well i get really depressed and at school everbody thinks im fine because i front this fake smile and this happy person but deep down inside i really hate myself, my life, my family and everything!!! i act fake for my family too! does anybody have and ideas to help me?? > ( i dont want my family to find out)
also i cut, pop pills and write poemss about sucide and death!
PLZ PLZ PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
email me please
blueyeblondeqt@hotmail.com
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Last time my question for deleted.
can someone please tell me what SPOONING means?
Like... i have no idea what it means.
please help
ill rate high
thank you
laying in bed one person holding another there face to your back,
i think!
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15/f & 16/m (both are 16)
***THIS IS LONG!!***
I was dating this one guy named *Dustin* for about 1 year and a half. We both had sex and we were each other's first.
Well that was about 2 years ago. After we broke up, we decided to stay really good friends. But now i've been dating this one guy named *Brandon* for about 8 months. Everything is perfect, but it seems like *Dustin* is jealous. But he hasn't exactly told me. You can just tell though. And he still is ever since I started dating.
*Brandon* invited me to a family trip hes taking. And we were planning on having sex there. Somehow the word got out & *Dustin* found out and was crushed. He got soo mad at me and soo jealous! He was practically calling me a slut and a whore. I was soo sad that he said that. And of course Brandon knew what Dustin said that so he came over the same day and he was just there for me saying how it was okay and how he loved me and stuff. Brandon of course knew about me and Dustin's relationship. And I can just tell that he thought we should belong together(me and Dustin). But i made sure that Brandon knew i loved being with him.
The next day Dustin CAME OVER my house IN THE RAIN riding his retarded little bike and knocked on my door. He was saying how he was soo sorry for saying that and it just made me cry seeing him so hurt! Then *Dustin* grabbed me and started kissing me. Now remember, i was still with *Brandon*. I NEVER TOLD ANYONE WHAT HAPPENED! I didn't want anyone to find out and having it eventually getting to Brandon. So we are still going on the family trip. =\. And still planning on having sex. Dustin thought it was going to change something(the kiss), but it really hasn't. I mean, i just couldn't tell Brandon what happened because i knew it would crush him! They both are really great guys. But when i was dating Dustin, he cheated on me & that really hurted me since i put soo much trust in him. Brandon NEVER did anything to question our relationship. But Dustin just made me feel really better about myself & stuff. He always did cute little things for me.
*Problem*- The family trip is tomorrow & i just need to decide. Should i stay here with Dustin & break it off with Brandon? Or should i go with Brandon to the family trip and end up having sex?...Ah its totally freaking me out! I have the choice if we want to have sex at the trip.Brandon will totally understand since hes caring/nice like that.
I have no idea what to do! Brandon's family really likes me too and it would crush them if i broke up with Brandon. Nobody really accepted Dustin, but he's just so perfect for me. But so is Brandon. What do you guys think? Please help me. I feel soo stuck and confused! =( Thank you so much.
its ultimatly up to you. dont stay in the relationship with the guy your with right now if your just doing it to make him happy so you can feel good about yourself. and if his family likes your great but if your not as happy as you think you should be then you need to end it. if you think that if you went back to your first that you would feel better do it. I just want you to know that you will always feel a connection to your first until you do it again. just relax i know you dont have much of a time span to think about things but i dont think you should sleep with the guy because i think that will just cause more drama going on in your head...
relax and think who makes you happier? honestly who made you feel the best about yourself? who held your hand and made you feel like you were not afraid of anything?
of course you are going to be really attached to your first as i stated above but is that who you truely want to be with?? he is going to make you feel bad about yourself because he wants you back but think about the situation flipped around how do you think you would feel.
remember your still young and you still have alot to learn...so dont sleep with this other guy just yet...i really think that would be a mistake and make things alot harfer on you...
hope i was of some help
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How do you tell your parents that you are bisexual? Please help me!!!
i dont think that it is that important to tell them until it ebcause a big problem or they ask...being bisexual is normal althought most people wont admit it
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okay- so since all day on Thanksgiving no stores are open or anythingi was gonna make some Christmas gifts for teachers or friends (like crafts) what are some good presents to do? like ornaments? anything crafty? websites are good too :] thanks
make cards...sounds lame but there awesome...!
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simple question, long story behind it, but i want to know, what do girls want in guys?
they want:
a guy with brains
a guy to defend them
a guy who holds there hand no matter where they are or how hott it is ouside
a guy who kisses them randomly and tells them they love them
a guy that they can get along with in a friendship and a relationship
someone they are not only physically attracted to but mentally.
someone who shows them the same amount or more of respect and love that they give
someone who cares about how they feel and can tell when there is something wrong just by the sound in their voice!
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Hi,
Well isn't pretending to be a police a crime and you can go to law pretending to be a police??
Well then if that's correct how come on Punk'd they have fake police all the time isn't that aganist the law??
hahaha idk! but thats the most random thought of the day i would have to say LOL!
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I'm a senior in highschool. I take a lot of courses which require writing. It may not be apparent here butI am unable to write down my thoughts coherently. Writing scares me now. I freak out when there's a writing section on tests, when I have to write in-class essays, and so forth. My marks suffer because of this. It's so frustrating!! Someone suggested that it may a a learning disability...but I'm not sure. This just started this year. What does everyone else think?
if it just started your senior year in high school i dont think that it is a learning disability. try getting a journal and writting in it every night about everything even if it is about a conversation you had with someone you dont like for ex. write about how you feel about your writing problems and let everything out on paper and it should help you...your jsut having a problem with getting your thoughts out on paper which is usual in girls our age...if it helps get a tape recorder and just talk about your life and whats going on it should help...hope i helped...xoxo
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hey um, i dont know what to do anymore because there is this girl that i have liked since like pretty much an exact year ago, and well after the summer i realized i liked her even more, and well everyday that i see her, (every other day not including weekends) i tell her that she looks beautiful and how was her day and what did she do, and she gets all mad and tells me to stop. it hurts me alot when she tells me stuff like that, and on top of that almost everyday in class, she talks about alot of other guys in class even though she knows i like her and i sit by her, she is always after seniors when she is a freshman, and she thinks shes mature enough to be dating one. anyways she is always getting her heart broken when guys tell her that she isnt mature or has low self-confidence. one day since were in band drum line, she got on the bus after a game crying and that was the worst thing i have ever seen and i asked her if she wanted to sit next to me and talk about it and she said whatever and sat next to me and told me someone said she was annoying, then her friend got on and asked her if she wanted to sit with her and she just got up and walked off leaving me alone. well anyways in class she tells this guy she loves him and all of this nice stuff even though shes joking around but sometimes i wish i could get that much, and it seems like every guy she meets that isnt a freshman is her next crush i dont know what to do anymore its been a whole year and she still doesnt care i need help.
try laying off of her. dont talk to her too much and when you do talk to her be chill dont really be all flirty like just say whats up and dont talk all flirty like...
i was like that, i had a guy who liked me and wanted to be with me and loved me and ignored him and didnt talk to him and look at me i've been with him for four years now...just wait and relax dont get to into something that might not happen...xoxo
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how can i convince a guy to break up with his girlfriend bcause he thinks its okay to have me and his girlfriend at the same time and i want to show him its not i know this sounds mean but he wont leave me alone and i dont want to do stuff with him untile hes single or going out with me
dont talk to him and ignore him before you do that tell him, "if you want to be with me then be with me, if you want to be with her then be with her" tell him its his decition not yours but he needs to decide before your going to do anything with him or be with him!
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my boyfriend and i have been dating for a year, i thought we were happy until a couple of days ago he said hes not in it and hes afraid of commitment. so he broke up with me. well today i finally convinced him to give us another shot because i love him with all my heart, and i was crying so he said ok. he claims its because he wants to but i cant help but think maybe he just felt bad. what should i do??
i have been with my boyfriend for along time. and its happened. guys are afraid of commitment, believe it or not. you just have to assure him that you love him and you will give him his space but you want to be with him and if he really wants to be with you too that you two can work together to fix the problem xoxox
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I was fingering myself for the first time, and inside of my vagina, like I feel bubbles. Like the vagina walls. What exactly should they feel like? Thanks.
your too cute. it is totally normal for a girl. relax. most girls have it and dont notice it. so dont worrie. xoxoo
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hey...ok well here it is im 14 and
im way over weight...im like 5'4 and weigh 180 bt i dont look it i only look 120 cuz im mostly ass & boobs( as everyone says) ( i wear a DD which is big for my age)....during christmas im going to see my boyfriend..(he lives an hour away so i dont get to see him at all:( )...and i wana lose weight before then..i mean i know i dont look that big , but i wana have muscle and i wana be more confident
relax...hey i had double d's in the 4th grade. if you want to look better and feel better about yourself walk a couple of hours a day, sounds like alot but yuou'll like what you see. eat healthy do sit ups and work out...it will help and it will help you feel better about yourself...if your boyfriend loves you he wont care what you look like but you need to accept yourself for who you are so work at it and remember your beautiful!
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Hey. Well, I was wonderign where they sell those "PINK" sweatpants at Victoria Secret. Do they sell them at Victoria Secret or sowewhere else? Thanks!
@ the victoria secrets store.
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what does it mean if u dont have a period for more that a month or 2? u think its serius?
are you really stressed out? because if your really stressed out that might be one reason your not having your period.
are you sexsually active because if you are, that might mean that your pregant and you should go get an at home test!
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Well Okay... first of all let me say thanks in advance for answering this.. i would really like opinions on this and sorry if this is long.. but i will rate fives for anyone who gives serious advice... (15/f)
Okay.. so first of all theres this kid who im really good friends with.. and ive known him since second grade. He is my best guy friend actually. And i like him too. I see him every day in school like he will come over to me in the morning and talk to me and once i had put my books in his locker. and he brought them to me knowing that i needed them. and he always pokes me and stuff. once he linked arms with me and just stood there for a while. and then he put his arm around my waist once too and just stood there. And well my school sells carnations for thanksgiving.. and well i sent him one.. and he sent me one.. and like im the only person he sent one too. and sometimes when im standing with him in the morning he looks at me when he thinks im not looking and this is not just like once.. so ya.. im wondering if he likes me or just likes me as a friend and what i should do about it if he does.. THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME
First of all at 15 it is a mistake to start dating...sorry if that seems bitchy because it wasnt ment to be at all.
All throughout high school I was inlove with my bestfriend and I really wanted to be with him but I dont know what it was but I wouldnt tell him. And to tell you the truth it saved the best relationship of my life. Now whenever Im in a mess or a problem guess who's there for me? Him?
Dont date him and dont worry about if he likes you or not just relax and not stressout...okay!
The truth is, I told him later on that I liked him a while back and he just laughed and said me to...he said that he was like in love with me...
We both sat there and laughed and just talked about it saying that we are glad nothing happened because we both ment the world to each other...
hope that helped
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What does it mean to make a move on someone?
to kiss them or to tell them how you feel...and then all of the above after kissing!!!
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i recently feel like i have no control over my relationships with my family, friends and classmates anymore. like, all of my relationships are venturing downhill, and it really hurts because there is noone that seems to understand me, and i seem invisible at times. sometimes i can't even understand myself. no matter how hard i try, i can't get back the good friendships i had with others anymore, and it feels like i'm gradually growing senseless to my actions. is there anything that i can do to help repair my relationships?
The first thing you can do is R.E.L.A.X. you might say you've tried or you have but you havent no matter how hard you've tried or who much you've tried.
I went through the same thing for months. I felt like everything I said was lost in the air and no one heard me. I felt like none of my friends wanted anything to do with me, and that i was invisible to my boyfriend and family.
The problem is somewhere inside your not happy with yourself. You need to look around and see whats going on in your life that you can change for the best.
Try going out and going shopping or waking up a couple hours earlier and getting ready to the best of your ability, or working out doing situps and eating healthy....
Everyone around you is hearing you, but doesnt notice that something is wrong because its only you who's seeing it...so relax...
hope i was of some help!
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ok i love fire and i love watching it ........ well today i almst burn down my house because i lit something on fire that i couldnt put out....... how do i stop this!!!!! is there anything i can do to stop mself from playing with fire!??!
i have to admit a very random question but i love that about people. relax i always use to light things on fire lol...i was a little piro and burnt my whole padio and back yard on fire...haha. anyways just find something that keeps your attention like going to the mall or swimming or dancing find yourself a good healthy hobbie nothing destructive or life threatning you can kill yourself doing that stuff if you need anyone to talk to feel free to email me blueyeblondeqt@hotmail.com
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Ok .. So fer Christmas i wanna get people stuff thell actually like .. Right now im done broke .. but im earning money fer Christmas startin now.
Ok so .. I have to buy for My Mom, Dad, Brother, Dog [ yea i buy him stuff ! Lol ], Aunt, and Friends. About [ 5 or so closer friends ]
Ill probly spend the majority on my Brother .. Like something from American Eagle or Aero . but nothing too much ..
My mom .. either clothes or workout stuff.
My dog .. A dog coat from old navy which are kinda expensive for a dog.
Soo what should i get my dad ? I always get him tools and stuff like that .. Hes a construction worker but he doesnt really have that many hobbies or anything .. he plays on Pogo.com a lot and he is a ClubPogo Member. If i can get enough through chores and babysitting .. which i might beable to caz i babysit a lot and i get paid very well by all of my clients .. maybe i could get him tickets for a hockey game or something .. but i need other ideas for a dad.
my aunt .. Shes moving to Ohio from Florida .. and loves Bee stuff. ya like Bumble Bees.. weird. I dont want to spend to much on her becasue i have about 18 other aunts and uncles all together and shes the only one im buying for becasue im really close with her. Any gift ideas ?
my friends .. i dont want to spend that much on them. lol. So is there anything i could make .. there are boys and girls .. i could probly spend some money on them .. but not THAT much. So if you could give me some inexpensive ideas for boys and girls ( the ones im buying for are really close friends .. but i was thinking of making suckers and brownies ?)
Also .. any Guys/ around 18 .. what would a good present from your sister be ? Ill probly spend 20-30 dollars on him.
Also .. everyone besides my aunt live in upstate NY .. so Hockey tickets would be Sabres... anyone know about how much tickets are for them ?
PLEASE HELP ! I need to set a goal for earning money and earn it before christmas ! ..
for your dad you dont have to go all crazy believe it or not parents get the joy from the tiny dinky thoughtful gifts you get them. make him a hand made card that say i love you and marry christmas and get him a pair of slippers or something small not to extravagent...for your aunt idk but for your girl friends go to clairs or icing if you have those where you live im sure you do and buy them little cheap things hehe and for the guys idk, i usually go to sundiego and buy them board shorts because they are cheaper this time of year...for your older brother you should get him a nice shirt from the clothing store he likes or go get him a cd he likes ask him its okay to ask people what they want that might help you a little more i have older and younger brothers and i always ask em
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