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Suicidal
Lately I have been having thoughts of suicide. Like I used to have it once a month or once every two months, but now it's almost everyday. I even think about how I would do it, how it would feel, what I would say in my suicide note(I have even written one out), I think how my funeral would be and all, I like thinking about it. It gives me a thrill. I know this sounds sick and weird, but it's how I feel. Then there is another part of me that wants to live, that's trying so hard to fight back, but this other side of me is taking over so fast and Im afraid it will lead me somewhere I dont really want to do. I am seeing a therapist now, have told her everything, but Im just so scared it could be any day now. Just tonight my boyfriend was over and while he lay sleeping on the couch I got up and went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of pills, I think I would have done it but then I thought about him and reached into the drawer and cut myself to relieve myself from the anxiety and tension. After I cut I didn't want to commit suicide anymore and I felt better. Could someone try to explain what they thin kI might have? I am so depressed and so scared.
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Get your self some Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.
It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.
Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.
I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.
Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.
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you may be suffering from deppression go to your doctor or local mental health center and explaij your feelings to them and they can offer you the support you need i would also advice talking to your parents or a close family member about it so that you have somebody there to support you i no what you are feeling because i have been there my self and it isnt nice but iam so proud of you because ytou have realised that this is a problem and you dont want it to continue so you should be proud of your self to i hope you get the help you need and i hope that i have been helpful if you have any qusetions on anti-deppressants then just ask me ok
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You may have chronic depression. Some days you want to live, others you want to die. My friend has that. Its good that you have someone to talk to. Remember there's so many people that love you and don't want to see you get hurt. You're in my prayers. Let me know how you're doing. If you have AIM, IM me at mooch774 and we can talk. Good luck! Hope I helped!
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dont commit suicide u have a boy friend and cutting yourself wuold hurt wouldnt it. i think u sound pretty cool
P.S. get rid of the fucking pills
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The scared part is going to keep you alive, because you do not want to commit suicide, you just have the urge. Don't worry, I have the same urge sometimes.
Remembering your boyfriend saved you, no doubt. But, there's a reason. You saw that somebody does care. Some people do care for you. Like, your parents, your friends, your boyfriend, yourself, your relatives, and people who don't even know you. You know that if you killed yourself, about 10% of them would go into the same stages you are too. Don't let them down either.
I hate giving advise like this, but just don't kill yourself. It is not worth it. You are young, and you have a thing that only a few people have. Potential. Life can change, and make you into a rich, famous, and happy person. Just let life be, and you'll survive these next few years, get a good job, marry a rich man, become famous for discovering the cure to cancer, etc.
-Steven
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i have the same problem. but i just think of all the people that love me like my boyfriend and all and then i say that it just wouldnt be worth it to have him go through all that. i keep pictures of all my friends and him on me at all times just incase i do try to seriously. i can just take them out and be like well... he really loves me and i dont want to leave him. I think that maybe depression has a lot to do with it. I have depression and it is in those stages of depression that i feel like that. I think about that kind of stuff all the time and i have even thought about my funeral too. believe me... i have cut myslef also. so if you need to talk... you can leave me a message. smichele427
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wow, well i am really glad you are seeing a therapist.my mother used to have thought of suicide the whole time i was grownig up. well by the time i got out of the house she got really bad and she overdosed, well they put her in some treatment. she was diagnosed as manic depresant. i dont know if that is what you are experencing but i think it would be worth checking out. some of the signes she had was severe spurts of depression, i mean at times ahe would just sit in her room for days, and at other times she was extreamly happy, but the moods changed so much you never knew how she was gonna be. wether that is what you have or not i would definatly say you have alot of depression issues. and if you are cutting on yourself, i think you need to enroll in e treatment facility, a therapist alone can not tackle those problems thereself, you need to be monitered at all times diagnosed and a solution figured out. i wish you luck, and hope you can find the strength to get the help you need.
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Don't think of suicidal life is not ment to be a breeze.. especially for us teenagers. I sometimes get anxious when im around people and get paranoid. But who cares if people are talking about you.. what comes around goes around. Dont be depressed nor be scared. Have postive thoughts life is going to get better. I have tension too. Just do something.. possibly reading takes your minds off of things.
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Dude, I was (and sometimes still am) in your EXACT SAME position. You are totally not alone. PLEASE don't cut yourself...once you start, you can't stop. It's really hard to quit once you've done it for awhile. I'm pretty sure you have depression. In fact, you are displaying the key symptoms of depression (can you tell I'm going for my undergrad in psychology?). Ask about seeing a psychiatrist; they're the ones who prescribe medication...maybe you'll find one that helps you. A combination of medication and therapy is what works best (according to the numerous psychiatrists and psychologists i've seen). Well, I hope this has helped you in some sort of way. Keep talking to your therapist. Talk to someone. That was my mistake.
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OMG....please dont cut!!! I used to feel the same exact way..and i kinda still do.But i stopeed cutting because i know theres no point doing it it helps nothing..but in your case it helps you to not feel like commiting suicide.I say u have to go to a better place if the person you are going to is not helping or getting you any pills to help...just i dont want you to cut...EVERYBODY WILL MISS YOU!! just please try to think and to not do anything stupid that you know u will ahve to pay with.
well i hope i help u!!
good luck!
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oh my gosh! dont cut yourself just because your scared. i would say keep everything dangerous in your house locked up until this fase passes by. think of how sad your familiy and friends would be if you died.dont do it to yourself.....someday you will regreat even thinking abiut doing it.please dont do it........ try to stop!
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Well I am very sorry, I am. DONT CUT YOURSELF EITHER!! for the reason is that you can get some kind of disease or something.. and you dont want that.. so your best bet is to do something like read or box ( so you are relieving you stress) so there is some ways I can help adn I think if your boyfriend was there., why would you wanta Kill yourself.. so should have gone over there woke him up and kissed him!
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It is very possible you have depression and will need drugs to treat it. Going to a therapist can be helpful, but if it's clinical depression there isn't a lot they can do to help as they can't prescribe drugs. Anti-depressants may be the thing for you right now, so I recommend seeing a psychiatrist. You didn't specify what is going on in your life that is making your suicidal, but whatever it is, think to yourself: will it really matter in a months time? in a years time? The answer is no. No problem is permanent and can't be remedied. You may be unable to see this in a depressed state of mind, but please trust me, whatever is going on right now will not last.
But since it seems you DON'T want to throw your life away, and you feel you have much to live for, it seems like what you have is definitley an illness. This doesn't necessary have to be triggered by anything - sometimes it can just be in your genes that your body has a chemical imbalance and thus you don't have the right levels of serotonin (happy chemicals :P) I don't know what your case is though.
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hi, you should go to a sicologist sorry it is spelled wrong but im not good at spelling. i whent there for somthing one time and they helped me alot.
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