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my life is shit
i wanna die
here i go
its a bumpy ride
wondering how and when
it should be done
should i stab my chest
or use a gun
should i poison myself
or maybe drown
will people smile
or will they frown
will they cry
i'll never know
doesnt matter
here i go
should i slit my wrists
or not do it at all
im on a cliff
should i fall
if i die
will you care
or will you pretend
i was never there
why doesnt anyone like me?
why doesnt anyone care?
why doesnt anyone help?
why isnt anyone there?
I try to talk to people
I try to tell them how I feel
damn, i pour my heart to them
because this i can't conceal
I've always been ignored
I've always been scared
I've cried
I've tried
But now I wana die
So now I have made a choice
a choice about death or life
I wipe my tears away
and get out a knife
I stab it into my wrists
cut them real deep
soon I'll be in a better place
the bloods starting to seep
i have no more worries
no more fears
no more pain
dont have cry no more tears
now i am happy
wait, should I be?
I have missed out on my whole life
I am drenched in blood, just look at me
I am sorry mommy
I am sorry dad
I knew you always loved me
sorry to make you sad
but now all i can see is white
i'm getting close to the light
bye to people who ignored me'
bye to the people who hated me
bye to the people who didn't know i even existed bye forever
I am at the light now
I am in a better place
do not follow me
i am never to far away
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Well im just pointing this out on your lines saying you'll be in a better place... a better place then world itself is heaven... but if you are suicidal then... you'd go to hell unless your referring to that in the first place-trix
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WOW,
I can't quite explain how i feel after reading this poem. its a misture. 1 its really a great poem and you should summit to WWW.Poetry.com you will most defenitly have it published.
2 its sad in away that you feel this way and yet i understand. please don't commit suiicde. i really can't help you sitting at this computer typing something. I want to help you but i feel useless. i know that you feel lost and alone and that no one likes you i've been there and stiil am butjust killing your self doesn't solve anything. honestly. sence i was little i have always been ignored by everyone i knew and made fun of anywhere i went. i try to turn to someone that i thought cared and they seemed to busy to care. i understand but to be honest i'd rather pore my heart out to someone than the thought of the people that hated me smiling when im gone.
I know i probaly haven't helped you but all i can say PLEASE don't commit suiside.
sincerely
advice~gurl
Kathleen
P.S.
my e-mail is kutekrushkat@yahoo.com
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dear poet
if this is real in your life just dont get the knife life is better than it seems u still have time to fufill ur dreams so wat im tryn to say is dont throw ur life away itz ment to be lived so dont give up hope
always, becca
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That's a really good poem. But I hope you don't mean that! Next time at the end type in like whether it's a poem or if it's realy how you feel cuz I am lost! Please rate me!
~Angie
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Wow...You're poem is beautiful. And I know poetry comes from the bottom of your heart, since I write too, so I know what you wrote is serious. My poetry sounds a lot like yours so I know what kind of state you must be in. I know it's hard to ask for help when you are depressed, lonely, and scared. Sitting down with someone you never met before and spilling your heart out about suicide and lonliness is one of the hardest thing to do...but it does help. My suggestion is go to someone for help...your school counciller, a therapist, anyone. It actually can be easier to talk to someone like that since you know that they will not tell anyone, theyre not going to judge you, they care, and they want to help. that's what they are there for. I know it's hard and very very scary...and if it helps you can talk to me on AIM. My screenname is DevilsHalo03. I know how hard depression is,I've been there, I still am...so if you need someone to just listen adn give advice when asked, I'm here. I won't judge, I'll listen and I'll try to help in whatever way I can. Hang in there, I know you can do this. Be strong, show all those who have put you down how amazing and strong you can be. You can beat this.
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If this is real you really need to get some help. Sicide is not the answer talk to your school counceler or an adult because you really need to get some help. If this is a sick joke then it is not funny millions of kids die each year due to suicide. It is not a funny matter!! you should contact the teen help line! whatever you do think about the consequences first....
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Let me start of with saying you definitely need to to talk to someone about this. Suicide is NOT the answer, and guess what, I care about you, even if others don't.
And abou the part where people ignored you, you're much better off than me. People DON'T ignore me and MY life is HORRID! People really suck. And the ones that hate you? Yeah, total morons. You want a good life? Work for it. Look, in MY life, the people who DON'T ignore me hit me and insult me. I've got nearly ZERO friends, and I can't connect with the ones I have, they're closer to just 'aquainances'. Why do I keep leaving? Everyone has some goal. You good at anything, art, writing, etc. I'm a writer, and that's my reason to live. To write my books.
You have religion? That's my second reason. If so, talk to you're priest/rabbi/etc.. If not, I've found the universe is a more tolerable place with a God or some spiritual force.
The way to achieve that 'better place' is through life.
I don't care why you hate life, talk to someone, you'll find out life ain't such shit.
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I really hope this is just random poetry...If it is, it's excellent. It moved me.
If it isn't, please, PLEASE, talk to someone. Suicide is NEVER the answer. There's always something to live for.
-Siren
If you want someone to talk to, really, you can IM me. I'm SirenCytherea on AIM. =)
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