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Ending My life
My mind is troubled. I am thinking about suicide. I know it isn't the answer, yet I have been thinking about it for years, but have done nothing. I am not suffering from depression, but I am a bit depressed. I get aalong each day yet there is an empty void inside me that has no solution. It eats at me everyday all the time. Suicide seems like the only solution. The more I deny it the more I want it. I can't inflict pain on myself, but if I were to do it it would be by pills. I am not saying I am going to, just that I think I think about it too much. I have no religion. I believe that when you die, your soul moves on and takes you to the place you truly desire. Not heaven. For me I belive that my soul will take me to another body of the alias and world I created in my mind. Mostly I created it for an escape from family and life, but lately it has become an addiction.
What should I do. I can't talk to my parents, a therapist, without anyone knowing, but I am afraid that one day i will end my life. and that pull to do it is getting stronger, not because I am depressed, but because I am curious, and the void is pulling towards it.
I really need help.
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Hey, my name is Em231 and i think I can help
don't think about suicide think about something else.I have to tell ya that you will eventually have
to let out your feelings it will make you feel alot
better that is the first step. If you keep it all in side you will make your selve worse and make your selfe sick!I think you should talk to someone that
you love like a parent, sibling ,friend or any one
that you know loves you! Or you can go straight to
a Physichiatrist they help alot ! I hoped i helped
Em231:)
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Letting it all out is the first step, you're doing great! I think that it is time for a change, find something that you are interested in, think about how this could NEGATIVELY affect your life, you may not realize it yet, but people do care, if I did not care, or the other people that wrote you, we would not have wrote anything. But there are many people that still care, and you just have to trust me. You need to start thinking possitively, and taking adventures, and branching out, see what the world has to offer you, if you look closely, there are many wonders and adventures surrounding you, dive head first into them! Everything will be okay...but it starts with you first.
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Isntead about thinking of ending your life you should think about all the good times you've had rather than the bad so you dont drive yourself into doing somthing bad.
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You keep saying that you're not depressed. You are trying to convince yourself of something you can't. You may not be able to see it for yourself but most anyone can tell you have a serious mental health issue and medical emergency.
You don't want to die and that much is evident. You would have never turned to us or anyone for guidance otherwise. The problems you have may seem enormous and unsolvable but they aren't. Suicide won't end them or cure them either. The price is too high and it's a stupid thing to do regardless of what the problem seems to be.
If you have a hard time asking people for help about this walk into any emergency room and tell them how you are feeling. They will have a doctor give you a psychiatric assessment and prescribe medication. They will keep you in a safe environment inside the hospital where you can't leave until well again.
Your problem is a mental illness that is eating away at you. Until you treat it medically it will ruin your life. It doesn't have to. There's NO embarrassment or shame about approaching your loved ones about how you have been feeling and ask for help.
You can turn to a teacher, relative or someone you trust and just tell them to take you to an emergency room and get this dealt with. The only people who would know is you, the doctor and your immediate family. All of this is strictly confidential.
Do the right thing and get medical help. You aren't the first nor the last person to have dealt with this issue. You can have a normal and happy life that you long for if you make the right call here. Think about it not once but twice! You're too valuable to people around you and society even if you don't get that inside your head yet.
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An interesting story no doubt. . .i do indeed find my self in a ponder of these things. . . .i also have no religon. .anyway. . . .that thought of suicide is not nopmal but curiousity is however i conquered that curiousness with saying to myself "i could end my life now without having the chance to live my life to the fullest just to find out what would happen in the after life cause maybe nothing happens and you just rot in the ground then you just blew your life away for nothing(sounds kinda like a bad decision already) or "i could live my life and when i die naturaly ill find out because even if nothing happens i can say to myself that i lived a good life. . . .it wouldve been stupid to commit suicide when i was younger so as you can see i made a good choice lets see how good your decision is? If you need anything you know where ill be just ask
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