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I don't feel emotions, and I haven't for YEARS! I need to know what the hell is wrong with me!?!?!
Okay, so this might be hard to make sense of but here goes.
When I was year five I had my first boyfriend, I really liked him and he really liked me. Then we broke up after four months. It didn't get to me, I just moved on to another guy.. But I didn't like him the way I had liked my ex boyfriend.. But I had heard that he did like me so I went out with him, not coz i liked him but coz i wanted a boyfriend. After we broke up, I didnt feel anything. I don't fall in love anymore, I don't feel happy or excited, not even nervous or angry... I lack emotions.
I am now year nine in high school and I thought that it was about time i researched what the heck is wrong with me. So I researched all last night and came across something called 'ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER' and it was amazing at how many of the symptoms I can relate to... And it was amazing how there are so many other people out there who feel the same way like this.
I don't know what to do anymore... I don't know who I am anymore. Ive lacked emotions since year five, I am now in year nine. its been five years... Nowadays I just pretend that im happy or excited, angry or nervous.. and i also pretend i fall in love like normal people. so i don't look like im not human or something..
Please help, its not as easy as it may look, going for five years without emotions. its hard work.
I am 14 years old and I am a female.
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You will be fine you just don't feel because you put alot you had into something that didn't work like a relationship. And you probly cared alot and people always came to for advise and never took it and you got feed up with all the bullshit. and so know you dont care so theres nothing wrong. And something could have happend to you that was bad and you shut the emotions out you just need to find it agin.
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Oh my god! I am pretty much the same way! But i thought that i just wasnt over him! So i dont knownabout your meddical problem or if you have it or not but my theripist tells me to write a journal and really try to connect to a sad side of you. But its harder for me to get over my ex because he trys to hook up with me everyday! But good luck! Hope my advice helps!
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The worst thing anyone can do for or to themselves is to self diagnose a medical condition. Just because you see a symptom on a page that you feel relates to you; does not mean you and the true definition of that symptom are joined in anyway. This takes a trained medical professional such as a psychiatrist to interpret that and your symptom(s).
I am not a doctor and cannot make a diagnoses. I live with someone who does work in the mental health field; from what I know of this particular disorder and what you have written. I would doubt you have a true Antisocial personality.
Irregardless of what I think, it is easy to see you are not happy. This is not good for anyone, especially someone your age. If you have not discussed this with your parents then I would suggest you do so and ask to see a doctor.
Usually Medical help for what I think may be bothering you starts with a visit to your family doctor. I can tell from what you have written you do not live in the USA. Which is where I'm from. So all I can suggest is as I said; inform your parents of how you feel, then follow whatever is the proper form for seeing doctors in your country and manner of health care.
Please do not continue to try and self diagnose yourself. This will only lead you to more worry and wrong conclusions. Talk to your parents and see a doctor.
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Well, I don't know i guess you just haven't found something that really makes you happy or triggers it.
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