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Venting Sad Feelings
So let me add a little back story too this.
Basically, I was best friends with a girl(lets call her Amy)for around 5 years, but lately we haven't been as close.
My other friend,(lets call her Mona)have been friends all our lives, but got close in middle school and have been ever since.
Recently, Mona introduced me to Megan. And since we are in the same club, have been hanging out a bit lately.
So, they're really my only friends.
Thursday, I went over to Megan's. Mona joined us later that day. Both me and Mona left Friday. I had to do chores and babysit my niece so I went home. But before I left, Megan mentioned something about me and Mona maybe going to her house Sunday. I said sure, if I could.
So since we haven't been doing anything lately and I wasn't doing anything, I called Amy and asked her if she wanted to come over that day(Friday). She said maybe and that she'd tell me if she would.
A few hours later, my dad wanted to go somewhere, so I asked if she was coming, she said she was sleeping and that she wasn't coming. But she'd see if she could on Saturday after a sports event her brother was in.(It was also 3 hours away)
Come Saturday, I'm again, not doing anything and it's around 5:00pm and no one has contacted me. I check my Snapchat, and on her story Amy posted she was watching movies with a bunch of people I'd never met.
I was annoyed, but didn't care that much.
So, now it's today(Sunday). And I Snapchated both Mona and Megan over today and yesterday. Neither said anything about hanging out today. So it's 10:30, I check Snapchat again, and Mona and Megan were hanging out and having a bunch of fun and eating candy.
And at that moment I realized:
It's the first weekend of summer.
One of my friends ditched me two days in a row.
And the only two other friends I actually have are having fun without me when I was originally supposed to be with them.
And what am I doing? Watching Next Great Baker alone in my dark basement.
My social life's pathetic... I'm not mad at any of them, just kinda sad and let down that I could of been with them...
I don't know why I said all this, I guess I just needed to let my feeling out a little and I kinda want to know what you guys think of the situation.
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Maybe give some free advice about: Friendship?
I know how you feel, when you realize your all alone without no one to be with. I used to have 6 best friends but now I only have 1 that I trust. I was in a fight with one of my best friends because she told on me for drinking her juice, people started calling me a thief, and even my teacher and the principle think I go steal food from people's lockers! It's funny how when you make one simple mistake everything changes. I have never stole food I only drank her juice ones and it was right In front of her, so she could have stopped me! It was honestly a joke that I am never going to make again. Anyways I don't talk to her much anymore because she is being very rude, and she even insulted me this morning! So that left me with 5 friends only, but not for long. One of my other friend told on me to the principle and said that I bullied her, while all I did was touch her hair and tell her that it was pretty! I didn't know that she didn't like me touching her hair, because she never told me not to! That leaves me with 4 friends, but one of them was just a cruel selfish liar that makes fun of people so I don't talk to her that much, and her best friend which is one of my 3 left friends but not anymore I doesn't really talk a lot. That leaves me with two girl, one of them lives far away from me so we can never see each other and haven't talked to each other for about 3 months, but there is nothing wrong with her we both lie, each other. That leaves me with 1 friend, I really didn't like her at first and she didn't like me either, but know we are like peanut butter and jelly.. Anyways, what I'm trying to say is that it doesn't really matter how many friends you have, because if they didn't treat you as a friend then they are simply not your friend, so don taste time thinking about them and find new ones.
( I apologies for any bad Grammar or spelling, I did not re-read this due to my laziness)
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