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meaning of life?
17/f
okai so i've gotten a bit suicidal recently. i've lost all my friends & now it seems to me that there isnt really a reason for me to live anymore cause there is noone who really cares about me & i dont know .. if i die noone would really bother you know?
i just feel like i'm worthless & i'm always alone & just sit in my room. i mean it wouldnt really make a difference if i sit in my room or 'rest in peace' cause either way noone cares.
everyone just walks by me & ignores me & i seem to lose every person who i was ever important to. i fail at everything.
i dont want you to tell me how to make new friends or whatever.. i just wanna believe that even without having friends life is still worth living & that i'm worth something. and telling me that im still young & can still have a great future doesnt help either cause i've tried telling myself that loads of times. help? i just hate this feeling.. i always cry & honestly just wanna kill myself... & the feeling that noone would care if i DID is just horrible.
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you know im 17 aswell and when i read this story this reminded me of myself. I to had friends and lost them and i felt like i had noone in the world to talk to, so i tried to commit suicide but the thing is i was so wrong, i know you dont want to hear it but life will get better, and this will all be a distant memory.
i am now fully recovered and back out there, i dont talk to my parents as they neglected me and are drug addicts but im in a good place at the moment and i never could have thought this would happen a year ago, im so glad i did not end my life not for anyone else but for me. i hope you make the right choice.
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I've felt this way during my highschool years, too. Right now, I'm 19 and have gotten past this part of my life. Recognize this as just a "stage". Your life does not have to be this way. You have every right to be happy! This is your life, so take charge! Put yourself first! Take the time to love yourself and when you feel ready to...give your love away! the love you give away won't be lost. it will be given back to you in abundance! love will lead you to a happiness that lasts. sorry if this all sounds trippy lol
if you want to talk, send me an Email. lisaxfaith@yahoo.com
you DO matter!!!
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You are so absolutely right! All those things are cliches people say to make themselves feel better.
The real issue is how YOU feel about yourself. And the sad truth may be you AREN'T loved like you should be. And I don't blame you at all for feeling that way. It really sucks being alone. I really have been there. I turned to drugs and tried numerous attempts at suicide. I felt like a fn cock roach... I wouldn't die!! lol
But what I can tell you is that YOU deserve a good, joyous life. F*#k the people around you who are too stupid to see you!
The ONLY reason to want to live is for YOU!!! Look at the
miracles in life. How a baby is born, how a tree is made and find some greater power, cause there is one. You were born, you are still alive, that means there is a purpose for you. Maybe it's helping people just like you. Reaching out to a lost soul. Find some reason girl, any reason to live.
If I found out you died, I WOULD CARE! I WOULD CRY! I would be heartbroken... Truley I would. I don't know you, but by god I feel you!
Meaning of life? Different for everyone, For me it's been about overcoming what I thought people wanted of me and to find and live with joy!!
It's out there!
Please please please email me anytime for any reason! You just found someone who cares and I'm NOT just saying that!
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K you can think the way your thinking your family and friends do love despite what they say or do but they do there way of showing it must be different but that doesnt mean you should end your life. I know at the age your at now things are confusing im basically the same age as you and ill admit sometimes i feel the same way but if you just get out of your house and start hanging out with your friends again or make new friends or join a sport or get a job or something that involved making new friends and meeting new people you will have a whole new look on life you just have to tell yourself that ending you life isnt going to do anything but hurt those that love you it isnt going to make you feel better plus do you really want your family and friends to be the reason you want to kill yourself. I dont know what else to really say to you but i hope what i have said is enough to make you realize that killing yourself is not the right way to go there are other ways to handle the situation your in. Anyways im always here if you want to talk just send me a message :D
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