Member Since: February 8, 2013
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Last Update: February 8, 2013
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This is the 2 time I've been posting on this board and to be honest things haven't gotten better they've just gotten worse. I would post the other question but I don't want an ip bann.
At this point I just feel like giving up on this dump I call a life. Schools trash, all I see when I go to school is 3 things druggies, rich kids, smart kids. I at this point just keep to myself and try not to talk much and this is really affecting me in a negative way as I can't get help from any classmates and ussually end up doing long heavy work enducing projects meant for 2 alone. And this comes back to the point that I just feel like giving up. I've missed almost 22 days of school just because of stupid fights at home and if im late 12 more times or miss school 2 more days I fail the 9th grade. Pressures stacking and I just can't do this. My school counselor messed up my schedule and now because of that I have to take classes next year with kids younger than me and I can't even take any fun/semi-interesting classes with my friends. My grades aren't bad most are A's with the exception of 2 f's i got last quarter because of a bad teacher and once again not doing projects because of the ammount of work. I tried telling my parent but to no surprise they don't listen and compare to my sisters or other kids. I just want to say to hell with this and just sleep an eternity away. Overall schools terrible, homelifes crap and I honestly don't even feel the need to do this shit anymore. Rage is bottled up inside and I feel like one day im just going to snap and hurt someone. I need help but I have no one to turn to, no one. Please help me, I can't continue this anymore... (link)
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Don't give up. There are other people like you having a hard time!Yu just have to look for them that other lonely kid in the back of the room.
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I am 21 years old, and pregnant. I am about 4 months along. My boyfriend and I were living together, but now he has decided to beat me up and kick me out, so i live alone in a hotel. I told my dad I was pregnant and the first thing he said was "don't worry about anything, you have family who loves you and will help you." the next day he said "have you considered adoption for your baby? i want it to have the opportunity to have a normal life." what the fuck? I am an adult. it's not like i'm 16. I will admit, I don't have a job. I want to find one but there has been no luck. I have never had a real job. I have some mental problems. but it is mild autism and attention deficit disorder. people have always told me i can have a normal life despite being autistic. I have high functioning autism, which is autism without a learning disability. if anything, it's just a diagnosis. it means i am socially awkward and inappropriate and impulsive at times. my friends dont even know. my ex boyfriend doesnt know. i got this diagnosis ages ago, more than ten years ago. why do my parents think I can't be a good mother to my child? I also think they might be racist, because my ex boyfriend is Mexican. he lives in mexico. i concieved the baby in mexico. i live in mexico, and I am Italian american. my parents live in new york in the united states and have never been to mexico and say they are scared for me everyday. I'm not in danger. I plan to have the baby in california, since I will need to recieve WIC. It hurts me that they dont want this grandchild. My brothers who are 24 and 26 have toddlers now, and of course that means that they were having kids at around age 21.Surely my parents didnt say this to them? but then again, they married, they went to college, they have jobs, and their babies arent biracial. and they are male. honestly, my parents have given them more oppurtunities than me, by paying for their college, buying them cars, helping them find jobs through friends, etc. my parents never did these things for me, either because I am a girl, or because i am autistic, or because i am the youngest...i dont know. (link)
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I think you should decide what you want to do. It's not your parents life and its not they're choice to put the baby up for adoption!Having friends that grew up in adoption centers I know how hard it is they wonder everyday why would someone give me up?Get a job get a house and decide If YOU want this baby
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