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Hey, I'm a girl and I'm 14 years old. Okay I'm sure I love guys and everything, but I'm attracted to my best friend and my best friend is also a girl and 13 years old. I know I'm not attracted to any other girls, but her. It's weird because I feel if I could be with her it would be less complex then with a guy and since I know everything about her and she knows everything about me I feel we could be very happy together. I don't look at other girls or watch porno to see girls at all. I flirt with guys but just a lot less now because I'm focused on my best friend and I. I know for a fact if she doesn't want to be with me that way I'll go back to guys and I'll have no regret in my life becuase i went for her. We've experimented 3 times now and liked it time. One time she's wanted me so badly she's licked her lips at me and at the same time stared deep in my eyes craving to touch me. We do have a plan to try to go to college together and live together and get a big house together. We feel very relaxed and happy around each other. My life couldn't feel anymore complete without her. It's like guys are a last resort because I know if I can't have be with her then I'll go for guys. I'm very scared to tell her because if I do she'll be freaked out and wouldn't wanna be best freinds with me anymore or just be around me anymore. Please help a girl out!

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