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Scary Thoughts
For along time now I have had scary thoughts. Thoughts that someone is going to kill me in my sleep. I always have thoughts of my sister or family member doing this. I also have thoughts of killing myself, I even go through the cabinets and pour some pills into ziploc bags and hide them in my room just in case I feel the need to overdose. Sometimes I get in crazy moods and can't control them and I am afraid I am going to do something I know I normally wouldn't do. I am like a different person when I am depressed and in a different mood. It's like I have a split personality or something. I don't know what is wrong with me, and I have this urge to always pull my eyebrows out. It feels so good to feel the hair slip from my skin. I get into a trance and can't stop pulling, afterwards I feel so guilty but while I am doing i its all I am focused on. Each hair I feel represents a problem in my life. And when they come out it feels for a moment I am free of worries. Is it strange to feel this way, to love to feel pain?
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No it's not strange to feel this way, You're probably feeling what you feel on the inside is making sense on the outside. This may not have anything to do with you as a person. It could be a mental illness or something like I have... I know exactly how you feel, i went through it. I just went to talk to someone and i guess it helped..Maybe you should go and talk to someone, she could help you think in positinve ways, or give you medication to help calm yourself. It's not the worst thing in the world to take medication or talk to someone, it's just taking your thoughts, and trying to make them so you're not paranoid or anything. I've been through it all hun and i think that if you do whatever feels right for the better you should do it soon because things will just get worse if you sit around and keep doing the things you're doing... Hope i helped.
-kadi x3
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wow thats strong and people do that alot cut anything what your doing isnt right and you should stop tell famile memeber to get theripy and if youneed to talk more more questions my aim name is gdbj999 and i olny have aim if you dont have that i also go on neopets my namse there is billiejoessugar999 if thats ok
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You seem like you know the problem- thats good- but no one on this web site can help you- none of us are professionals- please get help, start by telling your parents, tell them in a note or e-mail that only they'd get- put it in your mom's purse or your dad's briefcase so that you dont have to be around when the read it... you need to get help, don't be ashamed or embarressed- i know how stressfull it can be at times.... you need to get help before it's too late!
please... and you'll be fine
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I think maybe you should talk to someone about this. It doesn't sound like this is something that will just go away. I would suggest talking to a school guidance counselor or your parents or a very close friend. Maybe keeping a journal of your thoughts and the things that you do when you're in a different mood. Get rid of the pills in the ziploc bags and tell someone if you feel like killing yourself. Call up a friend just to talk (not about what you're thinking of doing if you dont want to) just to keep your mind off it and distract yourself. I don't know what else to say, but I hope you find and answer you're looking for.
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you might be bipolar. that's when there's a chemical imbalance in your brain which causes you to change moods randomly. like you could be perfectly happy one moment, then punching somebody's lights out the next. a split personality is a schizophreniac. that's where you are two different people but you wouldnt be able to remember the other one and you would be one good person and one bad person and there would be times you couldnt remember where you were or what you were doing. if you love to feel pain and are depressed, then you might want to go to the doctor, because then you may be diagnosed with depression. it personally sounds to me like you have some sort of chemical imbalance, but i hope you get better! hope i helped!
XOXO~*~*Nicole Lynn*~*~XOXO
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It isn't really strange to feel that way. Many people find physical pain helps them deal with emotional pain.
But your obession with being hurt, or hurting yourself, isn't normal or healthy. It says you probably have some real problems you need to work out and these kind of thoughts and behavoirs will interfer with your enjoyment of life. And that is a serious problem.
Get some professional help, through your school or your doctor. It really is pretty normal for people to find these kind of ways to deal with thier stresses, but they aren't the most healthy ways.
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i dont know i dont love to feel pain but i have scary thoughts to but i think i am kind of stoping with the thoughts i just dont think of them and if i do i scare myself really bad and if you cant get them out of your head maybe you can try and think of all the good times or just do something thats fun and you wont think of bad things i used to pick my eyebrows wow thats weird about the same thing ok well i stoped cause it made my eyebrowns hurt to see if you love pain get your arm hair waxed and if that feels good maybe you do love pain if you have a lot of arm hair try and pull that it doesnt come out as much as eyebrow hair comes out
hope i helped plz rate 5
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Hmm... You REALLY need to stop hiding those pills in your room. From what you've been saying, you may be schizophrenic. I really think that you should talk to a psychologist.
You may be schizophrenic or bi-polor. Either way, you need to talk to somebody.
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FLUSH THOSE PILLS DOWN THE TOILET! Don't entertain the thought of suicide. You need help understanding why you feel that way. Talk to a counsler and get help, you're to precious to lose! This is not the way you should live your life, you may have some issues that have drug you to this state! Get help quick!!!!!
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