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suicide
well i have read the advise of most people of this topic and it may be relavent to some , i got no freinds to talk to the only person i love hates me ,i m 28 and i think id have the smallest funeral next to never being found,going to hell aint proven ,i have had a drug propblym scence i been 11 ,i have failed at about every aspect of life ,seems the more i try to help people the more i get hurt ,i wish i was mean .i have money and it means nothing ,the people who pretend to be close to me are fake i seem to like them less and less ,the girl in my live lately dont like me doing heroin but on the other hand shes always drunk,i guess im afraid to die ,on the other hand its all i want ,i got nothing to look foward to and the past has been a nightmare ,so in that scence the future seems to be more of the same ,i bought a motorcycle in hopes it will kill me .not yet i guess this would seem to be just some other sob story maybe it is i try live with out drugs and its worse just more drug doctors give you and thay dont help thay are phoney too you can only sedate some one so much ,bottom line i got no one to hurt but myself so what is the point ,and please dont say god will save, i beleave he might be dead,i feel my end is coming soon
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"Why take your life for a temporary problem"? While these issues seem permenant, they're really not. Life throws things in our paths, and it seems like you've been thrown more than you deserve. However, we get around these things. I know, I understand the hopelesseness you're probably feeling. But it's not worth dying! It seems like the best thing at the moment, but in the future, you'll look back and be glad you DIDN'T DO ANYTHING, like I hope you will.
You're still fairly young, and you've got so much to live for, even if you can't see it right now. You could go on to do great things, believe it or not. You just need to try to take care of yourself, and get your things in order. Sometimes it takes hitting rock bottom to realize how far you've fallen, but you can definitely get back up! We at advicenators can only offer so much. Or words, our offerings of friendship, our care, worries, prayers. But you need to accept these things, and carry on. You need to want to get better, instead of giving up. Please try. There's so much better out there, I promise you.
First, the people you're surrounding yourself with: Are they any good for you? Thus far, it sounds like they've only really hurt you. If you believe your friends are fake, find better ones, or at least someone to talk to for the time being. If the person you love 'hates' you (make sure you're absolutely sure of this hate, and try to work things out of it's worth it), there's something better out there for you in store. If you've tried to help people and they've hurt you in return, I'm not sure they deserve your help. Do things that are good for YOU, and you'll begin to see your life begin to improve. Put yourself in good company (that's including maybe shying away from others who are using harmful substances), even if it seems hard. Of course it'll be difficult to move on and make new friends, but you NEED to do it if you've got any will to survive, and care at all about the people around you who really DO care.
These 'phony' doctors. How are they phony, exactly? I'm assuming they've tried to give you methadone and things of that nature. I'm also assuming kicking your habit proved to be more difficult than you probably expected. However, they're not being phony by trying to help you, nor are they trying to sedate you. They're trying to take your drug addiction away, which will improve your life SO much more than I can explain. Where is this heroin addiction taking you? The most it will do for you is give you a short mellow, and then cause even more problems than it was meant to cover up. Get off of this stuff, PLEASE! Try recommended treatments, and really commit. Whether you think your doctors are fakes or not, if you commit yourself, you could really turn your life around.
If you have to, try a clinical rebahilitation place. It could really help in quite a few ways. It'd take you out of the cruelness you're facting at the moment. You wouldn't have to deal with horrible, fake people. You could really concentrate on breaking your addiction, and it could really be a great opportunity for you to meet new people. You could probably even get some counseling there. It sounds 'phony', and overly optimistic, I know, but if you just try, there could be great results! Just talk to a doctor, and ask if they'd be able to help admit you. I'd really recommend trying something like this. It could help you so much.
You've got the opportunity to live, you just need the will. While it seems like you've got a bad past, there IS a future. You can't expect it to be bad, because chances are, if you lay down and take all the crap thrown at you, you'll end up worse off than you are now. You need to try to take the inititive to try to improve your life. You really can, and as impossible as it seems, you could end up looking back on this as an inspiriational situation. You could go on to help others and do so much for yourself and the world.
There are people here, and out there who really care about what happens to you, even if you don't. It seems hopeless right now, but things improve with a little effort. Go to your family, friends, a stranger and just talk. Let everything out, and search for help. There's gotta be something inside there trying to live, give that a chance!
Email me, or someone here at advicenators if you feel like there's no one else to talk to, and keep going, keep fighting! You can do this.
XOXO
KAT.
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Please read that. I didn't write it, but somebody on the site did and it's truly inspiring.
Life is never bad enough to need to take your life. There is ALWAYS hope.
-Laura. (16-f)
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i know its complicated but life is. just hang on. i know your probably saying who the fuck are you to say something like that to me. well i'm nobody but i swear more people care than you think. everyone has problems. some are just more intense than others. i don't think you really want to die. i don't think you trust many people either. you have to find someone to trust and love. people care. they just don't know how. i really hope you find some help and love and guidance. i wish i could help you more but i can't. love. peace. friendship. god. sleep. energy. water. meaning. happiness. i give you. as much as i possibly can. :/ <3 sara
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No, more people care about you than you think. You may think your life is not very good right now but don't worry, some people have problems in life that they over come later. Everybody hits a bump in the road sometimes but you have to keep going. Don't try to kill yourself! You are wanted in this world more than you know it. You never get a second chance so ruin your first one! Hope this helps!
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