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I do not want to live
How do i do it. I cannot live on this earth anymore. My family hates me and I only have my friends and coaches to love. I got home today and I came home to drying my lacrosse gear and my dad told me I was a mistake. My mom is in drugs and I can't do this anymore. What is a less painful way to end this. I'm sorry
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Life is given to you for a purpose and it is also a precious gift from God and both of your parents need help especially your mom. Don't get depressed just because he told you that and if you were a mistake you wouldn't even be here but you are that's all that matters. Find someone who understands,who you are because ending your life is not something to do keep on doing things that makes you happy. Don't let anyone bring you down. Stay strong and positive everything will turn out to be great and have a nice life.
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Many of us have been where you are and we can tell you that suicide is not the answer.
My father blamed me for everything that was wrong in his life. HE didn't go to college because I came along right after he returned from WWII. Not my fault right. The Narcissistic bastard that he was never saw it that way and I paid the price. Worse to everyone else he was the best person to walk the face of the earth.
Had I not had the strength to hang in there I would not have met a wonderful women and have the great son that I do. I'm not a religious person but I believe there is a plan for each of us and suicide is not in that plan.
Before you do something that will irrevocably harm those that know and love you. I would like you to call the National Suicide Lifeline. No matter what problems you are dealing with, they want to help you find a reason to keep living. By calling 1-800-273-TALK (8255) you’ll be connected to a skilled, trained counselor at a crisis center in your area, anytime 24/7.
Life is worth living, maybe not at the moment though please trust me on this. Life does get better. You do have options to make things better for yourself and the local crisis center can help you.
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Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes.
Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more.
You’re doing just fine
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Unintentional pregnancy is pretty common. So don't think you're alone on that. There's 24/7 suicide hotlines with people trained to help people like you. 1-800-273-TALK (8255). When you call, it says it'll play music while it reroutes you. You'll find a lot more help by talking with them as opposed to just asking for advice here. Life can be hard sometimes. Don't give up. 2 years ago, I was thinking the same as you. Just wanted it to end, quickly and painlessly. I'm glad I didn't try harder. Call them. There are other numbers too. You gotta look online, there's plenty of help out there. Call them.
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