Member Since: September 24, 2005
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Last Update: September 25, 2005
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Okay so I bet your all sick of reading these questions but i need help...
I feel like i'm getting annoying to my boyfriend... idk how to explain this feeling but yeah its just like he never has time for anything else because of me. he never complains about it or anything and he's the nicest guy ever, but i just feel kind of bad... i don't really know what i'm trying to say here but yeah... any comments would help.
sorry its so long
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Dont worry.. i love hearing stuff like that.. b/c I am good at it...
Well anywayz this is what you gotta do ask him about it. and see what he says about it! and tell him how you feel...
Xo Melanie oX
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Lately I have been having thoughts of suicide. Like I used to have it once a month or once every two months, but now it's almost everyday. I even think about how I would do it, how it would feel, what I would say in my suicide note(I have even written one out), I think how my funeral would be and all, I like thinking about it. It gives me a thrill. I know this sounds sick and weird, but it's how I feel. Then there is another part of me that wants to live, that's trying so hard to fight back, but this other side of me is taking over so fast and Im afraid it will lead me somewhere I dont really want to do. I am seeing a therapist now, have told her everything, but Im just so scared it could be any day now. Just tonight my boyfriend was over and while he lay sleeping on the couch I got up and went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of pills, I think I would have done it but then I thought about him and reached into the drawer and cut myself to relieve myself from the anxiety and tension. After I cut I didn't want to commit suicide anymore and I felt better. Could someone try to explain what they thin kI might have? I am so depressed and so scared. (link)
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Well I am very sorry, I am. DONT CUT YOURSELF EITHER!! for the reason is that you can get some kind of disease or something.. and you dont want that.. so your best bet is to do something like read or box ( so you are relieving you stress) so there is some ways I can help adn I think if your boyfriend was there., why would you wanta Kill yourself.. so should have gone over there woke him up and kissed him!
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