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5'10130 lbs
16.5 yrs old
had my share of drugs/alcohol. and learned.
16+ piercings
1 tattoo
no regrets
"you know what i still dont get, why are you trying so hard to fit in when u were born to stand out"-What A Girl Wants
!!STAY SiC!!
advice
I entered high school going from an very small private school to a very large public high school (70 kids versus around 4000 kids) I knew it would be a big transistion, and would take some getting used to, but about a week and a half into it, I hate it so much. I spend most of my nights crying and I don't think I can bear it much longer. I don't know anyone but I have some people to talk to, but its just not the same as my other close friends. I just feel like Im completely lost, and not where I belong. No other people I know seem to feel this way. They say it'll get better but I can't see that happening. What can I do? If I really said I hated it, my parents would let me transfer, but I don't even know where to go. Theres a smaller catholic school closeby that I liked when I visited, but Im still unsure. My state has a lot of private high schools, but about that I am unsure also. (I live in Pennsylvania, my zip code is 19054)
Can someone please give me some kind of advice? Ideas? Something, because Im close to breaking.
same thing happened to me. i went to a catholic high school, and i didnt know anybody. i was there my frosh, soph, and junior year. i made the best friends of my life there. well i couldnt go back my sr yr so i transferd to a public school, and oh lord it was such a giant change. my cath school was sooooooooo tiny and now im at a humoungous public schools and the students dont even fit! my first couple of weeks were so rough i didnt know anyone and i constantly kept getting lost and not knowing whre my classes were. See youre lucky you can transfer, i cant go back. But were in the same position here and im just guna tell you that i got used to it, well i had to. I definitey made new friends, and thers boys! there werent boys at my catholic school. Im saying give it some time like me, and if you have a negative attittude about it, its definitely gunna suck for you..no way around it. but if you have a positive attitude about it, it wont be so bad. youl get used to it and start liking it, i did. like i said, give it time, and a positive attitude.
Okay I am going to say my biggest fear....I am afraid of death. I'm scared of dieing. What can I do to stop thinking about it??
face your fear
would a big tattoo on your back hurt? well i know it would hurt, but how much?
HEll yes and alllottt. sorry.
i'm planning on heating a needle to make several needle point burns on my hand to make a design. please spare me to you need help gesture, b/c im not doing it to take out pain on myself, im just making a tatoo like burn. what can i do to make sure the scars show up.
gangsta's do this.
look for scarification by burning/branding up on google or something. bmezine.com has scarification shit but it just pictures. you can get it done professionally too but i doubt you wanna so jus look it up.
On walgreens.com it said that taking 2-5 regular birth control pills is the same as taking 1 E.C. pill.
is that true ?
what happens if you take to many bitch control pills ?
why is it the same ?
is it the same 3 day time limit ?
thanks.
BITCH CONTROL PILLS
if only they made those..
About three days ago I started chugging cough medicine and taking way more than i should to get high off of it. i cant stop. i think im addicted to it already because ive been takin about one bottle every 24 hrs because i love the feeling i get off of it and now i dont know what to do because im getting hooked on it. please...i really need some advice because even tho its only been 3 days i cant stop and i kno it will probably turn into an addiction because even this morning i took a half of bottle and i just got to school and im just waiting for it to start to kick in. i really dont want this to be a regular thing. any one have any advice for me???
youre ROBOTRIPPIN ahah thats old school
but yeah just stop it aint a big deal just quit drinking cough syrup its alot easier then other shit that youl probably end up doing if u dont stop with the cough medicine
im so freaking bored
what can do?>?>>
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where can i buy a neon green comforter and hand cuff curtains for a bed room?
i have a neon green comforter and it was from wal mart!!
what is the hispanic spelling for a persons name (not a word used in conversation) that sounds like uh-tea
i know for sure that this is somebody's name the uh-tee that i wrote is how it sounds when i hear it. ok latin spelling and pronounciation is diffrent i want some who knows what there talking about or may who is latin and knows how it actually is spelled.its a male and hes from argentina and it sounds like uh-tee i know thats not how its spelled thats just how it sounds in english. .
Probably Eti?
its the only thing that sounds like it..
uh - E
tea - Ti
I wasn't sure what category to put this in, but I suppose this one will do.
Last night my cousin pierced my lip, and yes - I had permission. But I've been wondering what I should do now. She explained to me what she did, which I understand.
The stud I have in now is actually an extremely uncomfortable earring - but it's what we put in when we pulled the needle/string through my lip.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v722/xTie_Her_Downx/100_3844.jpg
Does anyone have any cleaning tips?
Any preferences towards what kind of ring I should get?
Any information they'd like to share at all?
Here's what it looks like now...
Outside:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v722/xTie_Her_Downx/100_3850.jpg
Inside:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v722/xTie_Her_Downx/100_3852.jpg
People who know absolutely nothing about piercings shouldnt get their lip pierced.
You should have common sense.
Not to be mean, but you're an idiot.
on the vasaline it says not for internal use... could you still use it internally as in anal or vaginal sex?
no its bad to use for that. like bad for your body
i recently broke up w/ my girlfriend so have invited lots of girls to my myspace and about .5 have accepted. i need advice about what to talk about when i send messages b/c i don't have much to go by as they are still strangers. and i don't know how long to wait before making contact. please note, i think that all of them are cute and am interested in dating but don't want to come across as desperate or needy. any suggestions? thanks
notreallly.
myspace probably isnt your best bet on finding someone for a relationship, but you can b/c my best friend has been going out with someone from myspace for a little while now.
as for convos, just talk about anything. school, music, hobbies..all that gay stuff. but its really probably up to her, look on myspace for something that she likes to do (hopefully appropriate) and who knows you might like it too. you can make a conversation out of anything haha. well good luck. but i wouldnt let the girls know that you just added a whole bunch of girls on myspace and you want a girlfriend, and you just broke up with your last g/f. just a heads up
good luck
I've always wanted to be a girl and hopefully I can be someday, but for right now I want to go to our high school's January dance dressed as a girl. I'm in 10th grade and 16 yo. Can anybody tell me what I should get for clothes and shoes and stuff? The dance is casual. Like what I'm looking for the most is what stores to go to and then what to get. Thanks.
wow
im gonna pray for you
I have a hair straightener that works okay.. but I asked my mom for a new one for Christmas and I was wondering which one would be better: Remington wet2straight, Helen of Troy (I think that's the name), or Conair Infiniti? Thanks! :)
I have the Remington wet2straight, and the conair infiniti. that one was 50 when i bought it and it broke shortly after so i recommend the wet2straight. it works even better on dry hair..i dont recommend straightening it when its wet even though it says its okay, its bad for your hair. the one i have works pretty good its black and it was only 20 bucks. i forget the brand tho. well good luck
i was wondering if you just drink a little alcohol but not enough to get you drunk, then some weed.. would that get you really messed up?
never smoke weed when your drunk. its a waste. i'm stupid. and i know you said "a little alcohol but not enough to get you drunk". but like i said..
and um, well, not really. well not for me. it depends on how you are. in my opinion, the alcohol overpowers the pot. it would definitely have some impact though! i don't recommend it.
good luck?
I've thought a lot about death lately, and have found myself very freaked out about what it would be like to not exist and that this is my only life. Dying and being nothing and not even knowing for forever scares me a lot.
Any advice or reassurance would be nice. Anything concerning Jesus will automatically get your question rated a 1 and your face ripped off.
did you know:
Jesus! Praise the Lord!
16/m
I'm so sick of being alive. Everything is so hard. I can't stand it. It's like I'm doing something wrong. I have few friends, but it doesn't matter because I don't like them. I don't like any one. People don't meet my standards and they never will. And when it comes to girls I have no idea what I'm doing. It's like there's some secret technique that every one but me seems to understand. My problems with girls contribute the most to my loneliness and depression. I'm unmotivated in school, because I care more about trying to find a place I belong, trying to find some one who understands me. I can hardly sleep because I'm always worrying about all this. I'm scared I'll never have friends. I'm scared I'll never have a good job. I'm scared I'll never have my first kiss or have sex, and if I do it will be with some one I don't want to do it with. Somewhere between now and the next few years I 100% sure I'll be dead. I can't take it anymore. I've been to therapy and they even locked me up like a criminal in a mental health ward, but to no avail. I hate life. I hate myself. I hate every one, especially if they're happy. I don't see things ever getting better. Please help me. And don't post anything about God, Jesus, or religion of any kind, it will be an automatic 1 on your rating.
i'm not sure youl like this answer. or even believe it. but like everything, its going to take time. i mean youre going to feel better..things will get better. i garuntee it. dont give up, but stop focusing on things that wont help you in the future (ie..youre saying girls) dont worry about them. even if your hormones tell you to. relationships just end up in heartache. there are so many poeple who feel the same way that you do. you just cant find them becuase youre putting aside seeing the good things you have in life. although to you it may seem lke you dont have many good things or youve had terrible experiences in the past, but you cant let that affect you. you just cant. it holds you back you know. and alot of people like you like to ignore the fact that there are so many people out there..SO many, who wish that they even had a CHANCE, and the opportnities you have. you might not even realize that either. that theres so much you can do with your life. you could be trying not to believe that, or like me long ago, feel like, well so what. this is about how IIIII feel, not about how much other people have or whatever. see i didnt want to answer this question at first. becuase i doubted youd believe what i had to say or wanted to believe it. im also trying to say the first step to being happy is to..become optimistic. dont let the unimportant things that you FEEL are necessary in your life bother you. i think im talking more aboutmyself in this thing that i am to you but im insisting for you to try at least, try to get all those negative things that you think about out of your head bevcuase theyre bringing you down. and this is coming from me, and i'm honestly a fucknut. i have a messed up head. and things in my mind from what ive seen and whats happened to me. i survived and so will you. you need to be strong and believe in yourself. that is the key. and you feel so differet from everybody. becuause they are happy. but you also never know, a person you see in school orsomething, that seems 'happy' to you, could have even cried themselves to sleep last night. im just trying to explain that your not so unbelonged or left out or whatever, becuase you see poeple, and you think what you see. who knows how they really feel or whats happened to them. you just judge from the outside. one of my best friends has even been in the looney bin countless times. we've all struggled. don't convince yourself youve got it bad. like i said, be optimistic. and try. and when you get older, and time passes, youll be hearig the same question like you asked and saying the same things i have becuase i know. becuase ive grown and learned. i wish you the best of luck in life, and dont ever, ever feel anything close to worthlessness. everyones got a purpose in life.
sorry for the length.
what is it called when you get that hard part in the middle of your ear pierced? (not cartlidge)
probably the conch...
How can you tell the difference between a controlling boyfriend and one who just loves you a lot?
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Would bail you out of jail.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN!" we fucked up!
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Have never seen you cry.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Asks you to write down your number.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Has you on speed dial.
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Loses your shit and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Only know a few things about you.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Would knock on your front door.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Already know not to tell.
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Are only through highschool/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Are for life.
BOYFRIEND WHO JUST LOVES YOU A LOT: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.
CONTROLLING BOYFRIEND: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say "Bitch drink the rest of that ! You know we don't waste!
-- I'm currently 32 years of age.
-- Obviously, a female.
-- I have a cup size of AA.
-- I am very embarrassed.
-- And this is where you fall into place.
-- I need an IN-HOME REMEDY or MAKE YOURSELF
CREAM or something to increase my cup size.
-- Buying something is not an option.
-- Thanks in advance.
As a 32 year old you should know nothings gonna help your ittie bittie titties. sorry.