Okay so i asked you a question a while ago about my best guy friend & me getting in a fight, me losing his trust & like stuff like that - HOPEFULLY YOU REMEMER
But anyways. me & that same guy kind of made up like i guess, i gave him space & then eventually we started talking again. Not like best friends or anything but yeah talking. And like getting along. i think he might of even came over once, after that fight. And like then we went to DC on a school trip & we sort of hung out & stuff like that. And on the way home we talked about like our fight, and how like it felt like we had broken up even though we both liked completely other people & we were never really going out, i told him that i missed how it was & he said he did too & that like one step at time we would become friends again. I guess we sort of did. And like i dont know, seems dumb but I want it SO BADLY to be like how it was. He has mono now, and i didnt even find out from him - i found out from a comment he left his girlfriend. but like i wish i could just take him pop & like stuff to his house like i use to when he would be sick. And like, i told him something that was really important to me & it feels like he doesnt care anymore. And i mean in my yearbook he told me that no matter what he would always love me & that we would hang out this summer. I think theres what like 6 weeks left of summer, i've seen him ONCE & we didnt like mean to see each other, if that makes sense. I MISS HIM. you dont even know, its like i lost a brother. And alot of people might think that i really like him like a boyfriend, and i dont know if i do. i mean i really didnt think i did before. and i still sort of dont. But like i miss him. I cant talk about things w/ him anymore, hes going to a different school next year & i feel like were gonna lose touch. Please tell me what i can do, to start hanging out w/ him again & stuff. i mean before i blammed this ALL on his girlfriend, and i mean i still kind of do, but i dont know i hate it. Him & his girlfriend have been going out for like 9 months now, and he thinks he loves her.. i mean i think its retarded to think their in love when their only in 9th & shes in 10th grade. But i wanna be a good friend, i think he still sort of knows that i dont like her.. but I'm trying REALLY HARD to be nice to her & at least get along w/ her . but she annoys me SOOOOOOO Much its incredible. Shes going to be 16 in like 5 days, and my friend is only like 14. And i dont know. Shes OBSESSED w/ like all the guys in my grade & thinks shes best friends w/ them, And i mean i guess she is sort of good friends w/ some of them but i cant STAND it. and other then her boyfriend i am pretty much better friends w/ all of them but i dont know. i'm like jealous of what shes trying to become w/ MY FRIENDS. oh god, i need help. Please give me some advice.
Sorry its long, just like the last one but yeah.
THANKS IN ADVANCE.
Sorry it took forever for me to reply I've haven't been home alot. Anyways, maybe the fact that it's not working right now and hasn't in the past, is a sign that it's whats for the best. You know how you 'want something you can't have' i still think that's part of your situation. If he didn't have a girlfriend, would things be different? Yea they would but you wouldn't realize the feelings you had for him, or wanted i guess you could say. Are you sure that you don't want him as more then a friend? It really does seems like it and maybe thats the problem with wanting what you cant have.
People really do change and alot of the time there's nothing you can do but have believe in fate and pray. More than likely they WON'T be together forever, and when they aren't take advantage of that and start hanging out with him more. If i were you i'd probably take things to his house and hang out with him anyway. There's nothing wrong with that. It would show him that you care and are trying. He probably does care, he's just caught up in the whole thing with having a girlfriend. Maybe she's jealous of YOU, and maybe she tells him to stay away from you or something. You know how girls are with their boys, especially in hs. I don't really feel like im helping you but I hope it did atleast a little! I'm back now if you need anything else!
♥ Evy
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Seriously no that helped alot. Thank you so much. =]
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