i dont want to live any more. everybody thinks im so happy. they think i have a great life. even my friends dont know who i really am inside. im so miserable. i feel empty. i dont want to live any more. i went to school today and realized i just dont belong here at all. this is what i want to do. i dont want to live any longer. i dont want to feel this void any more. nobody knows how it is. everybody thinks i'm so funny and happy and inside i feel like i'm dying. i'm such a fake. it's like i'm stuck in this dark place and i can't get out and there's no other way to end this suffering of mine.
how can i end my life without causing a lot of pain or mess? i dont want to suffer any more. what can i do that is effective? this is going to be a surprise to so many so i'd prefer it to not be so messy so nobody has to like clean up a mess. nobody understands this feeling. im so alone
[ Answer this question ] Want to answer more questions in the Health & Fitness category? Maybe give some free advice about: Health? Maggie24 answered Tuesday October 12 2010, 5:01 pm: Don't do it. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, especially if you are at school. Literally.... Your brain is still developing, and this can cause sadness. seratonin helps with this. seratonin is a chemical in the brain and it sounds like yours is not quite balanced enough. I tried to commit suicide before and failed, and now I have moved on and am on medication and it changed my life. Go to your school psychologist and it is confidential, and talk to someone first or at least try a SSRI ( happy pill) for a month before you kill yourself. I promise it makes an amazing difference. Depression and anxiety are weird things, sometimes people do not seem depressed on the outside at all, but the right medication could really really make them feel better. I am only 20 years old and I promise you it is worth a try, because it is really really hard to be happy in college. I understand, I do. [ Maggie24's advice column | Ask Maggie24 A Question ]
jodieleighstewart answered Sunday October 10 2010, 12:16 pm: hello there,
there are people to help you counselers and doctors. You are not alone many people go through the same as you. You don't have to do this. I was bullied at school felt so lonely and wanted to die. But if i had i wouldn't of met my boyfriend. I love him so much. Anyway don't do anything. things will get better when school ends you won't feel alone believe me i felt so free and happy
RACHElbby answered Tuesday October 5 2010, 9:00 pm: I understand that feeling. I just want you to know that out there somewhere, someone is just waiting to meet you. I've felt the whole suicidal feeling, but what stopped me? I realized that people really do care. Stay. Please stay. Help other people that are in need & feeling like this.
I'm a loner @ school. But school only takes up a few years of your life. Then from there on, you can live it how YOU want, around the people YOU choose. Please don't take your life. Your special too many people out there. <3 [ RACHElbby's advice column | Ask RACHElbby A Question ]
blackbutler666 answered Tuesday October 5 2010, 7:21 pm: I'm not going to try and talk you out of it, but just so you know:
Suicide is bad.
Suicide is boring
Suicide is a waste of time, which you must spend wisely. It doesn't matter where, but somewhere, someone will be crushed to find that you are no longer with us in this world. It can be cruel, unfair, and lonely, but sometimes you just have to push through those hard times! I know it hurts, trust me. I used to think about suicide all the time, wondering how I could do it, but then I realized that I shouldn't be doing this. I had people who would probably be pretty upset if I was gone and not to mention, I made myself a goal. Writing is my only talent, so I am making it my goal to make my writing the best it can be.
Find a goal, find someone to talk to. You're never alone. If you want someone to talk to more deeply, go ahead and email me at fighter_of_words@yahoo.com. I'm online everyday and all day after school, so I'm here for you if you need me!
-blackbutler666 :) [ blackbutler666's advice column | Ask blackbutler666 A Question ]
trueadvice3 answered Tuesday October 5 2010, 1:57 pm: Hey bro thanks for posting your question one here. though let me tell you one thing... no one is going to tell you to ways for you to end your life... they are all messy and they are all more painful than you think they are.
Furthermore, I want to say that you are not alone at all on this situation... many many people have felt the same way you have many have survived this horrible life experience and many just gave up hope. There is hope where you least expect it bro, you are showing that you still have hope by posting on here and I applaud you for that. I know hoe horrible you must have been feeling and probably feel but I am here with you unconditionally... I want you to talk to me about what it is exactly that you are going through right now... lets talk about everything you want to improve and everything you are feeling... I might be a stranger but trust is an important thing and I value that a lot. let's analyze everything together and talk about a lot of things that you have inside of you waiting to just get out and make you feel liberated and better. I don't want you to suffer dude, not at all I don't want that for anyone and I am here for you so please give me a chance and let's talk about it.
- I know you are stronger than what you think you are I know you have it in you to be the best you can be... push this situation out of the way and show life just how much of a warrior you are... life can bring us many great challenges... we have to prove to ourselves that we are not going to let any negative vibes influence out existence here on earth... life is so amazing bro, you just have to be super strong in harsh conditions in order to move forward with life and experience the most amazing of experiences life has to offer.
- You are not fake... there are people who go through the same things as you are going through and yet, they have won the battle against evil vibes that threaten to put them down.
- I am here for you I want to talk to you about everything give me a chance. No matter what, I am here to listen and help guide you through this hardship that you are going through.
- You can beat these negative feelings... I know you can and I believe in you and your potential to NEVER give up no matter what obstacles life brings.
- You can get out of this buddy I will be by your side through all this. talk to me i'm here unconditionally
-trueadvice3 [ trueadvice3's advice column | Ask trueadvice3 A Question ]
adviceman49 answered Tuesday October 5 2010, 1:48 pm: No one on this website is going to tell you how to commit suicide. We are here to help people find solutions to their problems. Right know I hear depression talking. Something very deep inside is bothering you and that's okay, we can fix that. Not the we of this website, but we the people who love you and will miss you if you hurt yourself.
What you need to do right now is pick up the phone and call 911. Tell the dispatcher what you wrote to us. Stay on the phone with them if asked you to, which I'm sure they will ask. They will send help to you. Most likely it will be Police and Fire/Rescue.
Do not be afraid, everyone is there to help you and make sure you are safe. Do as they say and they will start you on the road to feeling better buy taking you to the hospital.
They are going to ask a lot of questions and it is important to answer the questions. If you start to feel overwhelmed tell them and they will back off and let you relax a bit. How do I know this? I have responded in these situations on the Fire/Rescue side and I have suffered with deep depression. There are better days ahead that I can assure you of. Take the first step and pick up the phone and call 911; you do not need mom or dad permission to do so. [ adviceman49's advice column | Ask adviceman49 A Question ]
Kindrd answered Tuesday October 5 2010, 1:47 pm: look bud, i'm going to be one of those people who are going to try to talk you out of it. Why exactly do you not want to live? What has life done to you? everyone in their life goes through a stage where they feel helpless or insecure. Three years ago i was a EMO punk. I cut myself and didn't give a shit about anything. I also tried to end my life but a woman came into it and helped me. I'm not saying things are going to just get better automatically, but give life a chance. Don't end your life. If you are serious about it, then shoot yourself in the head. But you need to give it another chance. Why are you miserable? Why do you feel like you are in a dark place? message me and we can talk about this. If you chose to end your life, your right it is your life, but atleast i can say i tried to help [ Kindrd's advice column | Ask Kindrd A Question ]
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