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I'm 14 and I am scared to commit suicide. My reason for these thoughts are:
1. I don't have any friends at school.
2. I never had a girlfriend in my life.
3. My parents like my sister more than me.
4. My parents always get mad at me.
5. The Biggest One: I locked my mom's computer and she has to pay $200 within 48 hours, and if she does, I won't have a christmas
I just I really don't believe in God, because nothing good in my life has happened. I really want to commit suicide, but I'm afraid.
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PLEASE forgive me if I sound rude but I'm going to call it like I see it and tell you how it is.
You're afraid because you don't want to commit suicide. Because you know how much it would hurt your family. You know suicide is permanant and that your problems are temporary.
Your reasons for suicide aren't valid reasons to kill yourself. THEY ARE VALID REASONS TO KEEP LIVING.
If you don't have friends at school, then put yourself out there and make friends. BE YOURSELF. And NEVER compromise who you are just to hang out with somebody.
There's nothing wrong with not having a girlfriend at your age. I'm 16 and I never had a girlfriend before either. But I'm not upset about it. Because I know that there may be a girl in my future. You may have a girlfriend in your future too but you won't find out if you give up and commit suicide.
So what if your parents like your sister more. You keep living, graduate high school, go to an amazing college and prove your parents WRONG. Let them know that you are not a shadow but you are their SON.
My parents always get mad at me too. You know why? BECAUSE THEY LOVE ME! Your parents love you too. We don't understand this because we're teenagers. But when we become parents ourselves we start to understand every single thing that are parents ever did.
And now to your last reason. I broke an antique of my mom's. I also burnt a lunchable in the microwave before. I accidentally got a hole in her wall. I cracked one of her plates. I broke some glass and didn't do a good job sweeping it up and my dad cut his foot. WE'RE TEENAGERS! We're always going to do stupid stuff that costs our parents money. It's a part of life.
I know you don't believe in God. I'm not here to preach at you, but I wish you could know that God loves you no matter what.
I realy hope this helps.
~Andrew~
P.S: Keep living!
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Thank you! i feel like I have hope because of you!
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