oh man, oh man, oh man.. how did i let this happen? I'm in love! And it's not a good thing. He is the last person I should be falling in love with! He is soooo in love with his ex girlfriend (they dated for five years and he can see a future with her.. and he's only 17!) not only.. he lives on the other side of the planet! i only see him once a year (im seeing him this christmas.. i think) this is bad. I think about him ALL THE TIME. And I'm not over reacting, every little thing makes me think of him! EVERYTHING! Like I can be watching TV, and a song he likes comes on (which makes me think of him) so I change the channel.. and there's a commercial about peanutbutter, which makes me think of him because i saw him eating a peanut butter sandwich once! ITS A COMMERCIAL ABOUT PEANUTBUTTER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I don't understand how this happened, I mean ive always known i found him attractive and funny.. i guess ive always had more or less of a crush on him, but now its serious..its all i think about. wherever i am. I mean im turning down fun stuff, like going to the movies, or playing basketball with the hottest guy at school, because id rather lay in my bed and think about him, does that sound weird? im freakin obsessed! and i dont even know how he feels about me.. well, thats a lie.. i know he kind of likes me, but he said he wants his ex back. he's so amazing! everytime i hear the words incredible, romantic, wonderful.. etc, i think of him! just because of a word! EVERY song i hear is not related to him. I've seriously found a way to make EVERYTHING in my life about this boy (i kid you not, EVERYTHING!) its like my whole life revolves around him, what should i do? please help me!
thaank youu!
Honestly I think you're wasting your time. If he has feelings that strong for his ex, most likely he's always going to. Atleast for a good while. I think you should start doing things with your friends more or whenever you get the chance. Stop thinking about him, even though it may be hard. Just keep yourself busy and I think as time goes by you'll notice more and more how it doesn't really bother you anymore. If you give it a little time and actually TRY to move on, I knoww you can. Why waste your time on someone you only see once a year if that, when you could find someone that you like even more that you can see everyday... Don't think so much and it won't be so hard, go out with your friends and enjoy life. If it's meant to be it'll work out, if not just say oh well and move on, everything happens for a reason!
=] Evy
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thank you sweetheart ♥ you're awesome! it's just that i dont think ill ever feel this srtong about him, i find myself thinking "i love him sooo much" randomly lately..like ill be doing something, and "I love him" will just start repeating itself in my head! even though i wasnt even thinking about him,..but i guess all i can do is try to get over him..
ps. you're really really pretty
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