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Lack of emotion?
Well to start off, its hard to admit-but i guess its time i say it anways. I'm most deffinatly a socially awkward person. I mean, i'll have a close net of friends- but everything about me screams awkward. Hahah, all the conversations are so ridiculously awkward i just laugh afterwards, because i completely blew another chance of making a friend. How can i fix this?
Another thing is my lack of emotion. I looked up some things on it,and i feel almost as if i'm empty.(depression?) Theres some pressure on my chest that just makes me feel weird when i breathe,and i daze out all the time. It's gotten so bad i barely have the want to finish this sentance. I just lifeless most of the time,and dont feel like doing anything. I actually mentioned to my mom i thought i was depressed, but she blamed it on the seasons changing. Even though i've felt like this for awhile. The main thing is,i don't know what emotions are really. My mood all the time is just,blank. Boring. Bleak. Most people at this stage would probably feel like they want to just crawl in a hole and die. But not me, no. I want to do dangerous things. Extreme things, like skydiving. The way i see it, if i die, oh well, if i don't-move on to the next extreme thing. I just want to go crazy and do everything. But- i don't have energy. I wish i did, i just can't bring myself to even talk to people that much anymore. Ahh i'm very confused at life at the moment. If you have any advice on this subject i'd much appreciate it, i just want to feel something. How? Rah, hah this is the corniest thing i've written-ever. Thanks for reading,though !
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Dude, I agree.. this definitely sounds like me. You'll meet people totally into your "awkwardness", don't worry. Haha I liked reading this. I'd definitely be your friend. That was one of the most honest things I've ever read. I'm sorry you feel this way, I wish I had the solution. There are so many things I wanna do but I'm just way too passive about it all. Do I even care? What's the point of it all? If you focus too much on those you'll go crazy.
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im exactly like this!
i think its maybe because youre aware of it, you try not to be awkward and you know that if youre not fun they'll think your boring which adds pressure! just relax, i notice when u dont think, thats where you make your connections with your friends. just try not to think, i know that sounds stupid, but seriously just relax and have fun.
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Wow! Very nicely said. When I read this I thought I might have written this and just forgotten or something. I know what you mean by all of this. I've been feeling the exact same way. I can't seem to figure it out either. I'm not sure what to do about it. Sorry I should be saying something that will help lol. Well honesltly I don't know what to tell you, cause I don't know what to tell myself either. I'm definitely here if you wanna talk sometime. Just let me know. If not good luck with things, I hope you figure it out. Take care.
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:) this isnt corny at all..can you think of something that happened in your past tht affected you really badly?like i dunno someone in your family that you were close to dying?being raped or molestered?(i know its an extreme thing to ask) but things like this can trigger this type of reaction.your kind of beyond the depression stage and upto the watever i dont care anymore stage.it could b a form of depression or it could be something that your subconciously bottling up that needs to come out..if you can think of anything then talk to someone about it even if its a counselor it can help or write it on a peice of paper then burrying it, burning it or even ripping it up and letting it go.seems to me like youv got something thats affected you so badly its taken away your strive to want to be something.Heapsa people out there including me would love to have a friend that sees the world so much differently than others its what makes you unique.im guessing you just think differently than the rest of the zombies we have on this planet.id love to be your friend dont worry you will find people out there that really enjoy hanging out with people like tht
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