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Hey! My name is Ashley. I'm 15 years old and love to give advice. I am a Moderator on this site. I have blonde hair but in that picture I have brown(the one in the middle). I love to dye my hair, I've never dyed it the same color twice. I also have bluish/greenish/greyish eyes. I am Wiccan, and I am very in touch with Spiritual things. I love my friends(but who doesn't love thier friends). I listen to screamo, emo, punk, techno, and hip-hop music. I am very short compaired to my friends. I'm 5'2. I used to model, I don't anymore because it's too expensive. I have 3 sisters, 1 niece, and 3 nephews. Ask me anything I DARE YOU!!!

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16/m
I'm so sick of being alive. Everything is so hard. I can't stand it. It's like I'm doing something wrong. I have few friends, but it doesn't matter because I don't like them. I don't like any one. People don't meet my standards and they never will. And when it comes to girls I have no idea what I'm doing. It's like there's some secret technique that every one but me seems to understand. My problems with girls contribute the most to my loneliness and depression. I'm unmotivated in school, because I care more about trying to find a place I belong, trying to find some one who understands me. I can hardly sleep because I'm always worrying about all this. I'm scared I'll never have friends. I'm scared I'll never have a good job. I'm scared I'll never have my first kiss or have sex, and if I do it will be with some one I don't want to do it with. Somewhere between now and the next few years I 100% sure I'll be dead. I can't take it anymore. I've been to therapy and they even locked me up like a criminal in a mental health ward, but to no avail. I hate life. I hate myself. I hate every one, especially if they're happy. I don't see things ever getting better. Please help me. And don't post anything about God, Jesus, or religion of any kind, it will be an automatic 1 on your rating.

15/f I had the same problem...I still do partially. They've put me through therepy and mental health ward. I really think we should e-mail eachother and help eachother out a little. They all don't take you seriously because we're young. They keep telling me I'm a normal teenager and all teenagers get mad at their parents and stuff. But I have anxiety attacks randomly in school and around people because I get to mad or depressed. I've tried commiting suicide. Any way, I think we should help eachother. E-mail me @ Kpp_baby91@yahoo.com
Hope all is well
Ashley

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(Rating: 4) It's good to know you understand. I'm sorry, but I can't start an internet friendship. I've tried a few times and each time it's ended badly. Thank you for trying to help.

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