basically i used to be a normal girl untill a lot of shit happened. if something even so little goes wrong ill want to break down and cry and hurt myself.. ive abused drugs just once the other night, i feel like im entering something that could lead to worse things.. like actually takin my life. ive gone to a psyciatrist, a counselor, ive tried everythingg.. i just dont know what to do, any advice, not involving proffesional help?
It's really difficult to give you a straight forward answer if you don't elaborate on what this "shit" is. If professionals were unable to help you, I don't see how anyone who isn't a professional can.
Really. I am not trying to be rude, but maybe if you were to open up a bit and explain what this "shit" is someone could help you out. Obviously I am not in your shoes, nor do I know the extent of your problem.
However, I guess if I was going to take a stab at it just by a comment you made, "If something even so little goes wrong, I want to break down and cry and hurt myself." That right there tells me you are under a lot of stress. A simple solution would be to just let go of the things you can't control.
If people don't like it, "screw 'em." You've got to start looking out for yourself. There's only so much that someone can take. Drugs are definitely not the answer, neither is suicide.
If you feel you can't go on and really need someone to talk to, call this number: 1-800-784-2433 There are folks there 24-7 who wont judge and will to listen to you.
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thankk you!
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