15/f. I apologize, this is really long.
Well, I'm beginning (and have already BEEN) to be VERY depressed. And I mean, sometimes for no reason at all. I can't talk to ANYONE. My parents don't understand...and tell me "Oh...don't be ridiculous...there is nothing wrong with you. Everyone passes through this stage". etc. It's driving me nuts. There is too much pressure from school (having to get straight A's or else my parents will EXPLODE), I HATE my friends. They haven't ever done ANYTHING for me. NEVER. They never.......care. :( When I look at them...I see FAKE USERS. They talk crap behind me...which I can prove. I've been cutting myself...and I can't stop. I have NO ONE to talk to and no one to confide in. I don't know if I have some kind of mental illness...but I feel so freaking ALONE in this world. So very lonely. NOBODY and NOTHING ..(LOL) understands me. I feel like an outcast. I'm constantly judged by everything. music tastes, clothes, grades etc. I'm so different. ARGH. I want a therapist and I was wondering (after writing such a long paragraph) if I'm in need of one. :/ Any suggestions? Do therapists actually help? Thanks in advance.
I know exactly what you mean. I feel depressed a lot so I know how you feel. First of all, you need to stop cutting yourself. You might not want to but its for the best. Secondly try talking to your doctor. He or she can definetly tell you if you suffer from depression. And I would look into seeing a therapist. I think its great that you want to get help. A therapist can help you deal with feeling that you feel you cant talk to your parents or friends about. They wont judge you but they can offer suggestions and help. Hope my advice helps! If you ever need to talk just send me a message. Im a great listener.
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Thanks soooo much!
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