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Hello. My name Is Solemnstar.
I'm a fifteen year old (assumed) male-to-female Transexual.
I want to help, plain and simple.
I like plain and simple, I like to catergorize people, ptu them into nice little boxes in my head.
and I LOVE figuring out the ones that don't fit.

Chatspeak annoys me, It takes an extra two seconds to type the real words.


I don't anwser advice as often as I should. Mainly because of School.

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can somone please help me find the meaning of this quote...or give me some ideas of what it could mean

"Music saves nothing. Merciful, uncaring, it denies and breaks down all the shelters, the houses men build for themselves, that they may see the sky"

as i see it it it means that music destroys all of the shelters of our reality and sends us to a new place the house part means that we build them so we can listen to music

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How do you start a conversation with the guy you like? What makes the conversation interesting? What should i talk about? And how do i keep the conversation lasting? Answer all please! i rate 5s and comment

try talking about his intresets. toast ,music,tv shows,toast,girls,computers,toast

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i've been having these dreams, about breaking up with my bf. and i know i never want to do that. i love him with all my heart. then i have other dreams where hes cheating on me. i cant help but let these dreams get to me b/c its not what i want. i see him once every couple weeks and i miss him terribly, and i know some of you might say "maybe you dont want a long distance relationship" but thats not it. we've been together for a while and yes i dont like it but i would never break up with him b/c of that. hes too important to me. i dont know whats going on but i want these dreams to stop but i dont know how. and i refuse to break up with my b/f. i would literaly die first. please help. thanks.

it means that you are nervous about your relationship and there is some un settled tension between you.or that you need to be wary of personal desires as they will leasd to failiur in life

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I am very good friends with this guy and have been interested in him for a while. Last summer he started watching me and other people would tell me that he was doing this it has progressed to a mutual flirting as well he has told me that if anyone would notice what I wear it would be him. He told to call him if I need anything or ever just want to talk and has told me that he would be offended if I needed help and didnt ask him because he wants to be there for me. He gets upset if he feels people misuse me or if they make comments that arent called for. Does he like me and if so why hasnt he asked me out?

it might be that or it could be hes a (and im going out on a limb here) like that to all people as all deserve it
as for going out i figure hes nervous

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My Mum hates me she hits me all the time wat can I do?

tell an officer and get her arrested for child abuse

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me and my boyfriend had sex and we didnt use rubber and im only 14 he got me pregnet what do i tell my parents?

wait a minute your 14 and you have sex.....YOUR A MORON....

anywho you need to tell them what if you go into labour during school...

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A couple nights ago I got the worst feeling.. like something was TERRIBLY wrong but everyone and everything ended up being okay. So I don't know why I got that feeling. But lately, i started noticing bruises and discolorations on my body. Most of them don't hurt. Then today i started getting sick.. like i could barely breathe, i was dizzy, my head was pounding, and i blacked out a few times. I don't know what's wrong. Someone please help me.. and please be serious.. this isn't funny at all. I'm really scared.

it could just be some sickness. or the plauge lol

anyways tell a doctor and dont worry the worst i think could be a severe case of the flu.

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how do you know if your in love?

you feel sick but in a good way and still happy for no reason then you get nervous when the persons around and often deny it.

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I love a guy, Who loves a Girl, but the Girl, doesn't love him. But the guy who loves the girl, doesn't love me, so it goes around in circles...i want to get this guys attention...How should I without totaly letting him know that i REALLY love him????

-100%ME

i dunno flowers? honestaly im just trying to be nice and just tell you to have faith

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do you know how to make one with materils I could find around my house maybe!(cause all those lasers and rays are way ou of my price range!)

sorry no. maybe try selling corn on the highway or baby sitting for some money i dunno but i earn like 200 on a good weekend selling corn

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I ADORE MY MOTHER! and i feel a little bit bad about writing this, but i think i should because i dont noe what to do anymore. let me begin... i go to an all girls school, and towards the end of last year and over the summer was when i really started meeting guys. so, the first times she would sit right next me and watch what i was saying. and she still duz that. she doesnt sit by me when im on the phone anymore, but this summer i was on the phone w/ my first love, she would sit there and listen to everything we said. but, she still sits by me when i'm online and i dont noe what to do. cuz, now its beginning 2 feel like a security to hav her there because i dont noe what to say to guys. and when im on the phone, i do! and she updates my profile and goes to places for quotes and puts them in my profile while im @ school and makes me invisible. and i dont even like the quotes sometimes. i've tried talking to her. and ive tried to get other people to talk 2 her... like my aunt, and a friend of mine. and when i tell her, "im gonna tell tia," she goes, i'm not afraid of ur aunt. and she duznt listen to my friend either! i dont noe what to do anymore. when i talk 2 her, she says she'll stop and then she doesn't. i cant change my passwords b/c she'll get mad. but, she's a single mom and i'm her only child. i understand that we're close, like best friends, but i'm 14 years old and i need a little privacy

this is a toughy.....i think that frankly you should just tell her to but out of your life i mean youre a good person right? youve got decent marks i assume? then you deserve some space.i can understand her fear of you doing some....inappropirate...things but your smarter than that and deserve better. i guess shes afraid of losing you to some jerk or something but still your life is your own and she needs to learn to respect that

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lord i dont no what to do. my dad is prejudice and theres this black boy i love half to death and he likes me i want to go out wit him but my dad said he'll kill me and that boi and i was like is love worth gettin killed over please tell me what i can do..?

ignore him he cant trully do anything love is sometimes more important than family. SOMETIMES

i dont think he would like it but its kinda rasicst isnt it

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Hi people this may seem like a totally weird question but I'm going to a costume party next weekend and I have no clue what to wear! Do any of you fashionable girls out there have any ideas or suggestions? Oh yeah, I'm a girl and I'm fifteen. I RATE 5's!!!

i dunno depend on who you want to entertain. i think an anime charecter.
Sakura from card captors would be a personal fav

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how do I build an ion particle ray(with materials listed please)

For most of you, this will probably sound like a foreign language, but some may have heard it spoken of in science fiction novels. The word ion simply means charged particle, therefore, this is basically a device that emits a focused beam of charged particles. Many people think that such a device is mythical, but the truth is that the ion ray gun is the basis of television and other display devices. This is simply a gun that emits different particle types and is not confined to a vaccuum tube. The kit for this is also available at http://www.amazing1.com in three different power levels. I plan to get the highest powered model available since they are quite a bit of fun. What do you do with such a device? Well for starters you can light up any phosphorescent or fluorescent materials by simply pulling the trigger and hitting them with the ion beam. You can light up fluorescent lights from a distance by merely shooting them with this gun. You can also charge capacitors at a distance and operate a number of electrical devices remotely. Most interesting of all, however, is that this gun is capable of inducing severe shocks from a distance. It can be easily concealed and you can attack anyone you desire with it from a safe distance. This makes it ideal for attacking people you only wish to frighten and not kill or severely injure.

Update: I bought the kit for the device and assembled it. Unfortunately the case i was provided with is of inadequate size and the circuit card will not fit in past the voltage multiplier section. The device generates about 100,000V and is very capable of inducing painful electric shocks and even acrid ozone gas.

The best way to ensure the most of the electricity is discharged from the end of the voltage multiplication circuit is to attach a sharp object such as a needle to the end of the safety resistor, using epoxy or some sort of adhesive, while making sure the two components are connected. This provides an excellent point fo the ionization energy to transfer to the surrounding air. If you do not have a sharp point where you want the ionization to occur, it will probably take place on the capacitor leads, which are rather sharp. Make sure that when you are soldering the multiplication circuit the solder forms globules rather than the so-called icicles and the effectiveness of the ion gun will be greatly increased. As far as focusing is concerned, I believe that a small metal bowl or something to that effect works wonderfully if you carve a hole in the middle of the bottom and attach it to the ion ray gun, creating a plunger appearance. This way, there is a limited amount of air around the point that can be ionized and, although the bowl may become charged as well, the bowl does not provide any effective points for ionization to occur, effectively focusing the direction of ionization. If you want more power, remove the safety resistor on the end, but be careful since it hurts bad enough to get a shock with the resistor. I myself, have never tried removing it. I hope this helps!



R1 2.2K 1/4W Resistor

R2 27Ohm 1/4W Resistor

R3 220Ohm 1/4W Resistor

R4,5 100MOhm Resistor

C1 .47 MFd/50V Capacitor

C2,3 .047 to .068 MFd Capacitor

C4 1MFd 100V Capacitor

C5 .001MFd/15KV Capacitor

D1 22KV 5MA Avalanche Diodes

Q1 MJE3055 T0220 NPN GP Transistor

T1 2100:8:8

BH1 8 Cell AA Battery Holder

S1 Push Button Switch

CL1 Battery Snap Clip

HS1 Heat Sink Bracket

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ok well theres this kid that i like and what i hear is that he likes me too so what want to know is how do i shoew him i like him without spilling my heart out and well how to i keep the small talk i need examples

a giant banner in front of the scoll with his pic saying "i love you"

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how to motivate grade-9 failing student

girls.chocolate.vidio games.a car for when hes 18\

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I hate my brother and we share a room any advice on hoe to tolerate him?

i dunno a wirtting contract that you both sign saying what you can and cannot do wile the other is away or in the room

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well do you have this afternoon off?

no.

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well my dads birthday is coming up and im not sure what to get him. hes in his 40s and when we ask him what he wants he always says you dont need to get me anything. i dont want to spend alot of money and i what to get him something that is useful to him. he really likes sports and stuff. i would like to get him something at a local mall or something rather than take him somewhere because im only 15 and can't drive or anything. my max price is around $20.

please help me my dads bday is in less than 2 weeks

my dad likes fishing so maybe a tackle box or somthing like that.or maybe some barbecue stuff utensils or spices and sauces.i dunno if this helps but hope he enjoys what you get him

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNKNOWN FATHER

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ok i just dumped my boyfriend yesturday bc i dont think it was working out bc we never talk and stuff.... so but i still like him and i regret it.. what should i do (and the guy i like i have already gone out with..) idk why i said that sry

well im really not sure that you can get yourself out of this one....THATS WHY IM HERE.i think that if its not working out you should stop all current relationships of that sort and go single fo a month or 2 because that is what you will need to clear your head some "alone" time. then see what you can do.during that period notice and keep an eye on those who constantly look at you and seem to hav nothing better to do but stare then IGNORE THEM they are shallow you want a lasting relationship that will bring happyness to you.try and find the guy that "clicks".or watch dr.phil your choice
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