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I am married w/2 girls 21 & 16. My oldest doesnt ever come around and I am told that is my fault. My husband calls me names, disables my car, when I can leave he shows up so I go back again. I recently had my 3rd back surgery, cant find a job, and am pathetic to my family so my girls go to his mother even on Mother`s Day!..I just want to fall asleep and die but do not know how to do it. I have tried, so need to know what/how many do I need to take?...NOT 1 PERSON would care if I wasnt around. dont judge I get enough of that
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Do you belive in the miracles of Christ. Have you ever prayed about your situations, when you are alone, just talk to god, he hear you. Pray for the angels of healing and angels of peace to surround you , ask that the lord rescue you and reign peace in your life. Because you need peace, you need to know you are a besutiful person, Tell satan to let go of your health, give back control of your, Pray that you will heal and be able to have control of your life. Im gonna be praying for you.Keep your bible open on psalms 23 read Lord is my sheppard everyday, just say it even if your husband dont like it, because ig he try to interrupt you, God will make him or break him. He need to stop hurting you,, and start loving you. He need to be your husband and not be your enemy. Tell him everything he is putting you through the good lord will hit him harder where it hurts, remind him that you love him , and that he not gonna be blessed for how he treat you. Because karma is a bad thing. He will have to answer only to God for vevetything, call your pastor or call a prayer hotline, have your pastor to come see you amd he bless your home, and he pray for you. Prayer is a powerful tool, prayer changes things.So focus on the rescue for your life. It will happen.
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First off
Have a divorce from your mean husband and never give up.
You know God wouldn't give us challenges if we can't handle it,right?Besides God loves us all.Mostly ask help from
1 Mother Mary
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They will help you and I will also pray for you.
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know that song, nobody wants you when your down and out? get on your knees and thank God for the little things you have to be grateful thankful for no matter HOW SMALL the universe will give you more, try it...nobody likes a complainer,whiner...start to love yourself...get away...take a walk...volunteer...do something for someone else...take a shower, clean a neighbors yard...you still have time to change your life...hug a puppy get out of yourself
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First: None of us here will help you commit suicide that is not what we do here. What we do is help people like you resolve problems so they can have a better life.
Second: If anyone is pathetic in any of what you have written it would not be you. It would be your daughters and your husband.
Third: There are people who care; I care and anyone of us who answer you do care enough to try and help you. So don't say no one cares.
Fourth: People who want to commit suicide are depressed. Why they are suffering from depression is different for each of us who are suffering with it. Yes I said each of us as I too have suffered from depression after a disabling car accident. I know for a fact that when depression takes over our perception is greatly colored by the depression. We do not see things as they really are we see them as the depression wants them to be.
Is it possible that because of your back problems your husband disables your car so that you cannot drive it? That would make a lot of sense to me. Because of the pain meds I'm on my doctor has suggested that I not drive except in a dire emergency. I've listen to her advice and my wife now does most all of the driving.
I can't speak to the name calling other than to say I believe it is the perception working and not really reality you are hearing. Otherwise why would he come and find you to bring you home if he did not have feelings for you.
Is it possible the girls went to their grandmothers on Mothers Day to give you a break and time to rest. I know when my sister and I were younger we would all go to grandma's for mothers day to give our mom a break and grandma a treat to enjoy her grandchildren.
IF you are suffering from some form of depression; which is very possible after three back surgeries especially if they have not been successful then the following are some suggestions you should follow.
1. If you still feel like swallowing a bunch of pill. Pick up the phone and dial 911 instead. Tell the call taker you feel like hurting yourself help will be sent to you.
2. Call this hotline for help. 1-800-273-8255; This is the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. It is available 24/7, it is a free call and it is confidential. The trained call takers will work with you to find people in your hometown to help you.
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