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I want to know easy fast and painless ways to kill myself
.. I tryed to commit suicide once by overdosing and ended up in psycho hospital...( Those that u go for like 3 days to evaluate you) .. Idk ive been thinking about doing it again but the thing is that everyone else thinks I'm being weak selfish ect. I really hate my life. I have major depression disorder and I had bulimia for about 5 years ever since I was 13yrs old..I just simply want to die. I lost all my motivation and I don't want to do anything. I used to draw and I won some awards.. I used to b an A+ student and now I can bearly pass my classes. I cry every night. I know lots of people but I don't have many friends. I don't have communication w my parent bcz I don't even live w them. I live w my grandparents and sisters. Sometimes I just want to take all the pain away but it seems impossible. Ever since I was 13 Ive been dealing w this.
I just don't want to feel miserable all the time.. I am a weak person. And I believe that I have the choice to die because after all It is MY life. I know many of you will probably tell me the opposite but I'm set on that. I have also been seeing a therapist. You may say I'm crazy but I just really want to know ways on how to kill myself fast and easy...
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There is only one answer for. you. Look up Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.
It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.
Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.
I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.
Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impoossible to get better.
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Your mind's going to some dark places. Thoughts of putting an end to it all can perversely seem a sort of 'comfort' in the darkest nights. Feeling out of control, you turn to the one thing you think you can still control...the time and place of your own death. When physical ailments strike we seek the guidance of the medical profession. Why do we feel so different when it's mental? Why do we feel it's a weakness, that we're beyond help? That somehow it calls fo no less than wiping ourselves out of existence? You have put together a coherent question. You still have the power of analysis, reason and conclusion. Your mind is not damaged. You now have reams of practical, sound advice in front of you. You've reached the bottom line. And now you've taken the first step, away from oblivion and towards the bright future. The one that A+ student with artistic potential could see once, not so long ago...remember? It's still there you know...still there for the taking. You've just lost sight of it, that's all. With a little help you can turn this around. You WILL turn this around.
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PLEASE DON'T. I know where you're coming from. Not exactly your situation, but I too have tried to kill myself.
Suicide is a solution for a short term problem. And what I mean by this is that what you're going through won't last forever, I promise you. I've learned to deal with this feeling by surrounding myself with things I love to do like draw and write etc. And you should too. Just pick up a pencil again and draw out your feelings out.
I know it'll be extremely difficult, but you have to try. I don't know you personally, but look how far you've gotten with all the problems you've had! You're a soldier and don't even realize it. Think about it this way, if you can survive through this, you'll look back at it one da and realize how strong you've become, and that is a GREAT feeling.
If you need someone to talk to, there are help phone lines you can reach, and if you don't want to do that, contact me at Iesha.McCurdy1@gmail.com, I can really help you through this, but I understand if you don't want to talk to me.
Please stay strong because you have a beautiful life ahead of you. XO
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First and foremost , I cannot give you an advise on how to kill yourself easily and fast unfortunately and i know i shouldn't have read your question if what i'm going to say will be the opposite of your expected answer but i'll just spill the beans . It'll be long although you've been seeing the therapist and others .
Look , you may have the choice to end your life because it's your life but why wouldn't you choose the choice to fix it ? When it comes to the word 'Life' , there's a simple yet meaningful question . Is your life story going to be a gripping bestseller or a resignation letter ? You create your own experience . You can be happy just the way you were as long as you manage your thoughts . Believe me , you're stronger than what you think and to every problem , there's always a solution and you deserve to live your life , the way you want . Please , don't end it now , you're too special for that kind of treatment to yourself . Trust yourself on this and be motivated and instead of holding to the perception of '' I can't and won't succeed.'', ''I'm too weak for this.'' , ''I'm not smart enough.'' or ''No matter what I do , it won't make a difference.'' , hold on to '' behind every ordeal , there's an endowment and behind every hardship , there's relief and behind every trial , there is happiness '' but it all depends on you .
Recognise that you've the courage within you to fulfill the purpose of your birth . Summon forth the power of your inner courage and live the life of your dreams and let go of anger towards the world and yourself - It's an acid that burns away the delicate layers of your happiness . Think of what you still have - A roof as a shade from the rain , the ability to see and feel , and life itself and have gratitude . If you can lose a penny , you can still gain a penny . The same matter applies to motivation . You can gain it back ! Don't do nothing , do whatever it takes to make you happily alive . Strive for it and learn from failures . Have love towards yourself too !
Have an inspiration . For instance , take Oprah Winfrey as an example to have the strength . At the time she reached the age of 13 , she has suffered years of physical and mental abuse and had been through immense poverty and grew up without enough love from her mother but despite all of that , she grew up to be a successful woman mesmerizing everyone . You too , can be the same . True strength comes from your heart , your willingness to survive the hardships befalling you . Give yourself another chance to breath and attain success . Give yourself a new hope and don't let people affect you . No one knows what life has to offer but it's not whether you get knocked down , it's whether you get up .
Problems are temporary but giving up is what makes them permanent . Remember the great moments when you used to be an A+ student and won awards , and re-live those moments . Nothing is impossible . Ruminate on it deeply , and wisely . Happiness comes from you , it's already there in you but you're letting the disappointment blocking it's way out . Think about it . Don't you want to be in tranquility and jubilance ? You can go through this . You can . Stop listening to the negative voices within , shut them down and start thinking of the positives .
Your life can really be different - you just haven't had the tool , the focus , and the 'inside scoop' yet . Master your past now , or your past will master your future . Life has so many beautiful things for you , chase after them with strategies . Don't cry now , you're still the pretty you no matter what people say . Don't cry , don't cry :)
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You won't find answers to this question here. Here we help you find ways to live, help you find answers to the problems that make you feel this way.
You have not said why you and your sister are living with your grandparents and not your parents. You also haven't said if you are talking with your therapist about how you feel or if you are on any type of medication.
Those questions are important to us in order to offer you solutions or help for what is bothering you to think this way. I understand how you are feeling. At your present age with everything going on in your life all the changes happening within you and around you it can be overwhelming. There is help. Suicide is a solution not an answer.
If you are feeling suicidal at this time you need to pick up the phone and call 911 and help will be sent to you. You can also call the following hot line. They are the people at the National Suicide Prevention Hot Line. No matter what problems you are dealing with, they want to help you find a reason to keep living. By calling 1-800-273-TALK (8255) you’ll be connected to a skilled, trained counselor at a crisis center in your area, anytime 24/7.
If you need a new therapist they will help you find one. If you need to see a doctor they will help you find one. Talk to them and tell them what is bothering you, they can help you.
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