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My heart is broken. My friends do not speak to me. People at school believe I won't fight back. What do I do when nothign is right anymore? It is impossible to be myself. This world is full critics. You think this is overreacting? You're wrong. I don't know how I go from day to day. All eyes that land on me judge me for what I look like. Well, that is completely incorrect. If only you could hear what they say. It does not make me depressed, It is not the people out there, but in my own home which make me weep at night. My own parents! People accuse me of witchcraft, drugs, cutting, and stealing(among other things that don't even cross my mind). How would you feel if everyone you thought loved you, began to look on you with pity and disgust. It's unbearable! What should I do? My nights are dark, but my days are even darker.
Signed-
Longing for the Stars
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I think you are a bit depressed.Being depressed can also make you feel like the whole world is against you when it actually isn't.I will suggest you get a doctors appointment and have a check up.Don't be affraid to tell how you feel.They won't tell anyone else, they're not allowed to.
Your pretty melodramatic,maybe you should keep a journal. Sometimes it helps to write down what you are feeling.
If you want something diffrent... let me know this.Why are your friends not speaking to you?
What will you not fight back against? What are people saying about you? Why do people pity you? where do they get the idesa that you are cutting etc.? Whats up with parents? Feel free to leave answers in my inbox and maybe can be of more help.
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First I'm sorry and no I don't think you are overreactting because the same things basically happen to me. I don't know how I stay here. But I think I must have a reason to be and even though my life is so messed up it makes me stronger and Im guessing it making me stronger for a reason for something in the future. Have you tried telling them how you feel? Just don't worry about them. Everything will be okay in the end trust me.
-Everything will be okay in the end..If it's not okay then it's not the end.-
Good Luck
Adriauna
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I like how you wrote it with poetry, and you havnt tried killing yourself yet. Umm get new friends, and wait for you to become of age to move out and start all over.
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believe it or not theres people out there with problems just like you. im one of them. i can tell you i get depressed too. i dont get accused of things like that but i cant stand my parents and i feel like most of my life sucks. the one thing i ever look forward to is weekends. tonight im at home because my mom got really mad at me for stupid shit and now i cant go out. i really want to go out because theres this guy i wanna see and he doesnt go to my school... i never get to see him. i understand how you feel. trapped in a world of people not noticing you at all or people who notice way too much. being bothered by the people all around you and sometimes you just feel like you want them to die. alot of the time actually. believe it or not, theres people out there looking to be your friend. if your current friends dont talk to you then theyre not friends. talk to me more. my aim screen name is: ilive4summer63. i hope you'll talk to me.
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i hate to say it, but when it comes down to it.. the thing you should do is ignore them. ignore enveryone and find peace and happiness within yourself.. i went through a lot of this in a few points of my life, and in the end, I was only happy when i let everyone say what they say and just know what i know.. and ignore it... it is hard to be convicted daily of things like drugs and other oober bad stuff, but it sounds like you are a writer.. something that always helps me is writing.. stories, poems.. letters to no one.. maybe you could write a letter to the accusors and let this anger and depression out... don't give them the letter.. they probably don't even know that they are doing this to you... everything will pass... don't let them know that they have gotten to you so deep.. try to be strong and maintain whatever dignity you have left... and smile. =]
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I know that advicenators.com suggests that people keep their questions short and sweet. Something about how people are more likely to answer them...blah, blah, blah...
I think it's hard to give advice when you don't really know what all the problem is. I understand that you are depressed, that you seem to be suffering attack after attack from the people who are supposed to care about you...But why? When did it start? How? Why do they think that? What makes them think that they can treat you that way?
I'd really like to know what's going on. So if you'd really like to tell me, leave me a lengthy letter in my inbox. Feel free to start at the beginning and include every detail that you think is relevant. I'll read it is it's sixteen pages long. (Might take me a couple of days to respond though ;)
Until then, bless you :D
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