don't get the wrong idea. I'm not cutting or self-harming in any serious way. I am not putting my life in danger.
I just wonder if this is normal: I use hand sanitizer regularly at work, and when I have a cut or something on my hand, I like the stinging pain that results when hand sanitizer gets in it. Sometimes I use it more when I have a cut, or rub in to the cut especially, just so that I can feel that sting more.
Is this weird/bad? It's not like i'm seriously harming myself...and I certainly don't enjoy stronger pain...but that little sting just makes me happy in a way...
As long as it is not all pain I see no harm in it. As long as you are not cutting yourself so that you can feel the pain of the hand sanitizer I see no harm in it. Pain affects everyone differently. Athletes will exercise until they feel the burn. This tells them they have accomplished their workout and the pain is a signal to them something they strive for. In sex there are pain fetishes.
None of this makes anyone strange as long as the pain is restricted to a singular purpose. The pain you feel that makes you happy in a way may as I said make you feel alive or just may be a form of stress relief. Whatever it does for you as long as you are not doing anything to cause the pain I'd say your normal and not to worry. [ adviceman49's advice column | Ask adviceman49 A Question ]
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