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I want to kill myself..I get picked on & my family hates me I want to kill myself...I've been getting bullied since middle school & my family hates me?
I really want to kill myself. I'm always depressed because I get picked on at school & my family members treat me like I'm a piece of crap. they think I'm a weirdo because I'm quiet & they tell me I don't have any friends, but if I told them I was getting picked on in school they probally wouldn't care or believe me. My family always fusses at me & talks about me like I'm worthless, they don't understand me & I don't want to talk to them because they never will understand.They say a lot of things to hurt my feelings & then I go to school & get picked on by kids because of the way I look. I have been being picked on since the 6th grade. If they found out that I cry in my room they probally wouldn't care or think I'm serious. I'probablyslapped before by a kid just because they didn't like me. I'm tired of being picked on at school & my family always putting me down. I'm not a ad kid. I make good grades, but I hate my life...When I get depressed I just go in my room and cry because if I talk to family about it they probally won't care. I don't even want to talk to anyone I just want to kill myself. I don't have a gun so I think the best way is to just use a knife.
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go to youre school counselor and stay string within yourself and youre thoughts none is worht taking youre life for god loves you for who you are and wants to see you suceed in life you need to be strong wihtin yourself and speak out how you feel ]
You're facing some rough times right now, and it really sucks. It looks like you're really depressed and need guidance and support. You are very strong, even though you may not know it. A big reason people are bringing you down is because you seem to accept all the trash they feed you. Start by telling yourself over and over again that you are NOT a garbage truck! You are not going to collect all the trash people feed you. A lot of people are really evil, and a lot of times they are people we can't avoid. You always have to stand up for your rights, and one of those rights is the right to live a happy and peaceful life, and no one has the right to treat you like crap. Think about this, do you rather want an incredible life, with lots of love, wonderful friends, an awesome career, and tons of fun, or do you want to cut your life short? I can guarantee you that if you get out there, and get help, one day you're going to be really happy, plus a huge inspiration to others. Try listening to some inspiring music, escape to the library, get out there and get a life! Be tough and stand up for yourself! You can also try to work off some of that stress in the gym. I know I've climbed out of the deepest abyss. I've survived multiple suicide urges, a near suicide attempt, and long spells of dark terrifying depression. I'm so glad I'm alive today, and so proud of myself. Give your life another chance! You deserve to be happy! Good luck, and please take care of yourself :) ]
I know what you mean. Ive been through that same thing except for the family part. But all you have to do is stand up for your self. If you dont you will continue to be picked on. ]
Hey,
You know what...
Right at this moment you have a future.
You could end it all, but wouldn't you rather sit it out? I'll tell you... I have attempted suicide in my past. Do I still reflect upon it and wish my life had ended that night? Yes. But, I still have hope that I hold on to. You should, too. Think about obtaining a good life. Work hard. Go for good grades. Get a job to cover future expenses. Save up for what is to come. I failed at doing that and I sure think that if I had done more right in my past, I would be happy now. I'm not around the people from my past. I don't see them anymore. I never really had a family, being adopted and never accepted. My birth parents aren't relate-able and my brother is mentally deficient. The rest of my family are far away and living on happily and I have no part in their lives. You aren't alone in this world. You're alone among many whom also are alone, therefore you're not alone. It's not too late for you, you can still have something going for you. Your life is going to be what you make it. As for those bullies, you should stand up to them. Don't let anyone push you around. Really, they are NOT superior to you... no matter how much they think they are. If I were you, I would take a beating and ask them, do you feel better now? They got nothing on you. Next time you feel like crying, talk to me. I'm here, send me a message anytime. I wish you luck.
Just don't give up yet.
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You know I have thought about taking my life before too. But I. Have a purpose in life. And so do you people do hurt full things to people out of their own selfish reasons. And its not right. Today you have a new friend and that is me! You are beautiful and don't let anyone tell you other wise when ever you need to talk you talk to me. And if you wanna txt me ill give you my number. I am your friend from here on out please don't kill yourself or harm your body in anyway. Remember "now is not forever" ]
Listen, sweetie. The fact that you want to kill yourself is stupid. I've been picked on since kindergarten and i'm turning 19, people still treat me like shit INCLUDING my family. And you know what. im still living hun. You can't let what others say to you bother you. There is ALWAYS going to be someone who doesn't like you or has a problem with you so what you need to acquire is the non-giving-a-fuck-disease. Stop caring about what they say. they don't matter. and focus on school and getting done what you need to because when you leave high school. THOSE PEOPLE DO NOT MATTER. and get on your game. make sure your grades are good so you can get into a good college maybe away from your family and during high school immediately look for a job, save up because just in case you don't get that full ride to good college you can at least afford to leave tht house. ]
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