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I'm tired of feeling alone. God? Family? Friends? BF/GF?
Hahaha...
I can't trust anyone...
and i'm just so plain old alone.
So trapped here.
Nobody even knows the real me.
I DON'T EVEN know who i am anymore.
And i would end my life... except i fear death...
Ironic, huh?
So i'm stuck here.
And my only question is...
not what can i do to feel better
or can someone help me...
but...
my question is
simply
has anybody else felt like this?
This lost? this broken? this empty? this alone?
Well, have you?
[ ] Want to answer more questions in the Health & Fitness category? Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health?
Yes. I have felt this way and right now, I am feeling this way. Except, I know exactly who I am. I'm just not my best me and it is miserable. I sometimes wish I could have somebody else's life. Mine was just so messed up because other people made bad decisions. I'll be honest. I haven't felt close to a person in a long time. Right now I am miserable because I live in a place full of people I don't like and I am so ashamed of myself and my life that I stopped seeing my friends. It gets worse, I'm trapped here until I find an out and a means to live on my own. ]
I can totally relate to your situation. I am in a similar situation right now. I can't do much to help myself, other than taking my medication because I'm bipolar. I find that the best thing to do is get help, and count your blessings. Being grateful is the key to being happy. You also need to know that you deserve the best life possible.
It's hard to trust when you've been betrayed and your heart's been broken so many times. In order to heal, you need to start from the very beginning. Learn to love yourself. That way, even when you're all alone, you are confident and comfortable with who you are as a person, and that attracts others to you, and you'll see that there are good people out there who are trustworthy.
This really sucks, but this too shall pass, and if you go get help for your depression you'll be a new person with a new lease on life. Don't settle for this! Fight until you are happy again. Don't give up; if you give it the chance, your life will be great again. Trust me.
Feel free to e-mail me at: alexisgirlie@gmail.com or leave a message in my inbox if you need any support whatsoever. Good luck and I hope you feel better soon :)
Good luck and I hope you feel better soon :) ]
Yes, I have felt like this for he majority of my life. Pin-point the things that are making you insecure and work towards fixing them. Also, focus on the things that make you amazing and be grateful for what you are blessed with. ]
Yes,I have...tons of times,I still continue to be really introverted and shy though, but I'm just pleased to know who I really am ,I don't actually care much about the others because it's them who have to accept me and be around me if they like to.What's actually more important,is to get to know yourself and care about yourself,fall in love and trust yourself,by doing this,you'll start building confidence and a high self-esteem,like Ru Paul says,'if you can't love yourself,how the hell are you gonna love somebody else? ]
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