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Life's failed me and I'm just tired of it.
This is the 2 time I've been posting on this board and to be honest things haven't gotten better they've just gotten worse. I would post the other question but I don't want an ip bann.
At this point I just feel like giving up on this dump I call a life. Schools trash, all I see when I go to school is 3 things druggies, rich kids, smart kids. I at this point just keep to myself and try not to talk much and this is really affecting me in a negative way as I can't get help from any classmates and ussually end up doing long heavy work enducing projects meant for 2 alone. And this comes back to the point that I just feel like giving up. I've missed almost 22 days of school just because of stupid fights at home and if im late 12 more times or miss school 2 more days I fail the 9th grade. Pressures stacking and I just can't do this. My school counselor messed up my schedule and now because of that I have to take classes next year with kids younger than me and I can't even take any fun/semi-interesting classes with my friends. My grades aren't bad most are A's with the exception of 2 f's i got last quarter because of a bad teacher and once again not doing projects because of the ammount of work. I tried telling my parent but to no surprise they don't listen and compare to my sisters or other kids. I just want to say to hell with this and just sleep an eternity away. Overall schools terrible, homelifes crap and I honestly don't even feel the need to do this shit anymore. Rage is bottled up inside and I feel like one day im just going to snap and hurt someone. I need help but I have no one to turn to, no one. Please help me, I can't continue this anymore...
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Don't give up. There are other people like you having a hard time!Yu just have to look for them that other lonely kid in the back of the room.
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Well I'm glad that you decided to come talk to us. I know how hard highschool can be because I'm a junior. I may not be going through what you're going through but trust me, when you hit junior year that's when you start planning for college and scholarships and what not but back to you.
Just because life is hard doesn't mean you should give up on it. I know how you feel. It's hard to be yourself and open up and talk to people, but THERE IS NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF. Nobody can make you feel inferior. Highschool is where you are supposed to realize that in real life, the world isn't always going to hand you what you want so you have to get it for yourself.
If you're so angry that you might hurt someone then you need to talk to somebody. You can't go through life not trusting anybody.
All I'm trying to say is that if you want to change and you want to make friends, then you need to reach out and open up to people. Maybe things will change in a couple of days or maybe they won't, but you have to try. Put yourself out there and START LETTING PEOPLE IN. Let them get to know who you are.
I hope this helped.
~Andrew~
P.S: Don't give up on life!
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Life hasn't failed you. It's your story that is being told here. The best stories that we hear in life are the ones when people overcome obstacles. These are just obstacles that you will overcome if you believe in yourself. But the fact of the matter is you have to be strong and take responsability when it comes to your life. Life isn't suppose to be easy, but doesn't mean you have to make it any harder. Think about something you really like to do,hobbies, sports, etc. Something that brings you joy in your life. Take the strength from that and utilize it in other parts of your life. You can't be conformed by the negative aspects of the world. We all have certain gifts and talents including yourself. That is what sets you apart from others. Once you tap into that gift it will help you and give you a better perspective on things and how you can make your life better. You can act depressed but if it's mental then transform your mind into a more positive state to where obstacles in your life can be conquered. Anger, rage and the comaparison of siblings and people to you are just things that should motivate you to know that whatever gift or talent you possess it makes you stand out from everyone else. Don't live your life like it's not worth anything, because that's not true. Your life is about celebrating and making an impact for other people who will go through the same trials and tribulations as you are going through but for you to overcome them and teach others that they can too. BE STRONG and HAVE FAITH, The best is yet to come.
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That's right you can't continue living like this anymore but you DON'T and AREN'T going to die to find relief or change in the situation. You are clinically depressed by all accounts and have a mental health issue that can be treated.
What you need to do is tell a counselor you want help and desire to see a psychiatrist (relax you aren't crazy nor need be to see one) and cannot function but that your parents ignore this. They will be able to talk to them about seeing one.
Once you see one they will put you on the right treatment and path to enjoying your life despite whatever is going around you. It takes time but your life could be and will be 10 times better long-term.
Actually, when you think about it you aren't functioning normally or at all and are thinking about death and suicide. You should bypass anyone else and go directly to an ER and be bloody honest and brutal about your state of health while there and get the on call psychiatrist to examine you and start treatment then and there. You need their help.
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