I cant seem to let my ex go. I have known him over 1/2 of my life. We were best friends but a terrible thing (rape) happened to me by his best friend and rumors that I cheated left us to break up. I was demanding and selfish and abusive towards him and it messed up a lot of our relationship. We both got locked up around the same time do to our behavior...Now I have gotten out and changed around my life. Im doing very well and I have matured and grown up some. He is still locked up and we have the same counselor...But i keep having dreams of him and I constantly think of him. I love him..and I know he cares about me, but at this time I just cant get him off of my mind. He gets out in a few months, and he is doing very well. I pray all the time for god to help me let him go if there isnt a reason for him to still be in my life but it just wont go away. I need some advice on what I can do. I mean I am already occupied, Im a cheerleader, I workout a lot, I keep myself busy, but anytime I have time to think...its mainly about regrets and what i couldve done to help our relationship not ruin it. Past is past and i know that but I cant seem to move on! Any advice?
Aw.. it means like your in love with this dude.It's always hard to let go of a ex. In your case I don't think you should come on because you still have strong feelings for him , and maybe there is a reason why they're there? And knowing him a long time does have alot to do with it.So I don't think you should move on.Don't ever regret anything in life because at one point it was exactly what you wanted to do/ happen.. ♥
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Thanks alot! Yeah I am in love with him. I just hope we can work something out.
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