I am so scared right now. So many things have happened to me over the past few months of this year. I began cutting myself in the beginning of may over bouts of depression. all the sudden out of no where this depression hit me. I have a great life too, but I get so depressed. Throughout the summer I would have strange mood swings, one hour I would be hyper and happy and love everyone, the next hateful, depressed, and angry at the world. I would hide in my room, and lately I have been having fear of light. I literally scream in anguish if a blind is open or I see sunlight. My mom doesn't know what is wrong with me, lately I have been scaring my sisters and boyfriend. All the sudden I found myself obsessing over demons and possessions. I have already been diagnosed with OCD, so maybe this could be another factor of it. But this is way worse than a typical OCD episode. When I have these thoughts I have thoughts of demons faces, angels bleeding, it's haunting me so much. I then hear things in a distance in my mind, telling me to do different things, telling me to look up satanist things. I dont want to, but somehow or another I feel forced. Lately, suicide has come into my mind. My cutting is worse, I have no apetite at all, Im starting to look emaciated, I feel down alot, could I be unconsiously possessed(well i wouldnt call it possessed but..I dont know how else to say it)or is this something medical as in disorder? Im so confused, and sometimes what scares me is Ill be in my room and get into fights with myself, I feel my head spin and Im going crazy. I cut and slash my arm while I fight myself, saying good things then negative things about myself. I also, when I feel tension and angered, it is really bad, it builds up so much inside me ill sit in a corner of my room and rock back and forth pulling my hair and shaking my head crying..and sometimes banging my head against the wall, but in front of my family I try to act normal, they know about my obsession, but dont know all the details. Im scared, and right now I feel fine, my crazy episode has passed, but there is always one lurking around the corner. What is this? Also to let you know, I have faith in God, but lately have pulled away from him, as in I have not said a prayer since this stuff has happened, I just can't..because when I try to say one I get thoughts of how silly it is and then I feel myself not meaning what I say in the prayer, though I want to mean it so badly.
You need alot of help! (not being mean or anything) but you should Go to a thearapist(sorry for bad spelling) or a doctor or something and they will probably help you alot. also tell your parents and your family about the details and what is going on with you.
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my ear canal is full of puss and it feels like it is swollen i feel feverish and my ear hurts along with my jaws what should i do
tell a parent. go to the doctor as soon as possible.!
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I am 13/f and am in the 8th grade (middle school). I have this tee shirt that I want to wear that I got from American Eagle and it says "Very Huggable" on the front, and "Very Kissable" on the back. Is that inappropriate for school, and would it be sending a bad message because I don't want to look like an idiot when I wear it on Monday. Thanks a bunch!
I have that same shirt, i am in 7th grade but I didn't get in trouble except one of my teachers said i shouldn't be doing any of it in school haha but anyways I didn't get in trouble and I don't think you would either.. Hope I Helped ♥
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does lime wire cause viruses or anything that could harm my computer because i want to make cds but im afriad to do it
Limewire slowed down my computer ALOT
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do guys like it when gurls ask them out if u ant a guy dont answer ok thnx i rate !
Some guys that are shy or something do, I would think that any guy would like it too so they don't have to go through the pressure or rejections. Hope I Helped ♥
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13/F
My friends and I call making out hooking up. Well anyways, I've never done it. I wanted to know how to do it? I've been close to doing it but never done it. If I had braces and the other person had braces would we get stuck together? Tell me how to make out with a person...
Open your lips over your partner's slightly more than you would during a regular kiss. This makes it easier to place your tongue in your partner's mouth.Place the tip of your tongue on the tip of your partner's tongue. Do not force your tongue too far into their mouth. If you wish, you can play with their tongue by circling theirs with your own. Have fun with it. Explore.
No braces do not get in the way at all. so no you wouldn't get stuck together.
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Are you the one that asked if you could copy my Tragic Glamour name? lol
-Teza
yes lol .. I made a screenname but the buddy list wont work so i cant use it
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i dont know w hat to do. sometimes i want to be her friend, but sometimes i just hate her. we've been in many fights before, i just donno what to do. dump our friendship or not? please help im SO confused!
you could not hang out with her for awhile maybe just take a break from eachother for sometime then hang out with her before you go to UK together and spend sometime with eachother then.
well during the day if you see her alot then just act normal, dont bitch at her cause then that will just be even worse..
If you want IM me sometime at Suzanne06x then we can talk about it more
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how old do you think you have to be to babysit?
I started babysitting around 12 but you have to be able to trust yourself and make sure your resposible enough to watch a kid by yourself.
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sorry, i have another question. Theres a problem. We both got invited to go to the UK this summer as a student ambassador. Shes not enthusiastic about it. And she must hate me or something cuz shes like NO everytime i ask DID YOU ASK IF YOU CAN GO TO THE MEETING? (which gives us more info about the trip. Like she doesnt really care if she goes or not, even though it would be an amazing experience. So if im not friends anymore, and her parents say she can go...??? and what if my parents dont let me go alone without a friend??? (its a 20 day trip, and there is no parents) Im so confused!!!
wow thats so cool that you got asked to go! but that is tricky if both of your parents say you can go but you do need a friend.. hmm, another thing you could do is tell her whats going on between you and her and how you feel maybe she will go back being normal but if not then tell her you dont want to be friends, but that was off the subject kinda.. anyways! it seems to me that she doesnt want to go anyways if shes not that excited about it cause that is a big thing! maybe you could try to find a different person that is going and try to get to be friends with him/her .. Thats all I can think of for this one, Hope I Helped!
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hi, you answered my friend question. i just dont know when to tell her the truth; that shes being really annoying, and has changed just for people to like her, like i dont wanna not be friends with her and regret it, but i dont want to deal with this! please help im soooo confused!
You should tell her maybe online or over the phone if you are not good with doing it in person. but the best thing to do is to do it in person so she doesnt think you are joking around or something over the internet or phone.
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ok well i want to know about how much is a sidekick 2 and how much is a sidekick. also what is different with them i heard sidekick1 doesnt have phone but it has internet. if i buy one of them do i have to pay bills or no bills like i just get it and i can use it when ever with no bills. also lets say i used 20 mins of internet and i could use 50 mins will it charge me for using the 50 mins that month cause that is what happened to my cell phone..... if you no anymore things about the sidekicks can you please tell me i rate 5s
go to www.danger.com they call it a hiphop but its pretty much the same thing as a sidekick.
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I am in no way fat...i just have very muscular legs. I really would like to be able to wear skirts that look good, but everything just seems to make my legs look bigger. Anyone know of a certain cut/style of a jean skirt that can be hot and flirty but make my legs look slimer?
I have pretty muscular legs too. I wear alot of skirts, usually mini jean skirts or plain white or black skirts. most of them make my legs look slimer.! soo I hope this helps for you and try some different kinds if not :-)
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I am so confused as of what i should do. My friend ("best friend") is sooo annoying. She hardly hangs out with me anymore, shes too busy hanging out with the 2 popular kids in our class,,its so obvious to tell shes trying to be cool. the 2 popular kids were talking about celeberty poker and how they love it. and shes like OMG I LOVE CELEBRTY POKER! haha!" and this is so untrue cuz, 1. she doesnt no how to play it,,or at least i think. When i told her about my camp stories and how we played poker she was like YEAH UMM FUN.
2. her tv doesnt even work.
and yeah, stuff like that keeps happening and its really starting to get annoying, and i let it go everytime but im soo anoyed...what should i do? be friends with her, tell her i dont want to be friends, what? we have been best friends for 2 years and this stuff hasnt been much of a problem till this year. it happened like once a couple years ago, and sometimes last year, but its getting bad this year. WHAT SHOULD I DO!?!?!
btw i rate 5's for good help, and non-stupid answers
The same thing pretty much happend with me too. Tell her that you don't want to be friends with her anymore. If she asked why (which she probably will) tell her the truth, that she is been being really annoying and that she has changed just for people to like her. I think that would be the best thing to do. ♥ Hope I Helped.!
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FOr hoemcoming I want to get my nails done. I bite my nails and they are short n stubby n ugly ( i kno i know, terrible habbit) Which would be better? acrylic tips or full acrylics? any advice on either of them or which one i should get? thanks
p.s. i want to get them french manicured too
how much would all this cost do u know?
THANKS!!
If you would just want them for your homecoming, you could always just get the glue on nails and you can get them in French Manicured and they will just be temporary they sell them at like CVS or target or anywhere like that and they cost about 5-10 bucks ♥
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okay well i am obsessed with my boyfrend i rite his name all over my papers and i rite it on my hand i rite it in my AIM profile i rite it EVERYWHERE!!! do you think that boys like it wen you obsess over them or do they find it annoying? plz help thnx ;)
Well I find it, older guys think its annoying and younger guys usually like it. Idk thats just what I think.
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First off i'm 14 f, and there is this guy in my IPC class(15m), and i think that i like him, and lately he has been talking to me and flirting with me ALOT. Like today for instance he was talking to his friends and i was talking to my friends, and he goes man i wish the beautiful little lady in the abercrombie shirt would turn around and join our conversation... and his friend snapped him with a rubberband and he was like owww... and looked at me and started talking to me about it like i was his best friend... He is really nice to me and stuff, and i want to know if theese are signs of him flirting with me or something?!?!
Please Help
xo
Yeah I deffinatly think this guy is flirting with you! talk to him more, maybe hang out with him sometime on the weekend or something. you might even end up going out so keep trying and good luck! ♥
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Can anyone recommend a good mascara that doesn't clump easily?
I use Diorshow by Christian Dior. You could order from Sophera.com or maybe even go to a Sophera store. i don't know if they sell it anywhere else but thats where I got it from and It works great!
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i moved here about a year ago,and i have no friends,i used to have friends..but they betrayed me..and everyone here..is snobby,barbie dolls,and there ALL the same.(im 13/in 7th) i dont even want to be friends with rude and mean people.I still have lots of friends in my old city..but i never get to see them..I tried everything i can to move back,and i really want to.I get bad grades,i cant focus.its like i cant make anything right.Everyone hates me in my new town,but its not like i care,because i dont care about them at all. i just really wanna move back..How can i actually try and get her to? (were not rich)Ps-- We are living with my moms boyfriend..he owns the house and we just..live in it.and i dont even think my mom likes him that much anymore. she doesnt listen to me and my brothers feelings
first thing. Don't Change just because you want to fit in! thats the worst thing ever.! Second, try talking to people.. never be shy! so if people dont think that you are shy they will come up to you and talk to you. try sitting with different people at lunch. If someone needs help with something (maybe their locker or they dropped something) help them with it. Thats all I can really think of so I hope it works out!
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