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suicidal
i constantly think of killing myself and i dont know how to stop it. i constantly think that everyone hates, me nobodys really my friend, people just use me & try to take advantage of me, im fat, ugly, ill never be happy.. ect. and i cant deal with it anymore cause i really think im becomming suicidal, i used to cut a long time ago but i stopped & now i just like have alot of mood swings witch turn into me wanting to kill myself, like stab myslef or o.d on medicine or something i dont know what to do. my mom says i have depression and i bottle everything up. but i cant deal with it and they want me to go talk to somebody but i cant. i dont like talking to nobody cause i cant trust anyone i cant even trust myself thats how bad it is .. i think negitive of everything and i just need help .. can somebody help me please ?!
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As far as being suicidal goes, I've been there. It's a horrible feeling when you're positive you've hit rock bottom and the only way out is taking your life. A friend of mine's brother shot himself in the head when she was 11 years old and she showed me a different view on suicide. "Imagine everyone you know at your funeral, crying and bawling their eyes out, and you can't be there to console them." It doesn't matter if you think they like you or not, a lot of people would be sad to see you go. Period. And nobody ever wants to talk to someone to get help, but obviously you value your life enough to go to a bunch of strangers on a website, would it hurt to talk to a professional? I wish you the best of luck.
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i have good news for you. you realize that something is wrong. this is the first step in getting better. i would highly suggest taking everyone's advice to talk to a professional. it may seem completely unappealing to you, but i promise it will help you a lot. you will learn to build trust back in others and, more importantly, yourself.
i know you said that you don't like talking to anyone because of lack of trust, but if you want i can give you my e-mail. that way i can give you much better advice. just a thought. let me know what you think in your feedback. =).
also, when i'm upset i like to write down my feelings. maybe you could try tranfering you emotions into a journal. also, try finding music that makes you feek better.
i have a lot more to say, so let me know about the e-mail thing.
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ok..so your not happy with your life..well there are many people out therethat have it way worse for tah you..what if you were so hungry that u thought about eating something like dirt, what if you had absoulty no family, and had nothing to live or..when you look at your life you need to try to find the good things in it..once you end your life its all oeve..you will NEVER get another chace to actually live to breathe to have a good moment atleast once once you die your gone forever and you will not come back for a second chanc no more thinking just laying there cold..so once you think about killing your self think of other ways you can get through things killing yourslef should not be an option i you are a strong person you should be able to withstand anything ..just think it could be worse..way worse..i bet you go to a school..live in a house with atleast one person are if your older by yourself..just look at the good things on life..at night go outside and look at the stars and just think through things..that really helps me..just take a break from everything, go find a quiet place..well i hope i helped..and if you need to talk just message me..and remember once your gone, you NEVER get to come back for a second chance
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Since you are having trouble talking to people about it, I think that you should call a hotline. The people there won't know who you are, and it's completely free to call. They can help you out and get you through things and maybe even make you feel like you can trust someone enough to be able to tell them. Here are some of the numbers:
Suicide & Crisis Hotline
1-800-999-9999
Suicide Hotline - (National Adolescent)
800-621-4000
Suicide Prevention - The Trevor HelpLine - (Specializing in gay and lesbian youth suicide prevention).
1-800-850-8078
Please call one. I think that it would help you a lot. I got the numbers from [Link](Mouse over link to see full location). There are tons of other hotline numbers there if you need them too, or think another one would be better. Good luck.
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Try not to think that no one loves you, so many people do GOD and your family. There are decent people out there beleive it or not. I'm one of them, i'd love to talk to you. hates a strong word, start hanging with different people do things that you love to do, you never know a friend may be on the way. I'm always here for you. Keep strong don't give up.
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You think no one loves you well god loves you don't get worked up off of your social life. I've heard of people like you who say the same, you know what everyone tells everyone, that no matter what everyone's special. So I'm going to tell you you are special, maybe your hanging around the wrong crowd try hanging around your own not someone above your level or below. Try and make a bff.
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