where did i go wrong? ending up in the same place again,but all my tears will never dry crying out , "where did i go wrong?". been reviled and defiled. i've cried and i've lied.seen my hero with a gun aimed between
his eyes. and everyone has their own sad
story. `this time, my story's done. for so long i've tried to stay above,for so long
i've tried to stay ahead. seems like i
won't find the way. i'll never find the way
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Member Since: August 12, 2004
Answers: 16
Last Update: August 28, 2004
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ok I think I'm fat but no1 else does..are they lying to make me feel better or am I just not fat? I'm 4'8 and I weigh 76 pounds (link)
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Your under weight. No need to worry about it.
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wow ur really pretty (link)
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Thanks! =]
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if you stop drinking soft drinks, will that help you lose weight (link)
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I`m sure it will help, depending on how much soda you usually drink. It contains a TON of sugar, which results in fat.
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(I'm 14) I've been going out with my bf for awhile, and I always knew that he USED to smoke pot, and stopped like 6 months ago,and sometimes drinks a lot because of family problems...Well about 3 weeks ago he left a voice message saying he wouldn't be able to call because he got grounded because he "got caught doing something...very bad" and wouldn't tell me what it was, well his parents disconnected his phone and I found out yesterday from his friend justin (i had to practically beat it out of him...because he was afraid i'd go off killing my bf or something...) that his parents caught him smoking (which explains why he cant run 2 miles anymore) and that he used to have a big stash of cigs in his room, but that he quit after his parents caught him...then he asked if i was gonna break up with him, i said "i have no idea" And i haven't talked to him because he's grounded, and as selfish as it is, it pisses me off..
I dunno what to do, should I break up with him or not? I know all my friends will say I should, because I'm in the "good" group of friends, a lot of them go to church and have very strong beliefs and have never done any of that stuff,(we live in a small town in farmersville u.s.a so that stuff is a big deal) I'm in with them...but barely (my family is screwed up) it's like i'm teetering on the edge of good and bad...and i always fall for the messed up guys, and I know my bf is messed up..but i love him, and I don't know...he's never pressured me or ANYTHING, he's not like that, but I know dating someone with that many problems isn't good and will lead to problems, because drugs and alcoholism run in MY family too..but no matter what he does i can't hate him
Any advice would be lovely, and I rate =) (link)
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I don`t think you should break up with him. He didn`t do anything too you. & these days, a lot of people smoke... It`s a common thing now. But, you just have to do what you want too. Don`t break up w/ him just because your friends want you too. It`s between you and him.
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the only way i can get a cell phone is if i pay for it, and i was just wondering how many ppl felt that it would be worth it? (link)
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It`s really not worth it. My parents pay for mine, but I don`t use it much anymore. It`s not as great as I thought It`d be. You should spend your money on clothes and such for now.
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I need some really great ideas for some stores to shop at for back to school shopping. I really want to look good in front of my friends and people at school and i wasn't that popular last year but people still liked me. I just need a way to get popular. And i know you're all going to say "oh just be yourself" or something but seriously people i need help with more than that!!! I don't know who the real me is anymore!! (link)
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Hollister
- Really cute jeans & tops.
Jeans are $40.00-$60.00 usually.
Tops - Pretty cheap, really cute one`s from $20.00-30.00.
Abercrombie
- Basically the same clothes as Hollister, just a little more expensive.
Pacsun
- Really cute belts, and hoodies.
Hoodies are 50.00.
Cute t-shirts - 20.00-25.00ish.
Jeans - about 40.00
Hot topic
-Band shirts
Journeys
-Kick ass shoes
Claires/Icing
-Very Very cute asseceries.
Wet seal
-VERY CUTE CLOTHES
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I love my boyfriend very much, but I spend 90 percent of my time critiquing his driving skills when I am in the car with him. I don't do this with anyone else. When I drive, I would get horribly mad if he did this, but he is an angel. I do drive occasionally, and he really isn't that bad of a driver. So other than giving up my chauffeur, what else can I do to focus on something besides badgering him like a freak? (link)
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Instead of pointing out all of the negative things he`s doing, point out the positive things he`s doing. Or you can focus on the other people that`s driving & tell him how bad they are.. so your not just telling him that he`s a bad driver.
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Im asken this ? again cuz i still dunno wat 2 do n im hopeing this time i will get more responces! Well i went out wit this kid last year.. in september, lets call him 'Bob'. N we went out for mayb a week or two, then he broke up with me.. n me n bob i know both feel this way cuz he told me many of times, that wen we were with eachother... it just felt perfect, n even tho we have a 2year age difference it didnt even matter! N omg wen im with him it just feels soo right like i wanna be with him forever.. even if im 13 n hes 15 i mean like i -CANT- say yeah i wanna marry this kid but thats just how it feels kinda, i mean not marry him.. but i wud stay with him for very long n try to make it last as long as possible. But newayz after we broke up we argued alot, then in december, close to my birthday we started talken again, n i gess we kinda liked eachother, even tho i always had feelings for him. But then sumthing happend, he went away til umm June. Wow that was probly the hardest time i hadta face so far in life. I went crazy, i thot about him a few times a week, eventually i thought about him less and less. Then he came back. We talked alot, i told him i still had feelings for him, he told me he thot bout me wen he was away, then he went out w.sum girl, we lost touch for a lil, then started talken again. N i read him 1 of the poems i wrote wen he was away, i never thot i wud read that, but i did, n i dunno we were talken n i dunno if he likes me or not, itll be a year of likeing him this september, i mean i went out with other ppl in that year, but it wasnt tha same. But now.. he kinda likes sum girl, lets call her 'K', n i tell him to go out w/her n stuff, but i am really jealous, i just act like i want him 2 be happy... well i do, it just wont make me happy if hes with her. Wat shud i do? i rate very very good just please help me!
x0x signed confused n depressed (link)
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I think you should just be flat out honest with him since you already told him you had feelings for him. If he doesn`t feel the same, you should just let it go & stay close friends. Something can still happen between you guys. You`ll just have to wait untill he feel`s the same & the time is right.
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my boyfriend and i r really good friends in fact were neighbors! lol ok heres my question my boyfriend asked my friend to ask me if i would ever make out with my boyfriend and i said yes and so i know i should b expecting it but when it does happen wat do i do do i kiss him back b/c i love him so much or should he just kiss me and should i just look at him and say i love you! and this would b my first kiss and i need to no wat do i do?!?!!? PLEASE HELP!
thanks,
sweetheart00 (link)
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There`s really no way too mess up. Don`t worry about it. & you`ll know when it`s coming. Usually he`ll look you in the eyes and just move forward slowly, & then you`ll just start making out. Also, if he knows it`s your first kiss, he won`t care if you mess up or anything.
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Has anyone ever gone on a "water-diet"? nothing but water...ice/water...and then u eat something on the third day...?has anyone gone on this or know if it works?? (link)
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To be honest with you, I`v been on that kind of diet before, & it does work. BUT it`s super unhealty & when you start to eat again, you gain the weight back up fast & you go right back to where you started from. Try excercising. I know it`s a pain in the ass.
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hey my hair is a blondeish color now..got that way from the sun...i have nothing against blonde hair on other people, i just don't like the way it looks on me. i have kind of pale skin, and dark brown eyes. my hair is 2 inches longer than shoulder length and very layered and straight. does anyone have any good hair colors i could dye it while still looking natural? like i mean specific colors--not "brown" or "red"...like maybe a color on a dying kit and the number of it (link)
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Try light brown. My skin is pale , I have strait layered hair too. That`s what color mine is. I have red highlights... ( It blends in w/ the hair... you can barley tell ). But It would probably be really cute on you.
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have u had ur period yet? (link)
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Yes, bummer.
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um i have a question . . . I like this guy but hes kinda of what you would call a "nerd" and if i ever went out with him people would laugh at me.Should i go out with him or find someone else? (link)
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You should go out with him. If you really like him, you shoul give him a chnage. Also, it`ll boost his ego. You may be surprised, I`m sure he`ll have a lot more to offer then some typical guy. & Also, *try* not to care so much what people think. I know it`s hard.
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Im 16 and My 16 year old Best friend is in love with my 16 year old ex boyfriend im pass the stage of you cant get with your best friends ex boyfriend, my problim is she really likes him she is like obsessed but he dont like her well he thought he might of but now he says he dont cuz she is inscure but they both ask me what they should do like he says should i just go out with her even thought i dont like her and she asks what can i do to get him to go out with me and then im left in the middle and my ex is also one of my best friends now so i dont really want to pick sides but i want them both to be happy i really am kinda sick of this situation help me please! (link)
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Your ex shouldn`t go out with your friend if he doesn`t like her. In the long run, that will only hurt her more. Maybe you can tell your friend that he wants to get to know her really good before he commits to a relationship.
.::Megan::.
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You see, whenever I fly on airplanes, I usually get airsick, and I begin to throw up. But just a few months ago, I didn't throw up, so I was pretty happy. But last week, I just found out that my bf's mom invited me to Las Vegas, so we're taking a plane. I'm really scared that I'll throw up. AND I don't wanna be ashamed. What should I do to keep me from puiking? It seems so uncool typing this on an advice column but no one knows who I am anyways. (link)
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I don`t think there is a way to stop throwing up. If there was that`d be great. But, some idea`s, you can maybe close your eyes & listen to music on your headphones.. to maybe take away some of that plane atmosphere & It will help get the fact that your on a plane off your mind for a while. Or you can try to sleep through the plane ride. Tell your boyfriend that you get airsick, so just in case you throw up, it wouldn`t be a surprise to him & you can be less embarassed. Have fun in Vegas!
.::Megan::.
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i threw up the other day like 9 times and maybe ate 3 little things like half a slice of turkey, a little piece of chicken from a salad, and a bannanna. i wuz sick that day cuz i had sumthing really bad to eat the day before. well the next day i had a bowl of ceral {{wif milk}} for breakfeast/lunch. then i had black beans and rice for dinner and sum plantanes and like two pieces of a slice of pork. today i had nothing at all to eat. im waiting for my bgi brother to come home with food. we have no food at home. its 12:30 and im really hungry. ive been missing meals etc. lately and getting really hungry. can this turn into belemia or inerexia? it been like maybe 3 days can i get that in just 3 days? help me out im scared. (link)
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Don`t worry about it. It`s not anerexia or belemia.
Belemia - Throw up on purpose
Anerexia - Not eating on purpose
You were throwing up because you were sick. And when you get sick like that, you get a loss of appitite. Just keep eating and get back on your regular sceduale.
.:: Megan ::.
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