well first i wanna apoligize for this being so long!!!!
i sometimes feel depressed and like the world doesnt want me not all the time but most of the time!!!i have fun with my family sometimes but we argue all the time! then sometimes find myself faking injures so i can get medication but when my mom tells me to go get it from the cabinet i take more than im supposed to so it can make me go to sleep so i can hear anymore arguing! Then i find myself ctting constantly over stupid things! Then ill write sucide poems i keep them all in a box and later on when im fine i read them it makes me more depressed. I started smoking b/c i heard somewhere that it calms you down. sometimes i get frunk just so i cant remember what happened last night. i fell like im the worst person ever and i really want to die! does anybody have any advice? plz help
-lost hope
[ Answer this question ] Want to answer more questions in the Health & Fitness category? Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health? Stephanieaguilar answered Monday January 2 2006, 1:39 am: don't feel like that.what you should do is get a paper and write everything you like about your self get to know your self try to do this twice a week and gradually add more stuff and pretty soon you'll fill up the front and the back of it.this is what I do when I can't hold anything anymore I just write it down in a spiral and let all my feelings out.I don't like the thought of a diary so I call it a journal.just remember that paper is more patient then people it will always be there when you need it.just have a positive attitude even when you think your on the verge or when things get thick and thin.so just get that paper and let it all out.If reading your poems makes you more depressed
after you write them rip them up cause you let your feelings out so just rip it up ok.well I don't know you but I don't like to see people like that so I hope I helped you at least just a little. [ Stephanieaguilar's advice column | Ask Stephanieaguilar A Question ]
Darkhelp66466 answered Friday December 30 2005, 8:02 pm: alright the most important thing is that you realize you have a problem. you seem to have gotten to that so don't take this offensively but you need to see someone for help. i've been through sumthing similar like you r going thru for no reason i'll just get depressed or maybe for a good reason but you have to realize that cutting and smoking are not gonna ever make you feel better. they r gonna make it worse. writing is a really good way to get your feelings away, but you dont HAVE to read them over again. you can simply let all your thoughts transfer to paper and then save them or this sounds kinda gay but it may work. save all your papers that you write and each one read over like a little after you write it. think of wut the main problem is and think of how you could fix it. then you maybe could go outside and light it on fire and let it drop to the ground as if you were throwing your problems away. it may be easier to just write instead of tring to make things rhyme. i hope i helped my sn is xcrimsonxsinsx6 incase you just need sum1 to talk to who might understand [ Darkhelp66466's advice column | Ask Darkhelp66466 A Question ]
DaNcE_In_ThE_RaIn answered Friday December 30 2005, 6:41 pm: Overdose of medicine is very unsafe!Smoking and drinking at a young age is also unhealthy.You shouldn't write suicide poems anymore,I would take that box out to the curb.God can help you.He's the only answer.Just talk to Him, and He'll listen.He can help you with everything you're going through [ DaNcE_In_ThE_RaIn's advice column | Ask DaNcE_In_ThE_RaIn A Question ]
arozealwayzdiez answered Friday December 30 2005, 5:37 pm: You are just going through a phase as far as I can tell. I used to do the same things. Everyone I know did the same things. I tried to kill myself a couple of times and no one knew. I would go get high come home high come home drunk because I thought my life was terrible. Honestly life isn't that bad. Think about your life this way, you don't have a kid, but you see I do. My life got changed I can't enjoy being a kid anymore. You need to stop moping around go have fun. Be a kid while you still can, your child hood can be gone in the blink of an eye, then what will you say? I spent it writing suicide notes? Go have fun, make some good friends have fun. Hope I helped
*Nikki~*~
p.s.: I used to cut myself too, its a bad idea! Because in the future if employers look at your arms and see them all scarred up you won't get a job! As of right now I would have to agree smoking is bad, but you know what if it makes you feel any better I do it. It calms me down and makes me feel like I can control something going on. I do think it calms you down. But please don't O.D. I've seen a good friend of mine almost die from it. [ arozealwayzdiez's advice column | Ask arozealwayzdiez A Question ]
GoodAdvice24 answered Friday December 30 2005, 5:34 pm: Ok first of all overdosing on medication is NOT good for you. You can die from stuff like that and cutting yourself is not going to help. I mean sure at first it will make you feel better but when you look back on it its really not going to help. Smoking is not good for you and it doesn't help you calm down. What I would suggest is writing down your feelings and then tearing it up. Also find someone you can really really trust and talk to them about your problems and crying always helps. Talking always helps me but you have to find that one special person who you can talk to. Hurting yourself isnt going to help but talking or doing something you enjoy such as reading or listening to music will. Hope I helped.
curliecue answered Friday December 30 2005, 5:33 pm: see a doctor or get counseling, because it will probably save your life and I feel for you, you have so much ahead of you and there ARE people who care about you and you can't let them down... i urge you PLEASE get help from a professional, but maybe try talking to your parents first because they can help too [ curliecue's advice column | Ask curliecue A Question ]
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