so lonely (feat. Mariah Carey
omarion - i'm tryna
mariah carey - Dont forget about us
cassie - me and you
bow wow ft Ciara - like you
any slow love songs would be cute. Just don't over do it.
One thing i would do is make him a homemade card. With pictures of you guys together, or just cute quotes. You could also leave little notes around the room that says i love you and stuff.
About the food why don't you ask your mother i'm sure she knows something good to make. Maybe she can help you make it. Or just go out and buy something. LOL he'll never know the difference.
haha. Idea's on what to make. Hmmm maybe spaghetti and meatballs. If he eats about anything then iit shouldn't really matter what you make.
If you need anymore ideas and stuff just IM me on aim. My sn is DiOr BARBIEE
♥ maria ♥
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Last night, my middle school had a dance. I finally got the courage to ask (let's call him "Will") Will, this guy I've really liked since April of last semester, to slow-dance. Well, the song was really short, and we're fairly good friends (we usually talk most of the time on AIM) so he said to me "Hey, Penelope, can I tell you a secret? I have a huge crush on Catherine." Isn't that awful? I feel terrible. And to top everything off, it's my birthday today too :( Is there anyone I can talk to? Because my friends don't really get it and neither do my parents.
Hey
Oh my gosh babe. I'm soo sorry.
I would love to talk to you just IM me on aim
my sn is DiOr BARBIEE
♥ maria ♥
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wow i have this problem my boyfriends thinks i been cheating on him and i swear i havent and is there any song out there that has to do something like my problem. I feel better if i hear songs that sound like my life??
Hey
I have just the perfect song for you
keysha coles - I should've cheated
I love that song and it sounds just like your problem , so good luck with everything hun.
♥ maria ♥
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what is a good site to get music for free? i only have real player, not windows media.
Hey
Well if your looking for a site i say go on yahoo.com and then go to: http://music.yahoo.com/
You can almost find any song on there. But if you want to download music i say get limewire.
It's easy to use and best of all it's FREE!
To download it go to http://www.limewire.com/english/content/home.shtml
If you need any information on how to download limewire or any other questions be sure to ask.
♥ maria ♥
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I just broke up with me boyfriend yesturday. but I still like him and I miss him should I ask him back out or just live with what I did
Hey
Well you broke up with him for a reason. Didn't you?
I'm pretty sure you did. But now that he's gone you forgot why you ever left him in the first place, and thats alright, but that doesn't mean you still have feelings for him. It just means your unsure of the reason now that hes actually gone. Also i don't think you miss him, i think you miss the idea of having a boyfriend. But hey i could be wrong. I don't know the whole story. But honestly if you really feel like your going to die if you don't hook up with him then go ahead. If it still doesn't work out just leave him. But before you do that just think about the reasons why you left him in the first place and then maybe you'll change your mind about missing him.
If you ever need anything else just comment my inbox
♥ maria ♥
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this girl said to me today "oh my god shes OD" or something. what does that mean. by the way, she was like calling out teacher hott, but just kidding totally just kidding!
Hey
LOL well "OD" means over did or over done. Basically it's used when a person gets mad at somebody for making the situation worst and more then it should be. "Making a problem bigger then it is" It's also not a real word. I live in brooklyn so i hear this word alot.
♥ maria ♥
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i have a problem my bfs a i guess you could say wigger. and im i guess a "rocker" im not all that into labels but ive been dating him 4 2 mouths and everyone keeps saying it wont last becuz we have nothing at all in common and latly ive been thinking about it to i mean we cant talk about anything and the one thing i talk about the most he doesnt like ((whitch is Rock music)) he listens to rap and i hate rap but i realli dont no what i should do i mean i like him but we cant talk about anything and he a little on the shy side and i normaly dont like shy guys (( dateing whys)) im so confused about this.
Hey
Have you ever hared the expression opposites attract? Well maybe the problem is'nt the fact that you have nothing to talk about, or what you label your self. Maybe the problem is that you don't feel attracted to your boyfriend anymore? Maybe the feelings you once had are fading. I'm not sure if this is the case but it sure might be a possibility.
You know how they say the looks attract you but the personality makes you stay? Well maybe the method of opposites attracts doesn't work well with you. You might just be one of those people that needs to be around people that share the same interests with you. But if you ask me I think it's silly to lose a boyfriend over your difference of music taste.
If you really like this boy then try to make it work. So what if you have a different label from each other. If you both really like each other then find something you both have in common! I'm sure you have something in common you can talk about! Music isn't the only thing. Or you can always take the time to learn about something new from each other. But don't even bother doing all of this work if you know deep down in your heart it isn't going to work out. Save your self some of the time, otherwise keep your head up and don't worry about what other people say. If you like him try to make it work.
If you need any more advice be sure to comment my inbox anytime
♥ maria ♥
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what are some good sites to get myspace layouts? thanks
Hey
Here are some sites i like:
http://www.myspace.com/omfglayouts
http://www.myspace.com/layoutwhore_x
http://www.myspace.com/layoutsrus
http://www.myspace.com/bitchinq_layoutss
http://www.myspace.com/whoaalayouts
http://www.myspace.com/omg_layouts
http://www.myspace.com/layoutsbyamy
http://www.myspace.com/ashuglylayouts
http://profile.myspace.com/24225249
http://myspace.nuclearcentury.com
♥ maria ♥
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for the girls
do u think boys that have long hair are hotter than boys than short hair
Hey
Umm i personally don't care about the hair that much, but i think guys with shorter hair are hotter. But hey that's only my opinion. I'm sure some girls love it!!
♥ maria ♥
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ok well im a bi guy 14 and i dont know how to meet other gays and im too ashamed to relle tell everyone and ppl i know arent gay and dont know any gays i even have a friend searching. What can i do????
Hey
Try calling a gay hotline. Most major cities have one. You may want to call from a phone booth for privacy. They will let you talk about your feelings and will direct you to organizations that help gay people or bi people. There may even be a gay youth group in your area.
Here is one of the Toll-free Hotlines
GLB Teen Hotline: 1-800-347-TEEN(Weekend Nights Only)
Also Check the white pages of your telephone book under "gay" or "bi" Especially look for hotlines, counseling agencies and youth groups.
But heres my honest opinion, your still very young. Are you sure your really bi? Maybe it's just a phase. Look i'm not here to judge you, i have many gay friends. I Love bi,and gay people. They are just so much more understanding and nicer then everybody else, but i just want you to know for sure that you really are before you go around telling everybody and then later on in life regretting it! If you do believe for a fact that you are then i say keep this to yourself for now. At this age there really isn't much you can do about these feelings. And as you said yourself you don't feel comfortable telling many people yet. Just wait before you tell anyone. But if you want you can try finding someone online to talk to that might be bi, or gay. Maybe you can fulfill your desire online rather then in person. Just go into any chat room and ask if there are any bi, or gay people in the chat that would like to talk. Make a fake Sn just for that task that you might do.
Also try going to these sites:
http://www.webarrow.net/chatindex/gay.php
http://www.321gaychat.com/
http://www.myspace.com
^ myspace might have some gay/bi groups.
just take the time to look around.
Also if you want IM me on aim my Sn is DiOr BARBIEE
i can give you some more ideas and what not or maybe i can have a talk with some of my bi friends and ask if they can have a talk with you. if you have any questions i'm sure you can just ask them.
♥ maria ♥
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hey i was wondering if anyone could help me. i need to find lyrics to a song for school that somehow relate to my life and are school apropriate (no swearing, etc). im a 15/f. i will rates for 5s if its atleast some what decent
Hey
Well since i know nothing about your life i'll just pick some songs that i feel relate to my life.
Any SIMPLE PLAN song would be perfect.
"Untitled"
I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight
And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels all right
You dont know what its like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside youre bleeding
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels all right
You dont know what its like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think Im happy but Im not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what its like, what its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like (what its like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
That's all i can think of for now. If you let me know some more information about your life then i'll be more then happy to give you some more songs.
♥ maria ♥
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Alright I have been battaling eating dissorders for about 2 years now.. but i have thought i was fat sense i was about 7.. I thought i was done with the whole problem until i just made myself puke.. It would help if I just had someone to talk to =/ Im not sure what to do. Im not going to tell my parents or any adults or anything cause ill go to a hospital! please help me!
Hey
I'm so sorry about your problem i had a friend that was going through the same things as you. She ended up dying. Please don't let that happen to you. If you need someone to talk to you can come to me. My SN is DiOr BARBIEE
I'll be more then happy to help. Or just comment my inbox.
♥ maria ♥
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