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Heyyy, I'm Mary:)I've been on here for over four years--Ask me anything, and I'll try my best to help you out. :)
Alpha female, always tries her hardest, analyzes the situation too much, overthinks what the other person says, tries to please others, stresses easily, high achiever, loooooves to laugh. I'm still learning the facts of life, but I can always share my mistakes and lessons learned. :)
I'm always willing to listen/lend a helping hand. Inbox me and I will be sure to get to you as soon as I can.
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I quite often wish that I am more ill than i actually am. I found myself wishing that I could be in hospital over a christmas at some point. I was always ill as a child and spent a lot of last year ill with depression and glandular fever and in a way... i miss it.
I find myself exagerating all aches and pains, I almost like the pain sometimes.
I feel so messed up, do any of you guys ever feel like this?
I'm sorry to say that I have never felt this way. I don't enjoy pain...like you say you do.
I'm wondering why you wish that you could be more ill and end up in the hospital. This is not normal.
Depression may be a possibility.
Signs of Depression:
--Noticeable change of appetite, with either significant weight loss not attributable to dieting or weight gain.
--Noticeable change in sleeping patterns, such as fitful sleep, inability to sleep, early morning awakening, or sleeping too much.
--Loss of interest and pleasure in activities formerly enjoyed.
--Loss of energy, fatigue.
--Feelings of worthlessness.
--Persistent feelings of hopelessness.
--Feelings of inappropriate guilt.
--Inability to concentrate or think, indecisiveness.
--Recurring thoughts of death or suicide, wishing to die, or attempting suicide. (Note: People suffering this symptom should receive treatment immediately!)
--Melancholia (defined as overwhelming feelings of sadness and grief), accompanied by waking at least two hours earlier than normal in the morning, feeling more depressed in the morning, and moving significantly more slowly.
--Disturbed thinking, a symptom developed by some severely depressed persons. For example, severely depressed people sometimes have beliefs not based in reality about physical disease, sinfulness, or poverty.
--Physical symptoms, such as headaches or stomachaches
If you know for sure that you are not depressed, than go talk to a counselor/guardian/therapist about your feelings. This sounds serious. The sooner you get help, the healthier you'll be.
Good luck!-Mary
(Rating: 5) Thanks for trying, but ive had depression before, this isnt it, i dont have many if any at all of those symptoms. Thanks though