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Lately I have been having thoughts of suicide. Like I used to have it once a month or once every two months, but now it's almost everyday. I even think about how I would do it, how it would feel, what I would say in my suicide note(I have even written one out), I think how my funeral would be and all, I like thinking about it. It gives me a thrill. I know this sounds sick and weird, but it's how I feel. Then there is another part of me that wants to live, that's trying so hard to fight back, but this other side of me is taking over so fast and Im afraid it will lead me somewhere I dont really want to do. I am seeing a therapist now, have told her everything, but Im just so scared it could be any day now. Just tonight my boyfriend was over and while he lay sleeping on the couch I got up and went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of pills, I think I would have done it but then I thought about him and reached into the drawer and cut myself to relieve myself from the anxiety and tension. After I cut I didn't want to commit suicide anymore and I felt better. Could someone try to explain what they thin kI might have? I am so depressed and so scared. (link)
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OMG....please dont cut!!! I used to feel the same exact way..and i kinda still do.But i stopeed cutting because i know theres no point doing it it helps nothing..but in your case it helps you to not feel like commiting suicide.I say u have to go to a better place if the person you are going to is not helping or getting you any pills to help...just i dont want you to cut...EVERYBODY WILL MISS YOU!! just please try to think and to not do anything stupid that you know u will ahve to pay with.
well i hope i help u!!
good luck!
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so i got a gf but i like another girl in school and i know that she likes me because before i had my gf i asked her out and she said no but she still likes me just she isn't ready to go out with me. my gf doesn't go to my school but the girl that i also like but can't stop likeing her (starting to think i'm in love with her), does go to my school. but i don't wanna be mean to my gf if i dump her cause its been a short time that we've been goin out, plus how would i know if the other girl would go out with me. WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I DO????? (link)
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I think you should ask the girl in your school out...and see what she says.....And if she says yes just tell your girl friend that you dont really want a girl friend rite now or even tell her that you dont think you to are right for each other.
ok??
well good luck!!!
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Ok...so...My (only) best friend is starting to turn on me. shes being a bitch and now shes going out with my ex. she knows i still like him though....And i hate this one chick at school and me and marissa(only best friend) talk about her ALL the time. saying shes a whore and a bitch and shit. but now shes BEST friends with her. she can only have one friend. and she chose her over me. And i have this cutting problem. and shes MAD AT ME for cutting when shes the reason i did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
any advice!? i rate high!!!! (link)
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I wouldnt even bother with her anymore..shes not even worth being friends with.And dont cut..because i used to but i stopped because i knew there are better things in life to do than that.I kno you got angry over that and you probably usually cut over anger but try to find sumthin else to do than to cut!!
plz i dont like knoin that people cut because mabey one day they might cut to deep and end up dieing and i dont want that to happen to you.So try to find sumthin else to put your anger at other than cutting.And go and find a new best friend dont bother wit that biaotch!! lol
i hope i helped you out. luv ya
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