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I want to kill myself...I've been getting bullied since middle school & my family hates me?

I really want to kill myself. I'm always depressed because I get picked on at school & my family members treat me like I'm a piece of crap. they think I'm a weirdo because I'm quiet & they tell me I don't have any friends, but if I told them I was getting picked on in school they probally wouldn't care or believe me. My family always fusses at me & talks about me like I'm worthless, they don't understand me & I don't want to talk to them because they never will understand.They say a lot of things to hurt my feelings & then I go to school & get picked on by kids because of the way I look. I have been being picked on since the 6th grade. If they found out that I cry in my room they probally wouldn't care or think I'm serious. I'probablyslapped before by a kid just because they didn't like me. I'm tired of being picked on at school & my family always putting me down. I'm not a ad kid. I make good grades, but I hate my life...When I get depressed I just go in my room and cry because if I talk to family about it they probally won't care. I don't even want to talk to anyone I just want to kill myself. I don't have a gun so I think the best way is to just use a knife.

You're facing some rough times right now, and it really sucks. It looks like you're really depressed and need guidance and support. You are very strong, even though you may not know it. A big reason people are bringing you down is because you seem to accept all the trash they feed you. Start by telling yourself over and over again that you are NOT a garbage truck! You are not going to collect all the trash people feed you. A lot of people are really evil, and a lot of times they are people we can't avoid. You always have to stand up for your rights, and one of those rights is the right to live a happy and peaceful life, and no one has the right to treat you like crap. Think about this, do you rather want an incredible life, with lots of love, wonderful friends, an awesome career, and tons of fun, or do you want to cut your life short? I can guarantee you that if you get out there, and get help, one day you're going to be really happy, plus a huge inspiration to others. Try listening to some inspiring music, escape to the library, get out there and get a life! Be tough and stand up for yourself! You can also try to work off some of that stress in the gym. I know I've climbed out of the deepest abyss. I've survived multiple suicide urges, a near suicide attempt, and long spells of dark terrifying depression. I'm so glad I'm alive today, and so proud of myself. Give your life another chance! You deserve to be happy! Good luck, and please take care of yourself :)

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