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Hey guys. I'm just a girl going through the transition of a teenager to an adult and all that it entails.
I've had a colourful life with many a lesson learned and much to offer. Whether you want advice, support or just a chat then all you gotta do is reach out.
I'm honest, whether it hurts or not, but i'm fair; open minded and philosophical, a little crazy yet very logical, at times rather controversial.
If you have a question go ahead and ask!
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I have a problem. See, I really like this guy but I have no clue what he thinks of me. Sometimes, I find excuses to talk to him in a group when I have the chance to make a comment. But, no actual conversation has occured. At least twice I have caught him stare at me for a long period of time. Today, I looked over and he was staring. I can't even explain the look. It's like the world runs normal around everyone else because he is his usual goofy self. He never seems like he could be shy. He seems so confident. I stared for a bit, then looked over at this other girl because I wanted to figure out if he was looking her way. He wasn't. I kept my eyes forward, and for a few more seconds I felt his eyes on me. So, I don't know what he thinks about me.
Please help!!!
Signed, Curious and Confused
Theres only on way to find out. When you have a break in the day, go over and talk to him! He seems to like you but youre never gonna know unless you both actually have a conversation. If you cant get a break during the day perhaps ask him if he wants to do something when youre both free. Something light hearted with not too much pressure. Maybe lunch? If he's not gonna make a move then its upto you!
Hi so ok i've noticed for a while now i've been paranoid. when i was in elementary, middle, and high school i was bullied. in middle school these girls would prank call my house, and even know when the phone rings i get paranoid that it might be someone bad. and in high school i always thought people were talking about me. i even confronted them and i ended up getting bullied. i've been seeing a therapist and i always tell her i am paranoid about people talking about me and she thinks nothing is wrong and i haven't told her about the phone calls i am so paranoid about. i get paranoid about the phone calls when my parents around. today this boy and girl that sit behind me were laughing when i was about to sit down and i thought they were laughing and talking about me. and i turned around and i was like what and the girl said nothing, and so did the guy. this other guy who sat next to me sat next to me only the first day and we were at the front of the class. i thought he stopped sitting next to me because he thought i was staring at him, and i wasn't and i keep thinking about it. and i noticed no one will sit next to me in the class like i am at the front and the seats next to me are always empty, and i am paranoid and think maybe because no one wants to sit with me because i am weird, or i smell, or because they don't want to be my friend. i mean im 20 years old and i wonder when this will stop. this has been happening for a while. i get paranoid when my parents are on the computer because i am always afraid they'll find i was on watching porn which i've stopped watching since yesterday so i can stop being paranoid. i even had a dream that they found out and they were mad. and whenever they are talking to each other i get paranoid that they are talking about me like my bad behavior. and last week i got suspicious of someone who i though was following me when i was coming home from school. they followed me but they ended up turning in a different neighborhood. and when i came home i was scared still and i closed my garage door. i mean i am so paranoid it's getting to the point where i am so anxious about everything. i got paranoid today that these two guys were talking about me when they were leaving this restaurant we were eating at. i didn't know them but they worked at the toyota dealership and i told one of them i had a camry that was scratched and he thought it was funny and for a little while i thought they were talking about me because they were laughing. so i don't know what to do anymore. i have no self esteem and i always thinks no one likes me because i am weird and their always talking about me. what should i do?
The only way your therapist can help you is if you be totally honest with her. Explain, in detail, everything to her just as you have done here. and if you feel uncomfortable bringing the subject up in session then perhaps writing it down to her in a letter may help. If she doesnt take you seriously the find one who will and report her to her superiors.
It sounds as if you need some anxiety management and to be able to work on your self esteem and interpersonal skills. From what youve experienced with your peers in the past its completely understandable that you feel this way.
You also have to make an effort too. Use distraction techniques, Get to know the people in your current classes and see what theyre really like. And even if people are talking about you, so what? They are not important parts of your life and as soon as you leave schooling youre never gonna see them again. Let them talk if they want to.
Learn to accept and move on. Dont let your past bullies ruin your life today. Open up to a professional and learn to love yourself. You're al that matter, not them.
My cousin and i have been fighting a lot lately. He's gotten really close to our other cousin who doesn't like me to much. He told me he doesn't want anything to do with me and he's starting to "bully" me now. He's not bipolar but he has moods where he's ok with me and then all of a sudden he acts like he hates me even when our other cousin isn't around. help please! i just want to know what his problem is but when i ask he says he doesn't know.
Stand up for yourself. You've already done the right thing by talking to him about it to which he gave you an answer of indifference. It's time to let him know that you wont stand for that. If he's not going to treat you with respect then you dont need him for company.
I am the mother of 5 sons. We were always very close. Three years ago, my 2nd born was married to a girl he had been dating for several years. Both were in their mid to late twenties and already well established in their respective careers. It became evident after the engagement, that she did not care for our family very much. At the wedding reception, when the happy couple went around and visited each table after dinner, she decided that she would only visit those tables on her side and not ours. Our son did carry on and visited the rest of the tables despite her snub. After she had danced with her father, and he with her mother, my son came over and asked me to dance. It was so beautiful and I still cherish that time. He came over to his father and asked him to dance with the bride. At the start of the next dance, my husband walked straight across the dance floor to her and asked if she would dance with him. She looked him straight in the eye and said "NO".
In 2009, my dear mom died and I was devastated. My son called me and told me he was sorry for my loss. It was a terrible time. Later, I realized his wife didn't call me or even send a card. I was still emotional but I felt he should know this upset me. I emailed and told him how hurt I was, and felt that she didn't have any respect for me. As his mother, the person that gave birth to him he should give me respect for at least giving birth to him. I could not believe his response! He said I had to earn his respect, and "should the bastard son of a crack whore give her respect just because she gave birth to him?" Those words keep echoing in my mind. I cannot get over the hurt they caused and broke my heart.
I need advice on how I can move on with my life. I especially would welcome advice from other mothers. I don't know if I should talk to him or show him how much he hurt me, give him silence and maybe having my husband standing with me and saying how dare he did this to your mother. He didn't say anything to him back then. I feel all alone. I have no females in my family. Just males, they can't understand a mothers heart. Please help me. I would appreciate your feedback.
BTW - I've never done crack or any other drug. I homeschooled all of my boys through high school and all except my 18 year old have done exceptionally well in college. And my 'baby' will be starting next semester!
Jann (55 Female)
I may not be a parent but i sure am a daughter so hopefully this helps.
It sounds as if he's angry. He'll be more than aware of his wife's disdain towards you and with you then voicing your problem with his wife, he could have seen this as an attack on his wife. Remember here that this is the woman that he has chosen to spend his life with and to create his own family. Once you got married and had your own kids, was anything more important to you than them?
Give your son a few days to cool off and then invite both he and his wife over to talk, have your husband with you for support. It's clear that you and your daughter-in-law will never play happy families but perhaps, for the sake of your son - as you both love him - and the rest of your family, agree to be civil towards eachother. Even take the oppertunity to ask her why she doesnt like you.
Remind your son that you love him regardless of anything and that you still want to be part of his life, you just want him to treat you as a son and not with malice, which isnt asking for much. Instead of pulling out the mother card just approach the subject calmy and in an assertive manner. Treat him like the adult he is not your little boy.
All you can do is try to talk to him and figure out the problem with the hope of a resolution. Your daughter-in-law has been flat out rude throughout and you dont deserve that. If theres a chance on maintaining a relationship with your son then grab it with both hads and if its going to happen, she needs to change the way she treats you.
Ive been with this guy for a year and a half. When I went away to school(7 hours away) we continued to date and we’d get into casual fights. But in the spring, he moved 2 hours away from me. I’ve seen him almost every weekend including last. But he started getting really bad about calling me. He says hes always stressed out with school and that he is really unhappy with where he is. He told me during the weekend that he only seemed to have fun with me these days and was tired of the two guys who talked him into moving there(one of them is freeloading on his couch) I could see he was really frustrated but when I didn’t hear from him all day on Tuesday I guess I kinda flipped out and was angry that he never calls. He apologized on the phone but then I hung up crying, he never tried to call me back so I called him on skype. On there, he basically said he didn’t want me anymore and hung up. Knowing he was stressed I called him back and he said he was sorry and he was just angry and didn’t want to talk but he still wanted me. I basically made him stay on the phone which I shouldn’t of but I was so sad and scared that I wouldn’t hear from him for a while. Then he hung up again and sent me a message just saying goodnight. I waited till the next night and I heard nothing from him. I got pretty pathetic saying please a lot but still nothing. So I haven’t tried to call or text him for 2 days. And ive heard nothing from him. Normally I’d figure the no hearing is him just breaking up with me. But he’s done this before. He will break up with me for about 4 days to a week and then he will call me crying saying he loves me and he was just overwhelmed. I just want to know if everyone thinks this is just gonna be a never ending thing with him or if hes just stressed and needs me to be understanding. I really care so much about him and know he feels the same. Can this even be fixed or should I just ignore his phone calls and move on? Do you think he’ll even call this time? Please any help would be appreciated. I really don’t want to end it but I’m so confused. How can an amazing weekend with him turn to this?
Give him some space to think about all of this. Perhaps with everything thats going on in his life he hasnt time for a relationship or perhaps its the distance or a variety of things. But let him figure it out. Its really obvious he cares a lot about you but his saying he didnt want you anymore, angry or not, didnt just come from nowhere.
Maybe leave it a week or two. If he doesnt call then you call him. Arrange to see eachother at the weekend and just have a talk. Get it all out there about whats going on, what you want out of the relationship and where you both stand.
It int fair on either of you to leave this unresolved.
hi. im a senior in my school and i will graduate pretty soon.
but i actually don't want to because i have a big crush on one of my last year's teachers who is 10 years older than me.
i dont mean to brag or anything, but i am a kind of nice looking girl and 4 guys in the school keep asking me out. but i avoid all of them just because of him :(. he is really nice to me, he always says hi to me, always hugs me, stares at me, and sometimes even winks at me. and every time he does not say hi i get depressed. but i try to run away from him, because i think it will be embarrassing if he finds out about my feelings.
do you think i should tell him about my feelings?!?
i really really like him. what should i do? helpp!
Its not a good idea to tell him that you like him as long as youre a student at the school he works at. If he does reciprocate those feelings then he could lose his job. There is a clear boundary between teacher and pupil that must be respected.
You could always tell him after you graduate but be prepared if he doesnt feel the same way as you. He may simply be showing you kindness or you could just be his favourite pupil. Dont mistake his liking you for physical attraction.
Chances are you'll move onto college or work and you'll forget about him after a while. Im sure we call al testify to having a huge crush on a teacher at some point! And sometimes relationships with age gaps do work out but even then, do you really think the ten year age gap wont be an issue? Even if he is attracted to you he may not want a relationship with you.
Look at this realistically and if you decide to tell him them make sure youre aware of the risks involved.
my vagina is leaking some almost green ooze. it itches really bad & scabbing is starting to form. im so scared to tell my boyfriend.. or my mom. help! also my vaj lips are getting really saggy.
Don't panic. It sounds like a bacterial infection. In any case get an appointment and get yourself down to your gynaecologist. They can give you a definite answer and the proper treatment. Theres no reason you have to suffer in silence like this and trust me, they've seen it all before.
Im 19 and female and my best friend hasn't been talking to me that much this week. We used to talk all the time. Now ever since I've been busy with school and work she's been hanging out with this other friend but theyre not best friends like me and her. I've never ever slept over at her house because theres been problems with her parents and me but that's changed now. Anyway this girl just slept over at her house and they hung out at the mall. And now theyre hanging out again today. I'm kind of mad because she hasn't really talked to me and she's acting distant. And she's always hanging out and talking to this other girl. Is this normal? I just am not used to this at all. This is fridays and we always hangout on fridays. I feel like she doesn't really like me as a best friend anymore...what do you think? And now that she's with that friend and she's ignoring me.
It sounds as if she's a little miffed that you havent been around lately which is understandable. A bit of punishment by keeping her distance from you. You just have to find the balance between your responsibilities (ie school and work) and making time for the people important in your life.
It's understandable that she'll be hanging around with another friend as a result but dont feel threatened if she spends time with her other friends. If you are as important to her as she is you then you should know that you're not replaceable to her.
She's your best friend, talk to her. We all make mistakes with our friends but who else can you talk to if not your bestie? Listen to what eachother has to say and both make more effort to keep this friendship going strong. Things in life can start to strain any relationship. Its how you handle them that matters. It sounds as if you both just need a little reassurance as to how important to eachother you really are.
Hi.
parent,teacher conference is SOON.
and i dont want mine to go.
what do i do?!! mines bad..and i have
that sick feeling in my stomach just thinking about it
how do i get them to not go,
and reports are coming home too! im so dreading it!
If you've been doing things wrong in school then you need to face upto it. Its important for parents to be involved with their kids education and if youre not performing so well or causing trouble then you're going to be called on it.
Your parents will understandably be disappointed with you - its part of growing up! - but you can make the choice to turn things around and really make a difference, not only for your parents but for yourself.
I doubt there's any way to stop your parents going but what you can do is tell them what to expect from your teachers beforehand. They'll be even more upset having to hear it from a teacher and not from you.
You made bad choices and there are consequences for that.
23/f
I don't even know where to start. I was in an abusive relationship with a man I thought I'd marry, until he hurt me. He stopped me from running away from him by grabbing my throat from behind and tossing me in the opposite direction...so I have whiplash, and maybe a disk problem. Now I wake up every day in severe neck and back pain, and sometimes it's just really difficult to convince myself to keep going.
Don't worry, I'm not suicidal. I'm just severely unmotivated, to the point that I forget to eat, have no appetite, want to do nothing but sleep and cuddle my cat, and feel uncomfortable out of my apartment for more than a couple of hours.
I have a job, and I love my job, but the pain is making it so difficult recently...people depend on me, and I find myself not caring, which is wholly unlike me.
I'm seeing a pain management specialist and I've had procedures done, I'm on pain medication and antidepressants, and I just...I don't know.
Anyone have any words of encouragement? I just...need a kind word or two... :(
Thanks to all who respond.
There are many of us who have been in abusive relationships of varying degrees, myself included. You need to look at the reality here. You got out of your abusive relationship, you have a job you love and he hasnt totally destroyed you to the point where youre in an inpatient hospital doped up on meds and on constant suicide watch. You have a lot going for you and this man does not deserve to be the reason that youre feeling so down and out.
Things happen life and in the end its about survival. See this as an oppertunity to grow stronger as a person, to prove to no one but yourself that you can put this behind you and find yourself a man that will treat you with the love and respect that you deserve.
Call up some good friends and have a good bonding sesh, get back out there with people you trust and have yourself a good time. You've earned it. Look after yourself because you're worth it.
The only way we can get over our fears is if we face them.
my boobs are tooo big. should i get surgery done on them? help
luv big boobs
Many women experience problems due to breasts that are too large for their frame and often find it very uncomfortable, irritative and a cause of back problems.
Before turning to surgery there are things you can do beforehand. A common result of large breasts is being overweight. And even if you aren't there still exercises that specifically target that area. The bulk of your breasts is fat so in consulting a professional, i think there is much you can do on that front.
You could also consult your GP on many other options. Im sure i've heard of a totally herbal breast reduction pill that one can take. Whether its effective or not is something you can ask your GP.
If youre still a teen then it would be advisable to wait a few years a see how you feel about them with a more mature attitude towards your own body image as well as general growth of self esteem and a better knowledge of who you are as an adult.
If they're really giving you physical problems then you can approach your doctor to see if they can do anything before resorting to surgery.
If you are 100% sure that you want surgery then go for it. If its negatively affecting the quality of your life then by all means just do so with a rational mind and be sure to get a surgeon that your own doctor oversees and is reputable with many references. The last thing you want is a botched boob job.
If youre in the UK and your breasts are causing you physical problems with the probability of long term physical problems such as back and spinal problems etc then the NHS will cover it. Otherwise, look into the policies of your insurance.
Okay so I'm Bi and I have a Bi friend, whom I kissed at my friends 13th birthday. She and I are both very open about being Bi and I'm 12 and she is 13 we are both girls. I know we are to young to be kissing and dating and stuff. But after I kissed her a really latched onto her and stuck around her and ended up REALLY liking her. She has a boyfriend who is aware of her bisexuality. We slept in the same bed that night, although my other friends were afraid to let us. I don't know what to do about this or if I seriously like her or it's just the effect of kissing her. I don't know. Please help me!
Being a preteen its normal to be confused over these things. But unless she pulled back from you during that kiss, it wasnt you just kissing her but she was doing so right back and by the sound of things, without hesitation or any awkward/negative repercussions afterwards.
It seems she may like you as well. The only way you can know is by talking to her about it. See where you both stand on this. Even if she doesnt reciprocate, if she's a friend worth having it wont stand in the way of your friendship.
hey ya'll i am 13 female and i like lesbain porn. i dont know why but it just seems sexy and hot to me. im not a lesbain but it is just better for me to see lesbains having sex and what nots than to see a man and a woman. i was wondering if that is bad? is or no?
i rate high for good answers!
THANKS
There is no "bad" or "good" when it comes to sexuality. At your age its normal to want to experiment sexually with what you like and dont like. Many girls have gone through it before anf many will hereafter.
Infact its quite common that teens will at some point become aroused by sexual acts of their own gender. It doesnt mean youre a lesbian or even bi sexual.
Being a lesbian implies you having feelings for a female and interest in having relationships with them, dating them, building a future with them and all round choosing them as your life partners. Its not all about sex and even if you did sleep with a few girls in your teens or are attracted to them it still, in no way, means you're not straight.
There's always a possibility you could develop further feelings for females when youre a little older and by then feel free to experiment and see whether you could have or want to have a relationship with girls.
But you're completely normal and have nothing to worry about!
hey everybody! my question is how old do you have to be to get a small vibrator from spencers at the mall?
Thanks
Depends on where you live the general age to buy sex toys is eighteen years old by law, regardless of the shop.
hey ya'll. 15 f. i want to know what exactly does ejaculate mean? also i want to know how to learn how to squirt when you come. cuz i read it in a book that some girls can do that and i wondered how you could do that and if you could teach yourself how to do it.
thanks
Ejaculation occurs at the peak of a mans sexual pleasure which is then released upon orgasm during which the make penis produces semen, the fluid that carries sperm, and is the natural objective of sexual stimulation.
Here is a link providing a detailed explanation of female ejaculation (squirting): http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Female_ejaculation
I dated this one guy like 2 months ago. He broke up with me because supposively he didnt want to cheat on me. I got mad because before we got together he was dieing to go out with me and becoming bf and gf and he said he was in love with me and all this crap then he just ends it like nothing. :/ AFter about a month he texted me and started bragging about his new gf. I got mad and didn't text back. Then a month later he texted me again asking me how have i been. Should I keep talking to him as friends or should I just forget about him and lose contact ?
P.S. I'm 15 and he's 16 .
I think he was feeding you BS with the 'i love you' stuff. I hardly think a sixteen year old knows what genuine love really is let along in the space of two months. Furthermore if he did love you he certainly wouldnt even be thinking about cheating on you after only two months. When someone cheats in a relationship and still love their partner usually its a stupid mistake due to problems in the relationship. HIs disregard for you is only further exacerbated by telling you he has a girlfriend after such a short amount of time.
You could start talking to him again. You'd just have to be on your guard and make sure your BS-o-meter is working. If he starts with his usual ways then atleast you know he hasnt really changed and you needn't waste anymore time on him.
what is the difference between giving heads and s blow job! i kinda know what they are but then someone used it in a weird way and i just want to make sure i have them straight! thanks a bunch!
love ya!
Head and blowjob are the same thing. Where you orally give a man sexual pleasure by means of licking, sucking, stroking etc.
I went thru a bad thing with this guy "J." It took me a year to get over it. I stopped dating and looking for guys for 1 year 6 months. Mostly because I found that I never could like anyone in that way. Until I met "T." It was pretty much an instant thing we started talking in class laughing mostly. He makes me laugh. He has a girlfriend. They've been together almost 2 years. He's also a flirt. He's probably a player too. I don't know. I know he's never cheated on his girlfriend, just flirting. I know he likes me. I really like him. Sometimes we text a lot sometimes we don't. Right now he pisses me off because I don't know if he's playing me but when were together its diffrent. I can help but smile. He's beautiful to me. Maybe not to other girls but to me. I don't know what to do. Like he doesn't let me close to him like emotionaly. He does want physical but its hard to talk to him about us because I don't want him to know I'm so in to him if he's playing me. Ill play right into the game I don't wanna play. Like yesterday he texted me randomly and just said am I Hot? I said he was cute. He said why am I not Hot? Well he is but I wasn't gonna tell him that. So I said why does it matter he just said he just wanted to know. I said sure you are. He said that wasn't an answer. Why ami not hot. I said i dont know I can't think of any real reason your not. He said ok. I said what was the point of that. He didn't answer. He does that a lot when he doesn't want me to know something I guess. Today he texted me and said he was in the hospital. That he flipped his fourwheeler. Well naturally I freaked. I said What?! What'd you Hurt? He said I think I broke a rib. I said oh. Dang freak me out. He said what'd you think happened. I said I don't know I figured you'd really got hurt. He said a broken rib can puncture a lung and I could die I said yeah I know. He said exactly and I said. Okay. Bye. I realized exactly how freaked id gotten over him and id realized how close id let him get to me. Well he said whatever your such an a** I said want me to worry bout U? He said your an a** I get hurt and all you say is bye. I said sorry you got hurt he said whatever go do what u gotta do. I said I'm not doing anything. No answer. Soi sent him another saying I wasn't trying to b an a** I figured you'd be busy. No answer. I texted him again a couple hours later and said you alright and no answer. I guess he's mad. What do I do about that and what should I do about the whole situation. I don't want to get played. I don't want to get hurt. He has so much power ovr me and I absolutely hate it. I've never been so powerless. I'm a very strong person normally. Please and thanks for helping I'm 16 & he's 17 if that matters.
It sounds as if he has issues. He was clearly looking for attention with the whole hospital conversation (do you know for sure he was actually in hospital. It was as if he played on your shocked and concerned reaction of his situation and took it even further and when you didn't fall apart with worry over him and instead dismissed him, he got angry and felt uncared for and possibly a little abandoned.
Then he is always looking for your approval with the flirting and the constant need for reassurance. I can assure you that grovelling for forgiveness wont make him forgive you.
Go over to his place and just talk to him face to face. Explain the situation and assure him that he means a lot to you and that your relationship is important to you and secure. That he can depend on you for advice and support.That youre there for him.
Maybe spend a little more time with him and een if he closes himself off to you emotionally, he'll open up when he feels the time is right, when he is ready to.
look i am not new to this but its kinda freaking me out..ok first i want to let you know i had a period last month on the 30th of december..i neva know when my periods gonna come it comes when it wants to in the beggining at the end whenever..but anyways as of january the 10th me and my daughters father has been tryning to have another baby and he came in me like 6 times already so you know im thinking im pregnant..im ohhh so happy..but today january 27th at 9 i had came down on my period..so what do that mean at this point..i havent even took a pregnancy test yet
If you have your period then i doubt youre pregnant.
Many couples run into problems conceiving. It would be worth making an appointment to make sure everything is okay - physically wise - and look at all of your options.
so i posted a question about my friend is controlling. i mean she's like that around me and a few other girls she's close with. i don't know if she does that with her other friends. i decided to hangout with her less, but at some point she's going to ask me why and i plan on telling her because i am busy. i know i can't change her. but should i change my behavior and still hangout with her? i mean is it really worth it? because i mean she's become really religious and at first she would talk to me about Christianity and believing in Jesus and i was all for it but then i felt uncomfortable and it seemed like the church friends that she is friends with only like me when i go to church with them. i mean some of them are rude too, but my friend has become so controlling that it's hard to think that she's changed her ways because of the influence in her life. Now since she realizes that she can't change my religion she tries to change the way i look telling me to buy new shoes because mine's had a hole, wanting to do m y eyebrows, and always yelling at me and saying it's not a big deal, i don't why your making such a big deal out of it. i mean i am sick of it and i know i probably shouldn't hangout with her, but then i'll feel like i am doing that because she's mean and i can't stand it, but i can't change her. and not only that she'll want to hangout but she'll tell me oh i have to do some stuff i'll call you and then she won't call me til 10 o clock at night. and she never wants to come over. she's always says oh you come over because her lazy ass doesn't want to do anything. then she has the nerve to tell me i am rude to her too and starts saying all this crap. even though i am rude to her when she starts with me. she always says my name whenever she gets annoyed with me. i mean she's really unpleasant but i can't changer her so should i still hangout with her? i mean do you think it's worth it?
I think you should talk to her about it. Before giving up on a relationship you should exhaust ever option lest you second guess your decision later.
Whether she's aware of it or not shes controlling your relationship and making you feel two inches tall in the process. You dont deserve that and you certainly dont treat the people you call friends in such a manner either. When you approach her dont accuse or demean or shout at her about it. Just calmly talk to her about it and express yourself to her as you have done on here. Youre not asking her to change her personality. Just the way she treats you. And if she does change then please remember she may make mistakes but just give her gentle reminders.
If she refuses to change then youre better off without her. A friend doesnt consciously treat a friend with any sort of malice and for them to do so is inexcusable.