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I just dont know anymore. I'm falling apart in life. I feel like a mother. I'm 15 Female and i clean my house every day! feed all the animals on the farm. And with all of that i still have to have a teen life. Last year wasnt my best year i went through like 10 boyfriends and all they wanted was sex. My family has been falling apart. My love of my life and the boy i lost my virginity to moved far!!! away this year. All i wanna do right now is die. I just dont know what to do with myself. I only had him and he talked to me listened to everything and had a answer. He told me he wanted to keep in touch so i wrote him and he never wrote back and it should have been here already i called him once and im gonna call agqain but no one picked up.... =/ how can i make myself happy again. Be the girl i once was. Make my mother proud of who i am and for her to stop saying i dont do shit for her in her life!! And to try to get through loosing the bestest person ever cause i dont wanna get over him but....i dont know
---->Lonely<-----
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Hey... uh... IDIOT. WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COW PIES. You need to understand that not everyone is ment to live a happy and cow-free life... get over yourself. You want to escape the 'Simple Life?' Take some weed and SHOVE IT IN YOUR EAR. Maybe that'll cure a few things. Think about it. Someone out there is a lot worse off then you are. Take me for example. I am so sexy that I don't know what to do with myself! I mean, like, all the guys love me but I SO don't know if there in it for just my personality! I want guys to want me for my body! WHY WONT ANYONE TOUCH MY BODY?!I am going to do some crack-whores. Call me if you need me. 1-617-861-3962
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Honey its ok.....i understand this year ive gone through 4 boyfriends and now on the 5th and i understand that you probably feel sad cuz he left and you have to do everything...maybe you guys can keep a long distance relationship and i know you dont know me but if you ever need anything you talk to me and life doesnt get any easier i understand how that is and...everything is gonna get better i promise
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You need to find something that relaxes you. Just try and get away from it all. Take a trip or a spa dayor something. If you dont have the money then you can always just relax or do something that interests you that you didnt have time 4 before but you have time for now. YOU NEED TO FORGET ABOUT THE PAST AND WHAT YOUR MOTHER SAYS! It will releive a lot of stress from your shattered life! AsH! P.S. Stay positive!
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you had sex with a guy?! HONEY!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg your not supose to have sex until your married!!!
And kids our age are supose to have responsibilties.... with our family...
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first off i think you need 2 4 get the guys for a while or until you get where you wanna b in your life.... it sounds like you have a lil 2 much stress as well.... i guess just keep callin the guy for a lil bit and if he doesnt answer after a while then you'll KNO it is time to move on in your life..
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first of all get rid of that dying stuff. you are obviously a very talented girl. taking care of the house and living a teen life. many people cannot do one or the other but you seemed to have mastered it.
long distance relationships are hard but if you truly love this boy then you will make it work and it seems to me that he loved you as well. dont stress over not picking up the phone or him writing back at this very second. he may feel that moving was hard enuff and getting closer to you will make things even harder. let him know that you will be there for him because it seems like you are someone who is very close to his heart.
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aww hunny its alright! well one thing really struck me...be the girl i once was. i will tell you, no it wont be like that instantly if ever. jst live life week by week focusing on how to make yourself better one step at a time. you cant really avoid the chores or anything but i totally understand why you would think you have nothing to live for. a friend of mine had this problem...she was basically raising herself at 13. she found refuge in an adult friend...she didnt tell her the big problem (she was suicidal) but having her to talk to helped her get out it. as for your heartbreak, if he isnt answering, dont beat yourself over it. things change even when you dont want them too. the relatioship sounded almost too good to be true. try to move on...this will help you out. for your mother...o gosh. well this girl had the problem too. she got a journal and wrote all this bad stuff in there, never to be read again. now to help her, she does a lot of sports, runs alot (it realeses natural highs) and just isolates herself so no one can invade her space.
if you need anything else, feel free to ask! <3
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