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I wish I could have one ounce of control of my life. I'm stuck in a household that is always drama every night. I'm 20/female, and I have no one else to go to. Everyone is hateful here and threatening me they will ruin relationships with the little family I have with rumors. I didn't cause this and I'm the one left with the shame. Why did God give me this? Could I make it on $400 if I moved now? That's all I have. If I'm lucky I'll find a job somewhere but nothing is ever guaranteed. I don't have any friends or anyone that cares in my daily life. If I moved to another state, maybe that chance are better than the chances of trying to survive this hell. If nobody helps me, I might as well commit suicide tonight.
Never, ever, ever lose hope. I know it's so cliche, but things really do get better. It's so hard to see it from the bottom, but it does go up. Prove to yourself and everyone around you that you ARE stronger than this.
You DO have control over your life. Try looking on the internet for local support groups maybe for help for people to talk to, to lean on or something. I don't know much about them or anything, I've always used different resources, but they seem like they might be helpful to you.
You should definitely go out looking for a job. Apply, apply, apply. The worst they can say is no. And you can't get a job if you don't apply.
Just don't give up. Your life is worth living. You deserve to live and to be happy.
Feel free to contact me and talk to me if you EVER need ANYTHING. :)
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Thank you.
I like your username.
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