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My name is Melissa :]. I live in California.I seriously do. Fresno,CA. Look it up. I didn`t know what or where Fresno was until my dad came home & told us we were moving there.. I live in like the friggen richiest part of Fresno called Clovis[it`s another city that`s in Fresno.]Nothing ever happens in Clovis.No robberies,killings,etc. Things always happen in Fresno. This city is so effing small that you find out about everyone`s problems. It`s like Gossipville. My highschool is even worse. People talk smack like it`s their hobbie, so i`ve had my share of gossip about me. Doesn`t really bug me, unless you continue to do it. Then I get pissed. Who wouldn`t?! Fresno is okkaayyy, if you meet the right people. But Clovis will always be the most boringest place ever.
I've been through alot. Anything really. I don`t really trust people that easily, but if I do, then congrats, you`re awesome. Don`t straight up ask me what i`ve been through. If I really really really really really really really really know you, then I might tell you. But you know, it`s hard telling people what you`ve been through because it brings back so much horrible memories. I got over some shit, but it still leaves marks..Welcome to a world where being yourself isn`t good enough..
My closet is full of clothes from Hollister,Abercrombie,Forever 21, Charlotte Russe, and all those preppie stores that you hate. I can`t live without my cell phone or a purse. Don`t judge me. If you do, I friggen hate you with a passion.I have alot of confidence, and you might think that i`m cocky, but i`m not. I actually think low about myself, but what girl doesn`t? I sometimes think that i`m better than a few people, but i only compare to those who are pretty shallow & fucking dumb. Like gossip starters, stalkers,backstabbers, & anything like that.I'm probably the coolest 15 year old that you`ll ever meet :]. I love going to the beach, even though i HARDLEY ever get to go. I was born in San Francisco. I move alot. I stayed in new york for 4 years because of my daddy's job. But now i'm back here in california.I love my friends. I'm a really nice girl. I`m full of sarcastic remarks.Anything acustic(sp) realllyy turns me on. I love it when a guy can sing & play something hot, aww so adorable, don`tcha think?! ;]
I have a boyfriend & his name is Junior. He's gorgeous.HE PLAYS THE ACUSTIC GUITAR & SINGS FOR MEEE!! Oh man, I just feel like grabbing him. He makes me really happy && he surprises me alot. He makes me feel all like..warm and soft inside.Shut up. Your jealous. I know. Our love is anything but average. We have the weirdest relationship, but I wouldn`t trade it for the world..I love it when we watch re-runs of the O.C. I love how he can watch romantic movies with me. I love it when he lets me win in video games.I love when he kisses my nose or forhead. I love it when he trips me lol. I love it when he gives me piggy back rides & won`t let me fall when i`m standing on fire hydrants.I love it when we eat chicken nuggets together & share only one drink. I love it when he squeezes my face cheeks together & kisses me. I love the way he runs up to me at school & jumps on me. I love the way we skip together holding hands. I love it when I take out the crust of my bread && he eats it. I love it when I turn out to be hecka sick & he comes to my door with soup & his blanket. I love it when he sends me like .. friggen 2 page love letters & he sends them through the mail & i get them. I love it how he believes in me & teaches me to make better choices and incourages me. I love the way he can easily cheer me up with the simpliest things like smiling. I love it when i start crying and he cheers me up by doing the "balony dance". Lol. I love the way he pokes my cheeks with his finger. That`s love, baby.♥
I say tre-cool & dunzo alot.
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Ok so everyone I know is always over a friends house but im never invited and i cant invite people over here becasue i live in a small apartment. I get really depressed knowing that no one includes me in their fun how can I have them want me around all the time?
Just be outgoing and talk to everyone that you know. Don't be shy. Just be really friendly and funny. Also, just invite people to hang out with you, it doesn't have to be in your house. If you make people want to feel wanted, they'll make you feel wanted too. Try to hang out with everyone that you know. Don't seem like..obsessive though. Lol. =)
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Today when I went to change my pad ( I'm on my period) the blood was a dark red pretty much a brown color. Is this normal?
Totally normal. I freaked out when i saw that too, but i just realized that it was nothing wrong. Its still blood. So don't worry. =)
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http://fashionbug.charmingshoppes.com/Shopping/product.aspx?product_id=FM002607&nav=FM
Anyone think that shirt is cute cause i want to buy it
I agree with x0 hOlLiSteR baBe. It's cute. But i wouldn't buy it in red. =) Sorry. Don't get me wrong. It's cute!
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Yea, buy it in black! I think it'll be really cute in black. =D
my parents are gay and my friends are not my friends any more because of it what do i do?
Find better friends. You shouldn't care what your friends think of your parents. Who gives a crap if they're gay. They are happy. So i really do suggest finding some new friends. Those friends of yours are so stupid for leaving you just because of that.
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Is there any chance ofit snowing in california this christmas season?? i just moved here and was wondering. ill rate 5s
Depends on where you live. If you live somewhere where its just Bright and Sunny almost all the times except winter. Then no. I know. IT SUCKS! =(
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I know that 13-year-olds are too young to fall in love. But does that mean you can't say "I love you" to your boyfriend?
Aw..it doesn't mean that. And you can fall in love at any age. If you want to say I love you to your boyfriend. Then go ahead. It'll show that you atleast care about him ALOT
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I signed up for the school talent show. Suddenly today, I learned that it will be held at the assembly. And it's too late to drop out. I have a terrible case of stage fright. I'm singing a song from THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA (Wishing You Were...), and it's going to be hard to liven up a beautiful broadway piece next to all the other singers, who are singing stuff like Ice Ice Baby and Alicia Keys. How do I relax?!
Well you signed up for a reason, because you wanted to sing. Don't let nerves get in the way of you singing. I really do love that song and i think you picking that is like..really brave! Everybody will get nervous, but you shouldn't be! Singing ice ice baby SUCKS and people only sing that because they sing bad. But you picked a good song that'll really impress people. Just practice infront of the mirror and your families until the talent show. =) Everything will be fine if you just breathe a little. Don't sweat it. You'll do great! And if you do mess up a little, act like it didn't happen, because if you make a sign that you messed up, people will realize too! So think about that alot.
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Our highschool is having auditions for "The Music Man" Tomorrow night around 6. I need a song to sing...I really can't think of and good/semi It can me with or without music. My voice talents are limited, but they are there, so any suggestions would be marvelous!
Thank you so much!
Sarah
Omg i went and saw that play! Lol i think.. =D..I'm pretty sure though. It was kind of funny. I liked it. It was cute x333
You can do like..Brittney Spears' songs(lol..) Or Michelle Branch-All I wanted. Or..Anna Nalick- Just Breathe. When you try to sing the song you pick, you shouldn't FORCE yourself to sing the higher notes that they could sing. Sing at your level..Ya know? Because if you force it, your voice might crack and you might be singing from your nose. And singing from your nose makes it sound like..fake. Lol. SO yea. =)
PS- If you decide to do like, Michelle Branch or Brittney Spears, and they tease you for picking that song, TELL THEM TO STICK IT UP THEIR ASS JUST BECAUSE THEY DON'T SING AS GOOD AS YOU!! =). K. So do your best because you will do good. =)
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mk not a relationship but it has to do with work. Im 17 by the way. well theres this guy i work with hes about 20-25 idk. hes got a girlfriend and some kids. (not by her tho) well im an extreme flirt so yea of course i flirt with him when ever but like he kinda does things to get my attention in a way. like Ex. hes throws things at me he calls me names and makes fun of me in a friendly kind of way . not mean. And what not.
i dont think hes very committed to his girl tho just the way he talks.
I think he is so cute like seriously but i don;t like him. would flirting with him make him think i do? could i get fired or anything for flirting like that with him during work? And do you think that it sounds like hes flirting with me by the things he does or just no. And should i just completely stop?
Alrite im done sorry so long.. and confusing
Since you don't like him, then flirting with him will totally lead him on. And if you do keep flirting with him then he'll probably ask you out and you'll either A) Have to go out with him because you feel bad, or B) Reject him and make him sad. So if i were you i would stop. =) By the things he does, yes, i do think he's flirting with you & might like you. But if you don't want to go out with him, then i would stop flirting w/ him. But it doesn't mean that you guys still can't be friends. And isn't there a rule no work dating relationships? I don't know. Sorry! lol =)
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Soo..ya? I guess i was right. OH WAIT! Well...since your flirting & not really in a relationship with him, then i don't think it could get you fired. But it might. There is a possibility.
ok im sorry if this is long but it has a lot of info....ok i *was* dating this kid we will call him ...Bob...s0o0o yeah ...he broke up with me the other day but i wasnt aware of the break up...ok i wasnt in school one day because i had ot babysit..but Bob told my brother to tell me that it was over between us....he never told me...s0o0 i came to school the next day thinking we were still together....and my "friend" came running up to me with a HUGE smile and she said" are you and bob are broken up?" i simply said no..she told me that he was telling people he was single....so0o i asked him if we were still going out he told me "no".....i almost cried....but when i was about to go to my bestfriend to talk to ..my "friend" came up and she told me" 0o0o and my the way yesterday i ask Bob to the dance"...i wanted to punch her....and now she acts like nothing happened....she acts like i am the happiest person in the world...i just have no idea what to do..........like i have moved on and s0o0o has he...and im not really mad that he broke up with me...im mad how he did it....idk what to do i need some help about what i should do....HELP!!
~broken hearted~
PS..im s0o0o sorry it was s0o0 long
It was your brother that didn't tell you. But still, family should always say something about something like that. And also..HES SOOO FUCKING RETARDED FOR NOT BEING MAN ENOUGH TO BREAK IT OFF IN YOUR FACE! Don't even sweat it. Find some other guy to go with to the dance. Let your "friend" go with him, who cares. If your trying to get over him, then don't even think about him. That's soo low. Just talk to your friend about it though, tell her how you feel.
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My parents have been telling me Santa Claus is real..I mean I am trying to believe but my parents have given off to MANY clues. I asked my mom the other day and she gave me the whole pep talk. Is Santa Claus real or is it his "helpers" who live w/ me?
Aww how cute! Lol . But noo sorry to crush your dreams, but Santa isn't real. It's just your parents putting the Christmas presents after you fall asleep at night. =) Ha. i still leave cookies out for "him". It's way funner knowing that your parents are the one eating the damn cookies. =D
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someone, anyone tell me what this guy thinks. i love him, and i can read what he says. but im wondering if theres somthing 'inbetween the lines'? help, ill rate & all that jazzzz < 33
me: will you go out w. me?
him: no
me: whatt, why?
him: complicatedd
me: just dime
him: i hate you. END
me: what
him: that was SUCH a joke
him: tard
me: but..
me: but i like love you
him: so suck it
him: bye
him signed off at 5:51:56 PM.
him signed on at 5:53:27 PM.
him: so to set this straight, benny dared me, i dont like you, i like jenna, ask anyone, get out of my face and stopo being such a clingy little 4 year old
him: so stop following me, and stop obsessing over me, just stop, youre WEIRD.
me: what
just too radical: want me to spell it? W-E-I-R-D
me: fine w.e
him: i know you care
him: youre crying arent you
me: s what if i am
him: thats so sad
me: really?
him: i mean sad as in loser as in, pathetic puppy
me: as in suck it
him signed off at 5:56:57 PM.
O M G! THAT GUY IS SOO FUCKING MEAN! No..he doesn't like you. But don't even worry about it, because you can do soooooooooooooooooooo much better! Omg that guy pisses me off!! Just tell him to fuck himself. Don't even be his friend. He treats you like crap. =( Sorry!
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Ok, I need some advice. Just words of wisdom to help me out. My ex boyfriend wants to get back together with me, but I am having a hard time trusting him and understanding him. So, I am going to let you read an AIM conversation between us and let me know what you think. Ok? Just give me whatever advice comes your way. Here it is:
Before you read it: Cory left me back in January for a girl named Allyson who is in California. He even went to see her over the summer. WE are in Indiana. Cory is in college and I am taking the semester off to work and be with family after the breakup. Cory was cheating on me with Allyson (telling her that he loved her and had already dumped me) for 4 months before I found out. He says he fell in love with her! He told me that he never loved me like he loved her and all of that. I was devastated. He and I had been together for nearly 3 years!!!!! Well, now, they are over and he has come back to me. He wants me back and is asking for my trust and wants me to be with him. we even made out a week ago and it was AMAZING! But, I can't seem to let the past go. Just read this. Now that you have a little background, you should understand!
Me: Hey baby! How are y?ou
Him: fine
Me: you ok?
Me: busy?
Him: a little
Me: Hmmmm
Me: who are you talking to?
Me: Laugh out Loud
Me: Just kidding
Him: no one
Him: working on this song
Me: Cool Beans Batman!
Me: My hair is BLONDE!
Him: ok, good
Me: you didn't like it dark?
Him: not really
Me: Laugh out loud, ok
Me: Well, its like almost white
Me: Kinda hard to get used to
Him: we'll see
Me: Ok
Me: I found some old pictures of us on a CD
Me: I ripped all of the paper ones
Him: ok
Me: Sorry!
Me: Did you take Allyson's pictures off your phone?
Him: no, just like i didn't take yours off my computer
Me: Hmmmmm....
Me: But hers are Nasty cause she is a whore and all and if you want to forget her, then why keep them?
Him: she's not a whore, and i'm not going to put up with that (insert my name here)
Me: ?
Me: with what?
Him: i am not going to put up with you bad mouthing my ex
Me: And I have reason to NOT do that?
Him: you'll lose some of my respect
Me: Well, ok, I wont bad mouth her, but, um, why keep the pictures?
Him: i want to remember
Me: you want to remember leaving me and hurting me?
Him: i want to remember her, and california, and the good times we had
Me: Why? Why does it mean that much to you if you are over her?
Me: I will tell you why, cause you still love her, and want her, and you dont love me, you only want me cause you and her are over. I am just a rebound! You dont regret ANYTHING that you did at all. You dont even think it was wrong, do you? I get it now!
Him: o my god, i am not going to put up with this shit, night
Me: I am not trying to be rude, I am sorry
Me: I am just hurt cause I see it now
Him: no, you don't
Him: cause that
Him: that's not it
Him: i am tired of your jealous attitude
Him: just fuck it
Him: forget everything that's happened the past couple of weeks between us
Him: bye
Me: How can I not be jealous? You left me for her.
Me: Sorry!
Him: do you WANT to lose me again, cause you are going to..
Me: I am sorry, what is it that I dont understand then?
Him: i just want to remember her! christ!
Him: jesus FUCKING christ
Me: Well, ok, but how would you feel if I had half nude pics of Nick on my phone and would not delete them? I mean, others, ok, I can see that.
Me: Is this really what you want? : forget everything that's happened the past couple of weeks between us
Him: it seems to be what you want
Me: No, it isn't Cory!
Him: then just shut up about the past
Him: i am not going to talk about it anymore
Me: I WANT YOU! But, I cant help it that I am jealous of her, Cory! You cant expect me to just let it go whenever it was something that hurt me as much as it did. You just dont undertsand that.
Me: And I am sorry that you dont want to talk about it, but talking about it helps my insecurities
Me: Talking is what we have to do to fix the problems
Him: well, i just don't want to talk about it
Me: So, you don't want to fix my insecurities? Cause thats about the only way
Me: I mean, you couldn't have expected this to all be easy? I thought we agreed to fix things together. Remember? You even said "Then let me heal you" when I told you that I was still hurt. And, I am!
Me: I can't help that.
Him: i'm just busy, and i want to just forget everything from before
Me: Then why r you mad at me
Me: ?
Him: i'm not
Me: I think you are
Me: I was just trying to talk to you and you blew up. AGAIN
Me: ?
Him: i'm just writing this music
Him: it's star wars
Me: Ok
Me: Well.....
Me: ?
Him: wanna hear it so far?
Me: Cory, I love you sweetie and I want to be with you again and make this work, but your always blowing up on me. And I am sorry that I am insecure, but I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND AND HELP ME WITH IT!
Me: Sure
Him: just a sec then
Me: ?
Me: you calling?
Him: yes
Me: You dont sound to happy to talk to me when you call
Him: i am just preoccupied here
Me: ok, so, back on the subject......
Me: Like I said:
Me: Cory, I love you sweetie and I want to be with you again and make this work, but your always blowing up on me. And I am sorry that I am insecure, but I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND AND HELP ME WITH IT!
Me: Thats EXACTLY how I feel
Him: well, not much i can do, you just have to get over things, and give it time
Me: get over what?
Him: the past
Me: and what about you blowing up on me?
Him: just cause i am busy
Me: Ok, well, I guess I can try to be more understanding about that, but you need to try not to
Him: ok
Me: But, you already said to foget everything, so.....
Me: and you said that I was going to lose you
Him: just stop
Me: ?
Him: i'm going to bed
Him: i'm tired of this tonight
Me: Ok, well, did you mean what you said?
Him: no
Me: If so, just tell me
Me: Ok, then, why did you say it?
Him: just tired of talking about all this stuff
Me: O My God! I am doing it AGAIN! This is what drove you crazy last time. I nit pick! Every word you say
Him: yeah, exactly
Me: UGH! I am sorry!
Him: going to bed
Him: to bed i said
Me: Laugh Out Loud
Me: Well, Sorry!
Him: night, love you
Him: night
Me: Just give it time, I will stop being so stupid!
Me: And I love you too!
Me: gnite
Him: is away at 11:14:18 PM.
Let me know what you think!
Well you really should give it some time. And like he said, get over the past. I know he hurt you so much, but if you don't let things go, then that's what's going to hold you back on things. And also, maybe you shouldn't really like, bring it up anymore. About how he cheated on you. You can tell he doesn't want to talk about it. Don't bother him so much about that. It seems like he's sorry.. I know you want to make everything work, but since you said he's "blowing up" on you all the time, talking about it just makes him mad.Boys don't really like to express their emotions. That's why he's getting so angry about it. Just hang out with him && just take things slow. Don't really rush into it because you can probably end up getting hurt again. So just hang out with him, but don't really talk about the past. I'm sorry if i seemed soo, rude! =( I'm not like that. Soo yea lol . =)
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Okay yea don't blame yourself for what happened. I've been with guys who cheated on me AFTER they did, and they were soo nice. Some change. Some don't. Depends on the guy. HE'S TRYING TO MAKE IT WORK, YOU JUST CAN'T SEE IT! Talk to him a little bit more, but don't like, yell at him or try and make him feel bad. Even if that feels like the right thing to do since he cheated. But if your trying to make it work, then give it some time and just talk to him(not about the past). Everybody needs somebody in their lives. He probably won't look for someone right away if you don't take him. But just kind of move on, but then don't. You just got to take things slow.
Is the 1st season of 7th heaven out on DVD yet?
YESSS!! GO GET IT NOWWWW!! lol =)
Ha. sorry i don't like 7th Heaven, i'm just encouraging you =P
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i think thats what it is called..what is agnostic?
ag·nos·tic (g-nstk) KEY
NOUN:
1.
1. One who believes that it is impossible to know whether there is a God.
2. One who is skeptical about the existence of God but does not profess true atheism.
2. One who is doubtful or noncommittal about something.
ADJECTIVE:
1. Relating to or being an agnostic.
2. Doubtful or noncommittal: "Though I am agnostic on what terms to use, I have no doubt that human infants come with an enormous 'acquisitiveness' for discovering patterns" (William H. Calvin).
..lol i dunno its thats the right term.
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I'm going to get tested for a bacterial infection "down below" next week. Do you think the doctor will more likely "swab" me, or make me pee in a cup? I am 15 female. Thanks! :)
Most likely make you pee in a cup. I hate that! Lol
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are? boobs fat?
Lol yea. I know. I've always wondered that too..so i asked my brother...o_0 . i would've asked my sister..but shes just not as smart...BUT ANYWAYS YEA BOOBS ARE FAT.
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Is it bad that im 16 and I am having protected sex with my boyfriend of five months like once every other week?
If it's protected. And if you think its right && you know you won't regret it, then i guess its okay. But make sure you won't regret it, because then you'll get hurt && you'll never like..be able to go back and trade it all.
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ok for english i have to write an easy on how to play a game. i choice any game that i want except i want simple game that i can write a 5 paragh essay on can someone help me? i would like to know a game and how to play it. i will give 5's to all
Pacman =). Easy. Your the player which is a yellow..dot. And you have to eat all the little "beads" to get more points. And try not to get eaten by the mean ghosts..or whatever they are...
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ok so me and my boyfriend were going out for exactly 2 and a half days. I thought our thing was going great untell the 2nd day. I went to fnl and the next morning I got a call from his X GIRLFRIEND saying he hated me and he did not wanna be with me and he needed a brake after two and a half days!! I cryed so much because i really liked him and i don't understand what i did to deserve this!! Please help me and this is the 4th time we have gone out is it over or wat?
Obviously she lied about it. Ugh thats just gay. Call him up & ask him if its true and if he's not lieing. Make him tell you the truth. And if it wasn't true, then call the ex girlfriend up and cuss her out. =)
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