about

5'10
130 lbs
16.5 yrs old
had my share of drugs/alcohol. and learned.
16+ piercings
1 tattoo
no regrets




"you know what i still dont get, why are you trying so hard to fit in when u were born to stand out"-What A Girl Wants


!!STAY SiC!!

advice

Today... me and my best friend were doing our handshake and this other girl thats a really good friend of ours...came up and said...show me the handshake so i can do it with you all. I am not greedy and i would have taught it to her but i remember a while back that when her and my best friend had a handshake...she wouldnt let me learn it and i didnt want to say that to her so i just walked away. Am i being reasonable or selfish...please let me know the truth.
thanks

lmao
that was bitchy
but i would have done the same thing.

just try to be a little bit more reasonable
and dont give me a low rating cuz i tole u the truth thanks !

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there is no realy way i can exsplain to you how i feel, i am more then deprested and more then disterbed to say the least.For more then a year now i have been stugleing with my wieght, i alot of terrible things have happind to me in my life, things i won't get into but i have been cuting myself and thinking about killing myself.I just ca't seem to lose wieght, the kids at my shcool pick on me beacuse they are all really scinny, to give you a better vitonual i am 13 and i weigh 130 pounds.I have a tredmeal in my atick and i have been runing on it for a hour a day yet i am still not useing weight.I think that if i continue to gain weight unstead of lose it i might end up killing myself.please dont give me advice like get perfesional help, tell your parents, or keep working out, or tell a docotr there some desease were you cant lose weight.none of thoughs will help me.

sorry but theres not much to say, its your own personal feelings, you yourself are the most effective way to change them, if that makes sense,
so,
if you have AIM and u ever want anyone to talk to just IM me - stupifieddd

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Well, whenever I'm sitting down and get up, my eyes pretty much completely black out. I can barely see anything, it doesn't last very long, it goes away in like 10 seconds, but I'm wondering if this is normal or not? It's kind of scaring me, and I thought that maybe it was because I got up too fast, but that wasn't the problem because I tried getting up more slowly and my eyes still blacked out. I wear contacts, if that has anything to do with it...

Has this happened to anyone? Is this normal?

-Li'l SJV

thats happened to me for like the last 6 years
ive been to the doctor so many times cuz ivee had realy bad headache along with it..they just said get up slower...i was like wtf. but you can try going to the doctor theyre probably better then mine. i dont think its normal but its not really hurting you..hopefully. well good luck.

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Does anyone have any ideas on how to get green sharpie marker out of a white shirt? LOL. I know, lost cause, but, I am kinda desparate.

Thanks.

use that bleach pen thingy

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i am from india.
Well i think i have a cavity.. and getting cavities filled are a nightmare for me. i just cant stand it. ive never had the laughing gas and i really think that would make it less of a nightmare. my friend said that when he goes, they give him the gas. So, whats the deal with the gas? Do some dentists just not do it? or what?

lmao
'i am from india'


umm its all up to your dentist youre gonna have to ask him. mine just gives me shots in my gums no laughing gas ive never had any. well good luck.

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why do guys look at my mouth while i talk to them sometimes??

14/f

i read in a magazine that sometimes guys do that when they want to kiss you. haha. so good luck with that.

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I'm a freshman in highschool, and I've started hearing more and more about people drinking, smoking, doing drugs, etc. I don't know if it's just my school, or if it's normal... but it seems like if you don't drink, people are like, "OMG?! YOU DON'T DRINK?!" Is it like that elsewhere? Or is it just my school? Because I'm hearing a lot about it now. Also, why do so many people do these things to themselves? What to they get out of it? A hangover? They like that? Can't they have fun without getting drunk or high? I don't get it. Sorry so many questions, thanks in advance.

its not very common to find someone who doesnt drink, to me.
dont get into it.
ive been a druggie and im getting out of alcoholism right now and its so f*cking hard. i used to be able to have fun without drinking but now theres not life without it. its like i dont know what fun is but nobody knows what its lke unless tehyve actaully experience being addicted to this stupid shit. theres alot of different reasons why us teens do it, its different for every person. just please please take my advice, dont get into it. The consequences are worse ..its not worth it.

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Is it weird that i am 13 and i still never had my first kiss or boyfriend ever in my life? i think i'm like the only person in my SCHOOL that never had a boyfriend. i always like all these guys but i never tell them because i am scared and i don't want to get hurt. but i don't want to be like most of my friends that go out with a different guy every week. i've had some many guys ask me out before but i always so no, i don't know why. i even said no to this guy i liked for a very long time. i' just don't want to get hurt. i always wanted my first boyfriend, kiss, date or whatever to be with someone that i will always remember. my best friend doesn't even remmeber her first kiss, and i don't want that to happen to me. i need advice to make me feel better about this.

well to me it seems like your not ready..only because i read that you say no whenever youre asked. you may think that its opinionated but its the truth becuase i was the same way. and youll realize this when you get boyfriends. so just wait it out.. youl get a boyfriend eventually. but youre going to get hurt regardless of whether you want to or not . but its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all...

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I'm in High School now and i had tennis, polish classes, religion school classes all going on and now? NOTHING! This feels SOO weird. tennis is over & its too late to join up religion n polish. IDK what i should do!I have 2 older sisters who live in other cities like half an hour away but and i get soo sad becuase there's nothing to do and nobody to talk to. My friends aren't really into extracuriculear stuff & IDK how they do it! WHat should i DO!! I was thking a job or yoga, but what kinda jobs can teens do? and what is yoga all about? Other than that WHAT ELSE!

nic

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Ok...this is going to sound soo wierd...but whenever I see, or even think about my crush...I faint...sad i know...but its so wierd and it sometimes scares me...Like this one time at school...he walked by me in the hallway and I fainted...the next thing I knew...a bunch of people were staring at me wondering what happened...and another time was on stage...I'm a cheerleader so yeah...and I was doing one of our squad's routine's and as I stred onto the stage already freaked out as it is...I saw him...and well...let's just say my flyer had to go to the hospital cause I dropped her when I fainted...
...Is this a medical condition I should be worried about?...

Yes...most likely is.

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Well, my two best friends & I went & got our cartlidges pierced two weeks ago. Today I chanqed mine, I cleaned it & put a different one in. Then I felt a bump on the back of it. I`m wondering is it a assist ? my step mom had hers pierced & said that the second week hers hurt alot [mine doesnt] but there was a bump on the back & it was a assist & she had to let it close up. im scared it is, can you tell me if it is or what it could be ?

its "cyst" and not assist. and yes it is common in cartiledge piercings. it will get bigger left untreated. try doing sea salt soak treatments if you have the time.

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I'm so jealous of my friends. Whenever they talk about going to parties or their sexual experiences I just can't stand it. It makes me so angry. I've never done any of the things they've done (I realize some of those things are lies, but they all aren't. Especially if they can back up they're story.) Even things as simple as going on a date. I've never had a date or a kiss or anything. I've never been invited to a party. I've never done anything worthy enough to tell a story about. Unless you count "you had to be there" stories, which I don't. And it gets so bad that I get pissed off at them and I can't even be around them any more. So my question is: How do I get past my jealousy? How do I get rid of it?

Aw babe get out have some fun do the things they do

OR

get new friends that share interests as you do that way you dont have to be annoyed and everything

OR

make them shutup and look bad by saying something that will make them realize having sex and drinking alcohol is gay

srry i couldnt help much but i hope u understand! bye!

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okay my ex boyfrined told me that when he listened to this is thought of me but he didnt know what it meant.
what do you think he means?, i think he likes me again but he has a girlfriend.


its through the glass bye stone sour


I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God, it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
And while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself it's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

Im looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars, the stars
That shine for you
And it's the stars, the stars
That lie to you, yeah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars, the stars
That shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars, the stars
That lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars, the stars
That shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars, the stars
That lie to you, yeah

Oh, the stars
Oh, oh the stars that lie

this isnt going to answer your question at all.

i just have to say
the singer of this song is corey taylor, the best singer in the entire world.

from slipknot; which happens to be
the greatest band in the entire world.

&&i dont care if you disagree. and if you do, then youre wrong.

and its called Through Glass.

....kids these days

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hey i know it sounds stupid but wats moshing a frind of mines all like if ya cant dance lets just mosh(wer gunna go see a band) so can someone please pull me out the dark

as i have no ideawhat it is i put it in the closest catagory

hahahhahahahhaha

a word of advice::
stay away

far far away
since your a beginner
not even close to it..

i'm the number one mosher
well not really
but close
=]

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I'm am sooooo incredibly self conscious. i am 13 in the 8th grade, and im only a 34A. im reallly self concious becuase i think no guys will like me becuase im only a 34A! any advice?

advice?

yeah stop being stupid

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ok so my teacher game me an F on a oral presentation, and when i asked why she said "it needed to be more heartwarming, cheesy, mushy..it need to make me cry for you to get an A" (she cries quite easily.. she cried during like 4 oral presentations so far! haha) anyways, im redoing the presentation and it's about "my favorite place" and i guess she wants me to say things like "this is where i learned to love" and thing equally cheesy (its going to be so embarrising doing this infront of my class!) but i need n A in this - so help! have you ever heard a heartwarming speech that moved you? and sentences or expression that are good to use?
thanks!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha

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I was making out with this girl the other night at a party and I guess she was pretty tossed since she freaking threw up in my MOUTH. Since then, I haven't been able to eat anything--because vomit is disgusting, and swallowing some of someone else's vomit grossed me out that much. Whenever I go to eat something I feel like throwing up myself so I can't eat. GaaaahhHhh what do I do?

hey hye hahhaha dont worry after making out with poeple i couldnt eat for days. but not cuz they puked in my mouth haha..other reasons haha well the only way you can help this is TIME....it took me almost a week one time to eat . but time will help . its the only way lol . good luck and no more eating puke..

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okay theres this song i really like but i dont know the name or the artist it goes " its a world wide suicide " can anyone help me out?

Worldwide suicide by Pearl jam

♥
♥
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♥

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can not eating correctly effect your period?

eventually youl get unhealthier and that could lead to irregular periouds...

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I have serious hair issues and I'm on vacation! I have a hair straightener at home and I straighten my hair when I go out or if I need to. I decided not to bring mine on this vacation...and that was a bad mistake. I can't leave my hair open at all because it flies and it looks like Hagrid's hair from harry potter...and I mean it literally!!!! AAAH!

Is there anyway i can get it to look good down?

Put get in it, if your hair is wavy/curly, it will make it look really good trust me i do it when i cant straighten my hair!! good luck!

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