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15/f

There were many times when I felt like killing myself because I'd hate my life and I'd get into deep depression, like I'd cry myself to sleep...I wanna stop feeling that way, but I don't know how! Well, somedays I'll feel all great, but than other days I'll feel really depressed...I'm just hoping that one day it doesn't go too far so that I'll actually kill myself! What can I do to prevent myself from suicide??? _(link)

Get your self some Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.

Ok... So My Boyfriend has some.. family problems with his older brother/guardian....like Incessant rape? I can't take it anymore I've been understanding about it and since I live so far away I can't do anything to stop it but talk to my boyfriend and comfort him when he's depressed. Some of my other friends call me "the fortune cookie" because I'll change completely from a hyper bubbly girl to someone who seems as if they're reading off of fortune cookies!

Countless times I've talked him out of suicide and harming himself, I've even gotten him to stop taking drugs and drinking.

But It seems I've run out of things to say to comfort him, and today I asked him what was wrong.
"My life." was his answer.
I tried to explain it as shattered glass, to relate to how he was feeling. but if anything I think I made him worse off.

So not only does it depress me to see him depressed, to know he lies about how he feels so I won't worry, but him lying just makes me worry more.

I've often said to myself, " How's it feel to know everything you do never matters at all? "

When we first met he said I'd leave just like everyone else in his life, but here I am...a little over a year later! and as each day goes by, no matter how much I love him I'm beginning to think that maybe I've made his life worse off?

So what should I do?
I'm open to any suggestions
because if it's able to make him happy I'm willing to do anything...

I say what I mean and I mean what I say, so I hope you can do the same to help me before I crack and go back to my own ways before he made my life happier... _(link)

Get some Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.

everythings going wrong with me and i don't know why... i keep crying uncontrollably and i cant stop. I don't to leave my room cuz i'm scared if i'm in public i'll just randomly start crying and everyone will think i'm a freak... and my eyes are all swollen from crying to much... so bascially i just sit at home all day at eat and think about how pathetic i am and cry... i want to be happy but i don't know how to make this stop. I've even thought about suicide but i couldnt do that

So basically what i'm asking for is advice on how to make me happy. Things that make you happy... blah blah blah _(link)

Your lacking B3 Get your self some Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.

Well ever since i was little Ive had depression and anxiety...Ive tried almost every type of antidepressants, anxiety meds and all kinds of therapy, except shock therapy...I've been in inpatient programs three times as well as out patient...no matter what i do and don't do, I'm always soo depressed...not a day goes by that i don't want to die...I'm 19 now, still suffering from horrible panic attacks and suicidal thoughts...i have a boyfriend and i love him so much...and i don't want to live with out him...but my depression and anxiety makes me push him away...and its not him saying it...i no i do it...i just want to be happy...i haven't not wanted to kill myself in over 10 years...Ive tried suicide 6 times and was hospitalized each time...but for some reason nothing is helping me...i don't know what to do...i'm going insane and slowly giving up...Ive tried everything...HELP ME PLEASE!!! _(link)

i saw two girls and one cup and now i'm thinking of suicide! HELP!!! _(link)

Hi. im 16. going to be a 10th grader. i dont know why, im just so depressed. there are always bad things happening around me.

when i was little i had a best freind, whos parents were freinds of my parents. we knew each other since birth, and we ended up liking each other and stuff. i dont know. but something happend to him, and he totally changed (we are thinking he was maybe raped or something.) anyways, i lost him as a friend in about ... 5th grade. that was the major begining of my depression. his parents then divorced (his dad is mental) a couple years ago and well now, his mom, who i feel like shes my aunt, is gunna die in 4 months of cancer. and my old freind (who i havent talked to in 3 years) is going to prolly go live with his mental dad who he hates..

then in 7th grade i finally got a bf. we were together almost 2 years, and then we had some issues, and he ended up being upset that we never did much, so he went behind my back texting girls (including my cousin) very inappropriate texts and everything. he broke up with me after i found out. that was DEVASTATING. it took me forever to get over that, and i still really havent. he says he still loves me and he was just fghting with himself and stuff. i dont know im not going back to him because he will hurt me again.

i now have a bf, tho i emailed him a break up (because i dont have his home number and his cell broke) and i like my best freind, who i've known for 4 years, and we are guuna go out. but no one makes me as happy as my bf who i dated for 2 years, or my old childhood friend who was like my brother and more than that.

i dont know if that relly has anything to do with my depression but i feel like theres no happiness in the world and idk why. im prolly not gunna commit suicide or anything, because it would devastate my parents, but i still dont see a reason to live, and i feel like im just here, dead, with no happiness. i try to depend on my friends to help me happy, but i cant because i feel bad that i depend on them, and i feel like i annoy them, tho they say idont. i just dont know what to do. i've lost all reason for life. i like music, but alot of it just depresses me. and it helps me sometimes, but i dont know. i also have a weird feeling of wanting to do drugs to get away from it all, or maybe because i feel like im on them, mindless or something. i know i'd get addicted too, but i dnot even know how to get any, and i'd get in major trouble, because im like... an honor student and stuff. so i dont know...

please help me. i just dont know what to do. and i dont wanna tell my mom that im depresed because she will worry about me,and also, depression runs in my dads side of the family.... so.. yeah.
just please help me _(link)

Get Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.

17/m
just so everyone understands, i am deeply spiritual in an occoultic or light-worker manner.
There are two main people i am torn between as leaders of two different groups, one from out the other. One in my original group is my teacher, Becca, and the other one has been a second mom and a confidant in the past, Summer.
These groups arent neccessarilly the same as cliques but psychic circles. Becca and summer have been at eachothers throats lately. Its for the same reasons as it has been Becca vs. whoever in the group. I left beccas group thinking it was time to do so, and joined Summers group. A sin against Beccas group. But then i started to feel closer to becca, i started praying for her and the group. I even started drawing wolves (symbolic to her as it part of her nickname. I felt a mix of emotions, thinking i have headed in the wrong direction. I have saved a chat log of summer, myself and a guy named Daniel talking and planing on the new group. Days later when i returned to the old group I had discovered Daniel had leaked some sort of information to Becca, and another person of leadership had enquired information from me so I had to show him the chat logs. I had intended to hide it but figured if Becca knew, it might bring eople closer together and know the true nature of those who left.
Some people in Beccas group are untrusting of the intentions of others. While I tried to leave with a whisper instead of a bang, a bang was percieved.
So i have lost a "mther" and one of my better friends, Daniel, is paranoid of me.
Im really not sure whats up with me because my heads been in a haze and my heart as well.
Along with my normal levels of impulsive insanity this is the worst display. Which impulsivenss is not my ownly insanity. Ive been contemplating suicide.

please do not condemn me as a sinner, i do that enough to myself. _(link)

I am 42 and i want to commit suicide. Im down and at rock bottom. Advise me how i can do this _(link)

I want to commit suicide. I want someone to help me do this. Please let me do it. _(link)

Niacin is the answer you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.

My best friend, who I completely consider my brother, is considering suicide. I've told him over and over that he can talk to me anytime. I don't care. And that I don't care about anyone else, I'm always here for him. I love him to death. But he keeps thinking about it. I no longer know what to do to help. Please give me advice! _(link)

Get him some Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.

What is the most painless way to commit suicide _(link)

There is none go get Niacin asap you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impoossible to get better.

I'm the girl that cuts and thinks about suicide too often. I know there has to be something wrong with me mentally and that I need help. But I have no friends that I can trust, no one that even likes me. The teachers all look away whenever I come by. My parents are the type that are obsessed with image. If I tell them anything that could damage their image, they ignore it and pretend like it's not even there. So what do I do? I don't want to do it, but some days are harder to ignore than others. Who do I turn to? _(link)

Take Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.

I have made up my mind to commit suicide so please dont talk me out of it. If you knew what im going through you'd have mercy on me and shoot me yourself. I solemnly request you to tell me the easiest way to end my existence. I want to over dose. But the problem is that i DONT WANT MY SUICIDE ATTEMPT TO FAIL so please tell me an exact amount of valium pills that I should take ( Im 18 years old) that would ensure that my suicide attempt doesnt fail. My dad beats me. And grounds me. So I cant leave the house and occupy myself in other activities. If I could I would never have contemplated suicide but trust me when I say this that suicide is the only way out from this relentless torture. Please tell me a way that would ensure that my attempt doesnt fail because if it does I'd be doomed for life. I'll wait for your reply. _(link)

Take Niacin asap you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impoossible to get better.

so, my friend is going through a really hard time, she tried to commit suicide, and she's getting really depressed. her mom doesn't pay any attention to her.. she used to be the peppy sunshiny person, now she just puts on a mask... I know what it's like I used to be the same way.... I keep telling her to talk to people, then I suggested for her to change up her normal life and listen to some songs she never would consider (my kind of music) and i'm just wondering... what else can i do for her? _(link)

Give her Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impossible to get better.

19/f well it goes like this, im 19 and i just feel like im failing in life with everything that i do. I've had my share of problems. about 2 years ago my mom, brother, and I got evicted from our apartment, even though that"s not the first time we've been evicted. my brother went to trade school, my mom moved in with my aunt and i moved to another town with my cousin, for a new start, i wasnt really happy at that school and i thought it would be good for me to get away, so i started school there in the new town, and basically i was made fun of and i couldnt make any friends. i felt inferior, like i was under everybody and unimportant (which isn't a new feeling). so i left that school and went back to my old and moved in with my mom aunt and uncle. my mom and shared a room that was like 6x9 literally. i started going back to my old school and it was better than being at the pther school. then, i was socializing, but i felt lonely. even if i was in a room full of people, i felt like was the "loser" of the crowd. but after a couple of months at living ay aunt's i graduated from high school, and i wasnt happy because school was one of the reasons that i left the house. one month later a tree fell on my aunt's house and we had to move out i got dropped off a my cousin's house whom i barely talked to for months, i started cutting then .. acouple months later i moved on a boat with my mom and her friend, who is a crack addict, so is my mother. that was when i started feeling really sad. i just wanted to jump in the water and die, then i started losing contact with my friends even though no one knew i lived on a boat, and i started hating myself, which i always have, i took like 27 advil, but that didnt do anything, i tried drinking bleach but it was too strong. after 1 year and a half we(my mom, brother, and i) got one bedroom apartment, we've been here 7 months now, and i just feel like im failing. im 19, with no job, no job history, im not in school, and im not doing anything. i babysit occasionally, but all i do is sit around the house and eat and listen to music. all my "friends" are nonexistent in my life and are all working, in school, or both. all i want to do is get a job, go to school, and be somebody. but its like i dont have any motivation. i had all honors and AP courses in school, and i did fairly well. but it hurts seeing my mom and brohter go off to work and i sit home all day. but im also scared of people, i know it sounds weird, but im scared that people will see me and have a negative opinion of me, and that would hurt me to my soul. i stay in the house to also avoid this. my doctor put me on antidepressants but they're not working. all i want to do is die, and i contemplate suicide but when i think about it i think of funeral costs that my family cant pay, but even more embarrssed that if i died no one, would show to my funeral, but immediate family, and i doubt all of them would show. but i think i would be better off dead, i just fell stuck, unwanted, unloved, and forgotten i know this might seem stupid, but i left out many details. _(link)

I'm always feeling happy and then sad eventually,I'm going crazy,this is not ok,I know,so what can I do?I don't think I'm that sick,though,since I haven't felt like commiting suicide or anything nor have I had feelings of madness,so how could I balance all this?please don't tell me to go to the dr. I will,if I see this doesn't change,and gets even worse,thanks:) _(link)

Hi, i believe im struggling with depression. i think i've had this for about 2 years now.
when i was younger i used to tell myself that i will never smoke and i didn't understand why people smoke such stinky stuff. however tonight, i just smoked 3 cigarettes in one sitting by myself. and now im craving for another.
i have trouble sleeping at night and during the day, i refuse to wake up and go out of the house. i've become a recluse and im missing classes.
a while ago, a friend slept over at my house and i guess she was trying to make small talks so she asked 'tell me your happy memories'. such a simple question, but i just stared at her and couldnt even get a word out. when she fell asleep a while later, i went out of the house and cried.
i have nights when i will just cry unconsolably. i'll just listen to slow songs, switch off my lights and lay on the floor in total darkness and cry.
fortunately, i've never contemplated suicide. not once. but when i see cars, i imagine them hitting me and that thought makes me happy? im not sure if that is suicidal thoughts, but i always think that if an accident were to happen to me, i would be fine with it.
i think that i do have depression at this moment, but i've never asked for help. i dont think my friends here know that i have these moments. i know i should ask for help or ask people what to do, but for some reason my pride or ego or whatever stops me.
in my college, there is a counselling service, but it requires you to make an appointment due 2 weeks later. i've applied for it tons of times, but by the time 2 weeks have come by, i will usually have talked myself into not having depression etc.
i know why im struggling with this, and i know what i need to do, but for some reason, i just cant muster the will to do anything.
thank you for reading this. i just need someone to tell me that i am strong enough to hang on and im okay. _(link)

.. I tryed to commit suicide once by overdosing and ended up in psycho hospital...( Those that u go for like 3 days to evaluate you) .. Idk ive been thinking about doing it again but the thing is that everyone else thinks I'm being weak selfish ect. I really hate my life. I have major depression disorder and I had bulimia for about 5 years ever since I was 13yrs old..I just simply want to die. I lost all my motivation and I don't want to do anything. I used to draw and I won some awards.. I used to b an A+ student and now I can bearly pass my classes. I cry every night. I know lots of people but I don't have many friends. I don't have communication w my parent bcz I don't even live w them. I live w my grandparents and sisters. Sometimes I just want to take all the pain away but it seems impossible. Ever since I was 13 Ive been dealing w this.
I just don't want to feel miserable all the time.. I am a weak person. And I believe that I have the choice to die because after all It is MY life. I know many of you will probably tell me the opposite but I'm set on that. I have also been seeing a therapist. You may say I'm crazy but I just really want to know ways on how to kill myself fast and easy... _(link)

There is only one answer for. you. Look up Niacin you can get it at any GNC or vitamin shop.

It is why suicidal patients get better. Look it up.

Its your only option Most people will be totally cured from depression im a matter of weeks.

I have tried every thing there is and this is the only thing that works.

Dont stop taking it. With out Niacin it is impoossible to get better.

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