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it's Complicated
She has a boyfriend...I know I'm such a bad guy for this and she's such a cheating girlfriend for this too but we have sex almost every week. We're classmates, we eye contact like ALL the time in school during class or recess time. During our sexual activity we always pause. And have this frozen romantic moment. We also kiss each other in a very cheesy way after we're done.
Last night we were smoking after sex and I mentioned our moment and she said she loved it. Then we cuddled lying down on bed all night long and went to school together the next day.
I NEVER get enough of her. During school we're like 24/7 eye contacting and flirting or talking about our sex and stuff...
I don't know if she has feelings for me but I do for her. A lot! She means a lot to me. I think she'd pick her boyfriend over me though...
Any clue if she has any sort of love like feelings?
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if shes having sex with you she has feelings for you
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I don't know her, so I wouldn't know if she has any feelings for you at all. But you did say you think she'd pick her boyfriend over you so..that kinda shows she'd rather have him.
The thing is, if she were to break up with her boyfriend to be with you, then she could very well cheat on you too. Or she wouldn't be having fun with all the secrets so she wouldn't really care much for the relationship.
You guys made the decision for no feelings to be involved, but now they are and once that happens, that's when you end the sexual relationship.
So either you tell her how you feel, knowing that she might not feel the same or might not leave her boyfriend and knowing if she does, you might not want a girl who could possibly cheat on you.
Or you just stop the sexual relationship.
Either way, it's going to hurt since you have feelings for her. This is a complicated thing you guys have going on so you might want to put your feelings aside and think logically about this.
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Its a dangerous line she's trying to walk...and many guys do this too. They find one person whose personality they click with most, it's the sweetest person and they love the person very much but there's no passion, no sexual compatibility, that pheremone connection is missing, so they go looking for that part in a 2nd person. Who will they make a commitment to date long term or marry? Who knows. I know that a great majority of people are married to their best friend, but have no sex life so they cheat or do without.
I can't tell you what she might feel for you. It may be only sexual, but in sex, feelings do develop too, so who knows. All you can do is telling her that you are beginning to have deeper feelings for her, even though you agreed it would only be a sexual relationship. Any time something changes (such as your feelings) it is important for both to revisit the rules and agreements they made and make any changes or adjustments to the relationship if both parties are willing. If not, the agreement ends, and the relationship ends.
A long term, or life long relationship needs two crucial things, two people who are each others best friends and sexual compatibility. She seems to be trying to get those two things in 2 separate guys by seeing two at the same time, rather than continue to look until she finds it all in just one guy.
You're really not going to know anything unless you ask. If you want more and she's willing to stop the other relationship and pursue a full one...not half of one with you, then great. If not, then perhaps its time for you to move on because if you are feeling love, its going to hurt you more to stay and see her keep going back to the other guy, than its going to hurt to break it off. Oh the intensity will be the same, but eventually your heart heals and the pain ends with a break, staying with her when there is no hope is heartache without end.
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