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Does anyone Know like a Good Website or download where you can edit pictures? It Must be free Please, Im sick of the same old boring pics I have on Myspace, Thanks
splashup.com has almost all the tools of ps... ONLINE! :)
ok so i am currently 16/f/uk
I am Staying on to school for another 2 years
after that i want to go to college for a
HNC then HND then Degree in New Media or Graphic Design.
I asked my graphic design teacher what i would need to put in my portfolio and he gave me a few ideas. One of the ideas was to create a make-believe company and create a logo etc.
I've decided to create a company which sells Calendars. I'm gonna use my photography skills to create different demo's of calendars.
I was gonna ask the local horse club if i could take pictures of some of there horses. The only problem is that the horse club doesn't accually own the horses they just look after them. is it still legal for me to take pictures?
Also does anyone have any information on different:
Packages i could use.
Ideas for a company name.
Any other folio ideas.
I need all the help i can get so if you have ever done a graphic design course or had to create a portfolio etc then give me some information, websites, adivice...anything! haha
thanks
Thereisaholeinyourlogic xx
On you feedback:
there are free softwares that you could find online like calender builder and such... i'm not sure what system they work on ( i am thinking pc... i use mac so i don't know anything about them except that they should be user friendly) but my advice is stick with adobe cs packages (like illustrator indesign photoshop...etc) because you get to prove your skills and you get more leeway on how to design your calender -your own way! :)
BTW!!! i don't know why i haven't thought of this before but you could use blurb to order a book/portfolio when your done!!! showing off your work and photography skills in a n organized way! i've seen many use it to make portfolios plus they have a really user friendly program you can download free!!
let me know if you there's anything else :)
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hi!
i'm in photography and design (last year now) i don't get what you mean by packages... but if your talking about the presentation of the portfolio then ignore what everyyyyyone says about stay simple and basic... thats because people usually associate simple with cheap and cheap usually meand bad quality... though not always .... (i made my portfolio into a colour-printed book that normally would have cost 350 $ since i am just doing one book but got it for 125$ because i found this printing press owned by priests and they were very nice to students... so back to the packaging... i suggest for the calender that you go to you local bookstore and checkout the commercial calenders they have... often they have many formats which you can choose from... mind you pay attention to paper thickness and other details like size framing quality of color... (b&w vs sepia vs colored...etc) once you've chosen what you like it's time to go fishing for places to print them... you have 2 years to college... meaning you have about 6months to a year to save up for the printing... by that time you'd be done photographing and arranging stuff on your computer and are ready to print ....
besides that i would include an artist folder (one of those black ones you see architects waling with all the time) and fill them with other pictures, art works, designs that you've made over the years with a brief description of medium size in real life title if you have one...
as for names... thats where you should be simple and creative... think of something punchy but short.... if you have any suggestions i'd more than happy to give you my opinion on which one to go with!
p.s if youre good at it, a website helps if you can design it you're self and post up your stuff on there...
oh and about the legality issue youre fine so long as you don't reproduce materials for commercial use... otherwise you have to ask permission from the horse's owner...
GOOD LUCK! :)
i want to look up people with anxiety as a risk factor, but i cant find any. i know ive seen it on there before. did they stop using it as a risk factor? does anyone know someone who has it listed as a risk factor?
what do you mean as a risk factor?
people i love have been diagnosed with sever anxiety and are on meds. the only time that one should worry is that if you notice they are acting strange and different (coz sometimes the meds, alprazolam usually, make people more depressed and if they had a suicidal record then they are more than likely be juggling the idea in their heads so watch out!) other than that i don't think anything else has been reported except that the patient must see the doc frequently to make sure they are not getting addicted or their body is getting "immune" to the medicine and thus lesser effect.
if you mean as a risk to other people then your talking major disorder here... if a person is so anxious that they are capable of harming others then they'd be taken immediately to a facility until regulated under meds and through therapy. also this is very very rare since most anxious people tend to freak out and seek refuge in a "safe" place. meaning they escape what they are anxious about rather than attack it....
but hey i am no doctor! i've just been around alot since i deal with people with anxiety disorders on a daily basis.
hope i helped...
I would like to have an editor (or whoever chooses which books get published or not) read and hopefully publish a book. But the problem is, I'm not sure exactly how to go about it. Does anyone know how to get in contact with someone from a publishing company? Do you have to actually talk to them about the pages in person or will they take faxes/emails/etc. with the pages attached? And, also if anyone knows the answers to these, can you also tell me the names of publishing companies, who to contact, a way to get in touch with them, and any requirements they need? Thank you so much for all the help.
well beforeeee you even decide to approach a company you have to know your market... i.e who's going to buy that book if chances are high then go find yourself an agent (there are books in B&Ns that list a bunch of agents that take specific authors (example children's books fiction nonfiction politics...etc) so you have to find the right one for you. usually you don't have to pay a penny to them (the deal is that they take 15% of your book revenues) and when you get an agent you don't go sending in an email "oh hi i wanna publish a book and i want you to be my agent!" you need to have a proposal (what the books about who is it for -thats where all your market studies come in- a breifing about each chapter of the book, competition in the market and why you think your book is a success) a query letter (like a resume)...etc. it a whole proses... one tip though is that you have to send to about 6 agents (tell them you would like a response by 3 weeks lets say) and wait about 2 weeks if you get a response tell that agent you will get back to them because you are waiting for other responses too. if more come in.. lucky you! you choose who you want and notify the rest.
good luck! and hopefully see your book on the shelfs someday :)))
Ok so my freshman year one of my close friends told me he "liked me" and I didn't like him back so that was that. But he still liked me for a while. Then last year, I started to like him, but he had gotten over me so he didn't like me, and even though he knew I liked him, he didn't make a move or anything. Then, at the beginning of this year, I think we were kinda hitting it off, and I think we both liked eachother because we were both dropping hints, but then I think I kinda screwed it up because I was really distant for a few days, and he started to go out with this other girl.
Ok, this girl has been IN LOVE with him for 2 years. She thinks he's the hottest guy she's ever met and he has known the whole time that she is obsessed. And he hasn't made a move until now, even though he had nothing to lose.
And now that I see him with another girl, it makes me sad..everyone always tells me that we should get together. His friends, my friends, everyone! And the girl he's with is a sophomore and I'm a junior and she is really annoying so we aren't friends and it bothers me that the guy and I can't spend as much time together anymore.
And he still flirts with me all the time. He rests his head in my lap, and puts his arm around me while he's standing with me, and today we were standing like that and then his girlfriend walked up and he just completely turned around and started talking to her and ditched me.
It makes me sad...and really confused.
Should I tell him? Or just wait until this whole relationship blows over.
ok i know i am going to sound like a bitch but i am not... well until recently...lol. anyhow sometimes you have to look out for number one and those that matter to number one. you, and the guy that matters to you.
so... i am proposing give it a shot, YOU have nothing to loose, if in case he says he dsnt like you (and i think other wise i;ll get to that in a min) just say its probably that you knew he liked you before and you kind of liked being liked and so you began convincing yourself you liked him back and its nothing.
ok now to the juicy part. unless he's gay, then he totally is giving you signs he still likes you. the arms the jokes the lap all that stuff. the closer he gets (when you feel his heat or his breath or are close enough so that you can't fit someone in between let alone force someone you know he wants to be with you) the reason he goes off with his gf when she's around is coz shes his GIRLFRIEND. this guy is decent, i mean what kind of an asshole would he be if he just blew her off and went with his "friend" (no offense but you dont want that behavioral pattern to repeat itself with you right)...
lol i mite be over exaggerating here but it seems to me he's pulling a classic clark gable/rhett butler i-told-you-i-love-you-once-i-still-do-but-but-will-not-say-it-again
so its your turn now, hey cut him some slack girls and guys are more alike than you think... he has dignity and he's been rejected. plus he i guess he doesn't want to screw it up with you and loose your friendship.
chances are he may say he likes you too and dump the girl. and chances he may not because he doesn't want to hurt her, or he may even not have feelings for you anymore. for the latter just tell him what i told above...
anyway if you decide to tell him, what you can do is take him aside one night like on the football field or something or go for a walk and when the time's right (meaning you see signs like him hugging you or getting real close or stuff like that) say it. avoid crowds, and DFNTLY his Gf ....really its all about timing and body language so stay alert! oh one more thing if he says he dsnt like you that way when your out alone and after you say what i told you change the mood... if you were kind of quite crack a joke, if your still move... that'll avert attention from awkwardness.
GULUK HUN!
guluck hun.
Les grandes vacances dernier, j'ai voyagé à la plage, Pawleys Island, avec ma famille et ma amies. À la plage, nous avons bronzé et nous nous sommes baignées sur l'ocean. Mon amie, Camille, ont regardé les poissons en l'eau. Je protegé un chambre avec Camille. Quelquefois, nous avons promené à la plage. Nous avons vu un shark en l'ocean. J'ai craint il a mangé moi! Il n'a pas mangé moi. À cause de la shark, j'ai craint l'eau à la plage. J'ai attrapé un coupe de soleil. Alors, J'ai mets de la crème solaire pour se proteger du soleil. J'ai porté des lunettes de soleil pour se proteger les yeux de soleil. L'été dernier, je suis allée à North Carolina. Je rendre visité à ma tante et mon oncle. Vous avez habité à Washington. J'ai visité à Washington avec ma famille. J'ai fait du ski nautique et j'ai fait de la planche à voile. Je me suis rapelée l'été dernier aujord'hui.
honey i am not great in French but there are some problems in grammar, syntax, and spelling (example aujourd'hui) of some sentences... check this out for reference http://www.wordreference.com/fren/l%27%C3%AAtre
and perhaps even
www.freetranslation.com
hope i helped! \(ˆvˆ)/
i am from an arab heritage.... i am so confused about my culture... is there anyone out there who could tell me family traditions?? i am caught between west and east :S
well it depends from which country you come from. for starters the gulf region (kuwait, saudi, emrates....) they have diffrent traditions than say syria, lebanon, and jordan. egypt has a completely different culture than all the above.
the most religious i guess is saudi arabia. but again you cannot generalize. mostly arabs value family and kids don't leave early for college or so (especially girls). again that is only one thing in common with these countries if you specify what country your originally from maybe i could help more.
good luck on your quest between east and west!
hope i helped :)
I'm 19, my boyfriend is 20. I'm not religious whatsoever, but my boyfriend is muslim and his family is very religious. He's met my whole family and they love him. He's forbidden from dating outside the race/religion, and me, being white and very un-religous makes it worse. His family has no idea of us & he's not even worried about it, saying "we'll take care of it when it comes down to it". I worry constantly because I think we have a future together! What am I supposed to do? Never meet his family?
honey.... its a big dilemma.... and i dont know what you mean by future -i'm assuming marriage- i'd have to say it may be hard to overcome but its not a doomed relationship...
my best friend (we knew each other since we were 3) is arab and muslim.....and i know her family very very very well. they are fine with our friendship but she can't do half the stuff i can do (including date).... so i know how strict their traditions could be.
her brother, recently got married to a girl from Michigan they have been seeing each other since college.... his family hated her... but they are super happy now and they are beginning to accept her.
so long as your guy says its alright i think you should trust him. he'll introduce you on his own time.. muslim boys usually have control over who they want to get married to. and in islam a man (not a woman) is allowed to marry anyone anywhere except that you should realize your kids will be raised muslim with more or less his culture as background ... its a sacrifice you have to make or otherwise discuss with him.
its not your problem if they do not like you. just be nice and sincere. also be prepared to get in couple of disappointing -even hurtful and offensive- situation. they aren't meant towards you as a person its something to do with the whole situation. after all, religion, linage, reputation, culture and tradition are all things that matter very much in the Islamic world.
hope i helped.... drop a question if you need anything....
good look!
what's a good way to get rid of a girl who keeps copying my every breath.... she's nice but she's one of those people who you don't feel at ease around you know?
use the same tactic she's using..... be nice.... sickly nice ;)
she'll hate you and never want to come near u :D
hehe good luck!
when you sennd someone a friend request on facebook, is there a way to cancel it?
i hate to tell you this but i am afraid not. there is no direct way. ON THE PLUS SIDE! i tried everything when i accidentally clicked someone i didn't intend to add... what you can do is block them. go to your privacy settings and add their names on your block list it should block all bonds (tho i still think he or she will get a notification) wen they answer it or try to view your profile you'll have disappeared from existence... at least to them! :D plus you can always remove the blocking later and i think things could go back to normal.... no friend request.
My ex-friend, Dylana, is so annoying! Somebody on this site said I wasn't a real friend just because I got mad at her for simple things! Do you call copying my every move, stealing, can't take a tiny joke simple things? I don't. Now, all she wants is a freaking pity party that I'm being invited to! I don't like Dylana at all. Everybody takes her side! If you were her friend you'd be blowing a gaskit too! I mean come on! Dylana says she never does anything bad. She does! I mean what the F is up with that?! I get a lot of attention that I don't want. She gets attention she wants, but doesn't deserve. I'm mad because she thinks that a real friend always says yes to her, kisses her freaking feet, does her every biding and what?! She likes to be pitied! I really don't like her, but I don't hate her. Hate is too strong of a word. Anyway, can somebody help me with this girl? I don't want to be her friend because I've already forgiven her... 88 million times! Anything will help! Thanx!
i knw wot you mean...... just be nice to everyone and try to stay as far as possible from her....
ok so be nice: (6) [lol i knw this is wicked but it works] if pity is what she wants then give it to her.... and give her loads of it. speak highly of her and how much th "poor" thing has problems or how the "helpless" sweetheart needed help with math coz she couldn't understand..... blah blah.... be creative in picking emphasized adjectives to describe her wen you talk to people. i knw what i am about to say is mean but its really horrible to have these kinds of "friends" coz they suck in all your identity and you end up looking like a bad guy and who know what else.... plus they lie or exaggerate... in both case you end up messed up. anyway so the reason i am telling you this is the more you say things like that the more people begin to think your nice (and they will actually see the real you despite everything) and the more she will look dumb.... trust me she can only take so much pity. plus people don't want to hang around with some one with to many problems and difficulties... no one wants that kind of responsibility... so she'll find herself with less people she can brainwash.
step two.... don't be too close to her be extra nice (XTREMELY) but don't hang out leave if she is around or if you can't just don't talk to her. (its a plus if you can introduce her to some one who she can become bff with -lol have mercy on her soul) if she gives you that she's upset attitude (these people don't tell you if they are upset from you they just act like drama queens) pretend that you didn't notice a thing and if someone asks tell them you tried opening up to her and seeing whats the matter and she seems really upset (keep it brief and simple and pretend you havn't got a clue about why she's mad if for example you told her you don't want to hang out or something)
3, if she decided to tell people what you did and wotever play her game... say you were sooooo upset that day and that you had flunked something or something and that you didn't hang out because you were sooooo upset.
never tell anyone you dislike her. and never tell anyone what your plan is. blv its the truth for it to look like the truth (the truth being that fate dsnt allow you two to hang out as much and that you drifted even tho you still like her) it'l take time... with me it did since i am the type of person who usually says whats on my mind and can't hide things..... but trust me this is how diplomats deal with people... and its the best why to "keep your enemies closer"
good luck! hope i helped
and glad i am not the only once who witnessed such an annoying type of person...
im 13 and i gotta get my wisdom teeth pulled and i am TERRIFYED you have no idea..
im not gettin put to sleep but i am gettin some gas but in me and im so scared i wanna get over it but idk how
when i had mine dun (i had four and did two at a time... awake!) i tried to have some chamomile tea and other calming stuff like a bath and walk etc... before my appointment by a day. my procedure was brutal tho. they had to drill the jaw to remove the tooth coz it was stuck under the jaw and the tooth rite next to it. anyway believe it or not that wasn't what freaked me out it was the anesthesia injection that was killing my nerves ( i have a hugggggggge fear of needles!) anyway i got there closed my eyes and thot of my guy. if your getting the laughing thats all the more better since not even your guy will be as cheerful as the gas's effect. seriously you laugh like crazy.
oh and get your ipod.
one more thing that may help. the reason the doc is giving you the anesthesia and gas are to make you NOT feel the pain. so relax. :) dnt go under the sun after and make sure you freeze ice packs and have pain killers at home in case needed once the pain wears of. plus if you keep bleeding just gargle with salt diluted in water. you'll be fineee! :)))
im 14 and ok im kind of a prude and believe no sex before marriage and you should wait for someone special before going out with them... especially when you're young... and my best friend is turning into a hoe. she got her first boyfriend, and i was reaally happy for her, but then on their first date they made out, and other people were around. they werent even going out for a week, and they didnt even kiss normally before that. then she wanted me to grind with her at the last dance, and i was like NOOO. i would only grind with a guyyy and if i had been going out with him for a while.
i know this is how like old people think, but i want a guy who cares about me, not just a guy that wants to do stuff with my body. and i dont care if i wait for that. but my friend is alwayss bringing up her bf and its soo annoying. she hasnt been a good friend for the past year either, although she says im her bff... shes been ditching me for her other group of friends a lot, but hangs out with me mostly in schol.
i am really sick of her and im afraid shes going to do something that she regrets... should i keep being friends with her, try to help her, or ignore those problems?
first hun let me say that i respect your stance. you have values and you stick with them. thats a good thing no matter what they are ... even if they were the same as how "old people think"........ you're not prudish if you really believe in what you say believe in....
so when it comes to your friend i think you should make it clear to her that you believe in so and so and that your not afraid of what people will think. she may taunt or be stupid about it but in the end she'll respect you (if truly she's worth your friendship and time).
when it comes to her attitude and her values, there isn't anything really that you can do except point out the consequences of what her actions will lead her too.... i.e. advice. beyond that its hands of. but still be there for her when things happen....thats what friends are for after all. if you are old enough to know what is right and wrong and decide, so is she.... if things dnt work out you don't have to dump her as a friend unless again if you are not comfortable with her anymore try to keep her as a formal friend or acquaintance (and dont do this suddenly it'll look weird!) just try to hang out with people closer to your mentality ... it'l widen your social circle and put you at ease with who you are.
guluck....
Ok I am 15/f.I KNO I'm not bi, But when I see 2 naked girls kissing AND ONLY KISSING it really turns me on.On the internat.Is this normal?
~Athena
yes. it is something sexual and your reaction towards it is normal i guess since you are going through puberty. for what its worth my friend is a psychologists and she says women during puberty usually check each other out so its normal to be thinking of things that you may think aren't "normal".
Okay, this is kind of long, but I really need answers.
Ok. So I have a crush on one of my coworkers. We work at a movie theatre together, and we always have a blast when we have the same shifts. I'm 17/f, and he's 22/m. So yes, there is an age difference. We've hung out with mutual friends a few times, and I've known him for almost a year.
He and I always did that sort of cutsey flirty thing, but even though I liked him, I always just figured he was only goofing around, not to be hurtful, but he just didn't think of me as more than a friend. Then monday night rolled around.
We were both working until close together and of course we were being very flirty, kinda joking around and hugging a lot. Then, when we were closed, he took me onto the roof of the building where we just talked and goofed around. Then we started hugging and kind of swaying. He kept joking about making out in the closet, asking me what I was thinking, all that kind of stuff.
So now I think he may in fact like me. After the evening ended, I sent him a text message saying "heh. next time just kiss me." and he responded with "yeah that was some pretty hard flirting, wasn't it?"
I dunno whether or not to make a move, though! We haven't really hung out one-on-one yet, and I have, in the past, ruined a friendship by thinking it was more than that. Should I wait for him to do something more? Or should I do something?
Thanks in advance SO much!
go for it! whats the worst?! i did it just recently. and to be honest it wasn't a fair tale ending (or start) but in the same time it wasn't all bad -we stayed friend and months after he admitted he liked me but i had a bf...- . you have to weigh the situation tho. when someone likes you will most likely have a feeling and knw (just think hard) and if you fear its just "harmless" flirting wait a while until you get a more concrete sign.
guluck! :)))))
ok so i'll be listening to it and the volume will just spazz out and go from silent to blasting so loud i have to take the headphones out. and nothing will be touching the controls. is it just that the button got stuck or is something wrong?
urghhh i hated that! i had the same problem. mine turned out to be from the headphones that come with the ipod (those low quality white ones) anyway something about the wires not being protected by the plastic cover outside or so. you can either buy another one (waste of money!) or just go get something from sony or some other brand that will work better with the ipod.
to know if thats the case with your pod try movine the wire from the tip (where it connects to the ipod) if the volume adjusts then thats it. otherwise i'd suggest you take it to an apple center or retailer and get them to check it. i think ipods have warranties on them.
Well i met this guy in school!!! he's in the 11th grade and im in the 10th grade!!! i started talking to him as he started talkin to me!!! everything was cool when i found out that i liked him because i felt jealous when he was around girls and wen he did other things!!! i also go tso mad that i even didnt speak to him like only for 2 to 4 dayz!!! and then i wan tto tell him that i like him so much that i dont even know what it is right now..if it's love or like!!! and i feel sad partly because i am not talkin to him still but he be stockin me and watchin me from far away because he kcks it in front of me for lunch!!! but im stuck because i dont know what to do and i need help!! im also scared because i dont want to make a mistake like if i tell him i like him and he dont like me..he can stop talkin to me when i wouldnt like dat!!! and in another part im scared because like im really like him..im scare dhe can break my heart and just play me!!because i do suffer alot because boys just play me all times bt this one like looks different cause hes more serious and like kinda like a shy person and you noe!!lolz butyea..so please ..can ya help me out!!im scared of losin him as friends and all types of ways and confused!!! thanks marina!!!
ok.... looks like your really panicking here.... my first advice is for you to calm down. really take a breath and try to focus. if you act this excited infront of him chances are he'll think your a goof or something. remember when you first started talking to him? how normal you were? because you didn't feel anything towards him? well you have to do the same. if he spoke to you after that that means he saw something in you (could be as just a sweet person he'd like to be friends with but at this point thats all you've got) and you should nurture that. talk to him casually open up different topics don't focus too much on who he was with and where he went that will drive you nuts. in the same time don't throw yourself at him every chance you get, sometimes let him do the approaching.
these things never work fast like that.... they take time and if you want things to evolve then let things go slowly. after a while once you can consider him a good friend then you can asses whether or not he likes you.
good luck! :)
So I'm doing an essay on a "soldier's experience". In the introductory paragraph I have to give a Hook, Background Info, and a Thesis Statement. This is my thesis: War is a lifechanging experience -- for the bad. Does anybody have any ideas for a hook? And also.. for the background info part it's kind of where your opinion about war goes. So what is all of your guys opinino about war? Thank youuu
ah i don't know about a hook but i just had to voice my opinion on what i think of war (the violence and guns and combat stuff ........ hope it helps.....
this is an analogy:
it's like rape.... the act itself is violent and horrible but the end result is a health baby (in some cases....this is a very negotiable point). in the same respect it brings into question this:
had the mother of that child escaped her fate of being raped would she have done so keeping in mind she has her baby that she loves?! (personal point: i think she would've... tho some wud argue that she wdnt give up the baby) anyway if she would it wud mean no baby.... but if she wud go through it for the sake of keeping it will that pain of being raped... of her past horror, ever go away? probably it will fade when she dies and the only thing left of her is her baby... but even that baby in itself is already partly a link or something of a result of a horrible action... and it has been documented that children of rape are indeed prone to higher risks of mental and emotional instability and imbalance.... so how is this justified?
and in that respect this again brings me to question the legitimacy of war?
i really disagree with it even as a last desperate measure and i think its an action taken irrationally... in any case i never support the combat/violence war... i would much rather go with economical or political war and such... besides i believe it has more power in manipulating things and bringing beneficial or practical end results.........
(i am just throwing random ideas here for the sake of the analogy: would it be better to have committed a dead -rape- and be persecuted for it or would it be more effective and "safer" to seduce the individual and have them yield willingly?)
these are my thots :) hope they help!
Today, just about half an hour ago, i guy i didn't know IM'd me.
He said that a friend of his had asked me to ask who I was, because apparently 'I' was saying things like i wanted to screw him.
I looked at his profile, and knew who he was by seeing his myspace, but i never ONCE have IM'd the guy he was talking about. And if i did, i certainly would not say i wanted to screw him.
I'm just really freaked out. This has happened before, someone saying that I said things that I KNOW i did not say. But this time it's a little different since i know the boy who accused me of IMing him.
I've already changed my password, but i don't know what else to do. I'm painfully shy so i can't IM him and try to clear it up, it's not at all an option. I'm just looking to see if anyone can tell me what to do, and what might've happened?
A Hacker? Brother pulling an elaborate joke? Any possibilites and advice are welcome.
ok change your password and secret question and anything else like postal code etc that someone may knw and use to get access to your mail. and if you have an alternative email change the passwords to that too. make sure you log off completely if using another computer delete private data (if its MSN) type jibrish (ex. jhbjh@hotmail.com ) and blah password and cancel sign in so this email remains and so your email dsnt look tempting for hackers who use that computer after you. dont write your passwords anywhere and i suggest you get a protection system against hackers or whatever the program that anonymizes your IP address to hackers is called.
good luck!
hope it helps
14/f
i hate being alive.
i hate everything i've ever done in this earth.
i don't enjoy anything, nothing holds my attention, nothing interests me. i'm always tired and pissed and upset.
i don't have any friends, and i don't have a bf.
i hate how life is only about obsession with your own body and judging people.
i wish i could die.
but i don't know how.
for five straight years ever since i was 13 and a bit past my eighteenth birthday i felt the exact same way about life as you do right now.... and though our situations and reasons differ the despair i think is identical .... i even considered suicide........ and even sadly attempted it at one point.
on a random day (lol this is not one of those advices that say the wisdom was sent to me from the heavens on a heavenly day blah blah) a casual remark struck me into reality ... not necessarily the present but a bit towards the future. "people are 2 kinds: the ones that hate their high school experience and the ones that hate their college experience".....
i dont knw the extent of truth in this saying and it didnt matter....i didnt hate highschool but i didnt like it either... in any case i didnt really think that way i just set college as a goal i should reach... my turning point.... something i should work for to be happy....
i worked my but off in high school and though at times it was hard dedicating my life and my solprpse to get to a good college it was worth it (not because of college itself but because of the purpose) so what i suggest is that you find a cause and a really challenging cause you can work for... it will get you through and prove to you you are stronger than you think! suicide in our case is an option equal to giving up.
i am sure you knw or have an idea of what it is... all you need are babysteps....
goodluck!
here for you :)))))
p.s: college turned out to be a blast to the point where i sometimes think i should take lesser courses so i'd graduate later :p (i am not serious o'cours!) the change in atmosphere and the fact i chose my path in lif and what i want to do and who i want to be makes you grow into yourself as opposed to how you go through highschool.... things aren't about bodies and judging ppl after all :)