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I am a 20 year urban planning student from New York. I go to school, and work, way too much.
I'm a level II mod on this site, so if you have questions regarding the site I could be of good help.
As for my crappy advice: it is crappy. If you listen to anything I suggest you will most probably find yourself running through town naked, or something equally hilarious, because I am a sadist.
And of course, I will hit you with my guitar, and then steal all of your intelligence for my own personal stash.
(My avatar, that is just above, was made by Draak, it is Thor's Hammer, or Mjolner.)
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Okay. This is what I go through, about once a month, sometimes more/less frequently. I start changing. I really don't know what it is, it's hard to explain. But I'll try.
It feels like my heart is becoming empty. Like I'm becoming hungry, or like I'm enraged, or like I'm in love (they all feel the same to me.) You know, that feeling. In my heart. It feels like something is trying to change me from the inside, like trying to change my personality. My personality is weird. I think differently. I have no mental problems. O__o;;
I'm thinking that maybe my way if thinking is correct and maybe....God....doesn't want me to know whatever it is I know. Anyway. Back to what happens. The first time it happened, at my friends house, I started getting the feeling and for some reason I knew what was happening almost immediately. I started crying and pounding my chest really hard and saying "Don't change....don't change...." And I was grabbing anything to pound my heart with, I almost went for the silverware ;_;
My friend was really concerned xD I don't think she had any clue what was happening.
The second time, just recently, this happened again, only it wasn't as strong. I have gotten rather good at fighting it. But then it felt like there was a pressure in my head...like something was gently squeezing it.
This isn't puberty. This is something weird happening to me and if it has happened to anyone else I would like to know. I would also like to add that I am not insane. This is a FEELING, not a twisted thought or action. My apologies for the length of this question.
I don't know why you dismissed puberty and accepted some paranormal God-related thingy so quickly.
It most probably IS something related to puberty, a surge of hormones. Hormones have a huge impact on every aspect of you, physical and mental. I would just say go see an endocrinologist.
As for the extremes, like tihs "head squeezing" thing, it is a psychosomatic response that is self-inflicting, also as a result of the hormone surges.
Seriously, it's just hormones, in large influxes.
God hasn't chosen you to be his... head-squeezing pawn.
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(Rating: 5)IT'S NOT PUBERTY! I told you that! And I don't believe god chose me to be this messiah or whatever, when I said that I was actually implying that he wanted me dead. Everybody thinks I'm crazy, nobody here understands, YOU don't understand.
And psychiatrists suck.
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