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Bicurious?
I have a boyfriend, but I want to hook up with a girl. Not a specific girl, just a girl. I want to experience what it's like hooking up with another girl because it looks fun! I think I've been watching too much lesbian porn. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love my boyfriend. We've been together for over 2 years and we have great sex. And me wanting to hook up with a girl has nothing to do with our relationship. I'm just curious. Is this wrong? What should I do? Oh, and my boyfriend has no clue. I'm pretty sure he'd go nuts. And sorry for the raunchiness.
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You might be surprised as to how your boyfriend would handle this. As for curious being wrong. No it is not wrong; being curious is all part of our sexuality and learning about ourselves sexually and other ways.
Now hiding this from your boyfriend could be harmful to your relationship. It is most every man's dream to have a three way with two women. Have you considered this as a solution to satisfying your curiosity in a manner that does not harm your relationship with your boyfriend.
There are any number of women who are bi or bi curious who would have no problem sharing you with your boyfriend. Just make sure that your boyfriend understands that your satisfaction with the other girl comes first, then the two of you will see to his satisfaction.
One of the most popular porn scenes is two women getting it on. So if your boyfriend is okay with this I believe he would enjoy sitting back and watching the two of you getting it on and participating when asked or directed to by the two of you.
If you are okay with something like this then you are not cheating or doing something behind your boyfriends back. You get to satisfy a desire and in the end you in a manor of speaking getting your cake and get to eat it as well.
I honestly believe your boyfriend will not have a problem with this. He would have more of a problem if you wanted to experience sex with two men.
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You probably are of the opinion that since you have no plans to form a relationship, and that you're doing it with another girl that it doesn't really count as being unfaithful to your partner? So the question really hinges on 'will I get caught?' The most immediate problem that springs to mind is that this has got to involve a like-minded female. Could you be so sure SHE has exactly the same agenda (no strings fun, seeing how it feels). Could you be sure SHE will NOT form some emotional connection with YOU? It could get seriously out of hand. You tend to think that your partner would not be likely to dismiss it lightly, that as since no other guy is involved there is not 'threat'. I'd say that this desire and also it's realisation is in no way 'wrong', but given your situation it could GO wrong. Badly. If you decide to do it, be extremely careful and be very sure of your female partners expectations before you do it. The argument that 'I love you, I'm happy with our relationship and I just wanted to experience it.' etc sounds perfectly rational and reasonable...to me. But I'm not the possibly hurt, confused and angry partner you'll be defending your decision against. Possibly, now the idea's in your head you won't rest easy until you've at least tried it? Just be very cautious. Meanwhile, if it's a pleasing 'fantasy' while enjoying some all-girl adult movies and pics then carry on. The urge may simply pass unfulfilled in reality. We're transient creatures us humans! Best wishes.
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Well it's not wrong to be curious. If you really want to act on your curiosity then you have to tell your boyfriend. It's up to you on what you want to do. If you really do want to experiment and you don't think the feeling with pass, then tell your boyfriend. I don't know your boyfriend, but you think he'll freak out. So you're going to have to accept whatever happens.
If you think that you'd rather just stay with your boyfriend and not try girls out, then you can do so.
I hope you find what's right for you and figure everything out.
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You are not abnormal so you can relax. You're just curious about this and fantasizing with What IF scenarios. I think that's all this amounts to unless you really do want to act. There's nothing wrong with that if it's two consenting adults and you're trying to figure out your sexuality.
There's nothing wrong with being bi-sexual either if you do discover that it's your real orientation. As far as experiencing something with another person it's really up to you and what you feel comfortable doing. But it should not be with a random person just for the sake of doing it.
Is it wrong to engage in this? If you're two consenting adults than no. Some people may think it is wrong for religious, moral, sins, other views but what matters is not what they believe but what you do and what feels right in your own mind about sex and partners.
You have a boyfriend and as hard as that conversation will be with him you need to tell him you love him, always have, always will but that you are conflicted right now as you have strong feelings for him but also for women and need to figure out if it's your sexual orientation or not.
Or the best thing in my view is to put this aside and NOT act on the curiosity unless he's out of your life and have everything as it is with boyfriend and not risk destroying it. However, if you did tell him the truth he may be supportive and open to you figuring out this aspect of your sexuality and even if he isn't the truth is always better than hiding this.
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