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confusion
I know this is long but please help me!! Here is the thing my friend and I got gotten into a fight, (he's goin to be 15 in July and I just turned 15 at the end of March, he lives a few mins from me (just on the other side of our town..he goes to a Catholic school and I go to a public school) the only thing it was it was mostly my fault, I take the blame for starting the whole thing...he was pissing me off and my friend convinced me to call him back in mid-december and ask him to come over so we could talk, he refused and it made the problem even worse, he didn't get why I wanted to do it face to face and no over the phone or AIM. He had swimming so he wouldn't be at youth group on Thursday till Feb. I saw him once since I last saw him in November and that was in January at our friend's father's wake. The whole time we were there, when I looked at him I could see that he was looking at me, I was just to pissed off to look at him or even talked to him so I was trying to focus on my friend then him so which I did. Till this day I still haven't seen him since then. There were nights were I would be up till 2 AM thinking about him and the whole situation we gone threw. We started talking again in Mid-March, we talk here and there and our friendship is getting back to what it used to be. Last night I was thinking about 2 of my friends and some reason I started thinking about him again and the whole problem. I am confused after a month of talking again and all, why am I am thinking about this all again? We both agreed we would drop the whole thing and forget about it, but for me I feel that it is hard to do because even if he doesn't see it I still feel it there and that it's something that I want to just get over for good. I am starting to miss him since its been almost 5 months since I last saw him, I should be seeing him this Thursday but I am not sure. I told him that I may not be the same when he last saw me, and he asked "why?".. I said "because it's going to feel akward when I see you because if everything that we went threw and how I haven't seen you in so long"..he said "I shouldn't feel that way towards him because he doesn't" and that actually got me to smile for once..to the point of how I was in a good mood for once since November. I was tempted to call last night and I had my friend help me (the whole who suggested I called him back in Decmeber) and so I called him last last night just to say "Hi, Whats up?"..but there was no answer. I figure I would do it again tonight, but I am not sure. What should I do? I want to write another poem but I can't get to the right words out. I guess I can only write when I am pissed not when I am in a good mood? Someone help me please!!
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Maybe give some free advice about: Friendship?
If he asked you out to the movies he likes you.
Go out and forget whatever it was you were fighting about. He has. Call him on your own if you want to, keep girlfriend out of it. :)
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well i think the reason you are thinkking about itagain is b/c you still have it on your mind and i need some more info on what happen why did ya'll get in a fuss
nikki
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heyyyy!!!!! COOL DOWN! I think what you need is somethin' cold, say like ICECREAM!? LOLz ... All i can say is what he has told you already. Don't worry yourself, and pls do NOT call him tonight -as a matter of fact, don't call him till you see him on thrusday. Guys don't like to be pestered with phone calls. So do this-> from now till thrusday, write poems, like u do. Or if not, then hang out with friends and read, or do something. You'll be fine if u do something to take your mind off him. By the way, when you see him on thursday, try to ignore the past- DON'T bring it up. If you do, the meeting is worthless. Tell me how it went.
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